First Love and Other Stories Analysis
Diary of a Superfluous Man:
I remember on page 46 of the book he said “people like me anticipate all kinds of things except the very thing that must happen in the normal course of events.” It's like he overthinks so much to the point where that he's afraid to take any course of action out of fear that he should fail although should he actually have tried he would have succeeded or at least likely made an impact on those around him. Instead later in that page that I quoted where he speaks of his tiger-ish relish he says that he decided to begin to speak in such an unnatural and forced way that those around him began to avoid him because they were tired of the way he was behaving although should he have actually spoken to Ozhogin again about his daughter or perhaps even spoken to Liza herself he could have definitely made an impact and gotten those around him to consider his existence. And yet what he says is he always tried dancing around the point but he never actually brought his monologues to an end or a conclusion out of fear. I think fear is what holds the superfluous man's character back so much. He thinks that his indecisiveness or inability to act is sacrifice and that it’s to be considered an act of gentle or kindhearted nature. But no one seems to be paying mine to that because he never tries to leave an impact on those around him. I think that’s the sharpest difference between him and the prince’s character. The prince’s friendly and kind hearted a natural. He shares his thoughts openly in publicly and takes action when needed, and yet the superfluous man is behaving the contrary. I also think Liza and her father and her family in general aren’t so much attracted to the prince himself, but rather his character and the idea of being related to him I think that whatever the change was in the walk in the woods the narrator mentioned pushed Lisa to “loving” the prince because he was the first one in front of her who suited her criteria I guess is the word. And it’s even brought up by the narrator himself and again the narrator is not reliable at all. He seems to have a very unhealthy outlook on life on all of it. He seems to be very interested in the past and yet not interested in the current events at all because he thinks everything around him is just dull and gray just because he’s dying soon. Many would use that time to live life to the fullest but he sees it as I wanna say a pastime of sorts. His inability to take action rendered his current events and current life so uneventful and pointless that all he cares about and all he’s interested in is reflecting and pondering and romanticizing the past in sorts. But back to my main point it’s brought up by the narrator that Ozhogin began to rub his hands at the idea of having the prints be his son-in-law, so they’re not so much considering his actual character, but rather his fortune and his looks I feel like this is basic attraction and not actual deep affection and love. Notwithstanding all this, part of me wants to say that the narrator (Mr. Stocking) was never really superfluous. But that’s the most heartbreaking part about the story. It’s that he really was superfluous. His actions seemed to have no impact whatsoever on how the events of this story unfolded. He faces death with such sorrow, he was clinging onto everything in life. But I do also wish to say that he was a very delusional man, he justified his actions by saying its for the better good of Liza. He uses one event of his life to generalize his whole existence and categorize it as superfluous. He makes too many assumptions about how people around him perceive him and is as a result, caught up in this self-absorbed
Asya
The narrator seems to be very indecisive. He seems to romanticize everything in a bright-eyed manner. He seems to romanticize his struggles and his pains, and too self-indulgently so. Very slow, very deliberate, seriously, he doesn't know what he wants. And he lacks commitment. He's in love with Asya, as he claims, and yet he does not want to be in a relationship, although he speaks of falling in love with a widow prior, which makes me wonder if the widow really did leave him, as he said, or if there is narrator bias. Asya, on the other hand, is complete contrary. She's not ready for a relationship, and yet she's mentally in that state of mind where she's literally prepared to leap into one at first without knowing what's to wait. She's very volatile, and I honestly found her quite irritating at the beginning. It's like she was trying to be different just because for the sake of being different, until I started learning more about her inner pain. So as I said before, in my earlier entries of reading this book, she messed up in the past. She's ashamed of her mother, and yet at the same time, to the irony, to my dismay, she's ashamed of the shame she feels. It is very hilarious, absurdly so, I would say. I honestly find her character to be very conflicted and complex. It's deeper than just a girl who wants to be different. It's more so a girl who doesn't know what her mental state is. She clearly struggles with something as a result of the negligence she faced. On the other hand, Gagin, her brother, he seems to be very conflicted. She's the victim in their crossfire, in their love scandal or situation. This is a really melancholic story that if I had to describe it or describe it in short would be “The one who got away”. I felt this in my soul, how he only said he loves her when she was unable to hear him and how they had the potential to become such a happy couple but didn’t due to circumstance and choices really hurts the reader. This story is really nice and it relates to the modern image of “love”. I feel like every young man and woman, especially those in high school, for example, in modern, in the modern world, romanticize the idea of falling in love. But then, like Asia, they are unaware of what comes with such pursuit. They are unaware of the responsibilities, the weight, the impact, the effects. They're unaware of what follows.
First Love
I didn't really like Zineda. She's aware of the effect she has on men, and as Vladimir said, quote, she enjoyed arousing in them either hopes or fears and turning them this way and that as she wished. She called it knocking people against each other, unquote. This, especially back then, had to be seen as a narcissistic need to get all the attention possible. Her behaviors may be meant to attract or amuse those around her, but to the reader, well to me at least, I can't speak for everyone, they come off as needy, manipulative, attention hungry, and very emotionally cruel to those around her. I'm only saying this because throughout the story I did not see character development with her. She was behaving very contradictory, and I don't like contradictions that have no meaning behind them. She's a shallow character archetype. I think Vladimir was romanticizing the idea of love as an adventure to go on. I believe that this is because of the manipulative version of love or affection that he received from his father. He brought up many times that his father was able to get all details out of him, because when he expresses his seldom affection and interest in Vladimir in his stories, Vladimir feels inclined and encouraged to spare no detail, which should say a lot about Pyotr himself, the father. He is a very manipulative gaslighter. I did not, well no, I didn't hate him. I found it very intriguing that the protagonist of the story, or the main character, had been sort of getting groomed ever since childhood. So this goes back to years prior. His father's narcissistic and manipulative behaviors are the reason his son struggles. Vladimir even says that these effects, although rare, make him feel loved and he enjoys feeling like he's of importance to his father. I think that twisted version of affection he's been nurtured around is what causes him to stick around with Zinaida to begin with, because he sees it as regular affection. He has no other idea of what love is. This also shows me that both Pyotr and Zinaida, Vladimir's father, are quite similar in nature and display very similar, if not almost identical, characteristics. This reaffirms my point that Turgenev's work is more about human nature and psychology than it is about complex themes and philosophical depth. Vladimir is mentally unconditioned to detect such malicious or manipulative tactics that could be used on him. This really helps me paint a clearer image of him as the bright-eyed young man who still has quite a lot to figure out. Even by the end of the story, throughout the entire story, Vladimir seems to be very codependent. He forgives Zinaida, he has no grudge, he doesn't even feel any negative emotions or holds negative opinions towards either his father or Zinaida. I guess it's fair and it is realistic, given that he, again, sees love as this twisted version, because that's what he's been raised around. But he seems very self-indulgent. He enjoys suffering, agony, and I dislike how he is unable to see the bigger picture. The events of the story really did shift my sympathy more towards Vladimir. I have to say that he is a victim in every sense of the word. A victim of manipulation, a victim of emotional crossfire, and psychological manipulation.
Overall, I like the works of Turgenev. He displays a very strong understanding of human nature and psychology, my favourite of the 3 I read (I have yet to read Mumu and King lear of the steppes because I’m saving them for university breaks) is Asya. I liked it most because it not only shows nuance in character’s nature and personalities but also because of the very thought out understanding of character’s motivations, and natures.