I loved this book of poems because I felt I could walk from one to the next and know I was in the same neighborhood, or small town, from beginning to end. I could wander, but I would not feel lost.
It feels that in the next-to-last poem, I've come home--back to the beginning. But, of course, the old home has changed. And I have gone from being an innocent "When I began to write, I didn't know/ that poems would transform me...," to becoming a man who is in control of his destiny.
In, "The Governor's Residence," the narrator has become rich through his writing and anything he wanted has become his. He is someone who has learned to play the system and isn't quite sure what the end game is after you have everything you have ever wanted. "And day by day my fortune would increase,/ and daily I'd stock up on chocolate, butter/ that would sit there, for I would feel no hunger."
The last poem of the book, "Sea Monsters," on the other hand, tells me that the narrator in "The Governor's Residence" is Rozycki as poet, whereas in this poem, a more vulnerable, and definitely mortal Rozycki, appears. This narrator wonders if we have been alive before, so I take it that this narrator is outside of the narratives (a hermeneutic container?) found in the previous 76 poems.
There are forces here that are mysteries to the narrator: fog, sea monsters, a tide that could seize and hypnotize us. In spite of the unanswered question, "Have we been here before?" the narrator is not only willing to accept the "melancholy of illusions" he's left with, he gets "drunk" on them. He knows that it's all some combination of molecules, but the narrator has "resolved to honor/ this life, this moment of hesitation, before you tell me, No."
This is a book I will pick up again and again. I feel like Rozycki's narrator may not be my friend, but he's a good traveling companion, and what will happen to me, will happen to him. He's willing to throw in together with whoever will make the journey with him.