This book captivated me from the very beginning. Jools Sinclair certainly knows how to weave a good story; I'm surprised to know not many have been exposed to her beautiful style of writing. I've added her to my list of newly-found favorite authors now. I truly adored this book and I'm sure I'll be having a repeat of my enthusiasm and awe when I get my hands on book two in the series.
44 was a refreshing change from all the other YA books I've read in the past months. It didn't involve seemingly-ordinary-girl-meets-overly-hot-mysterious-bad-boy typical romances; or any obstacle-ridden-angsty-love-triangles; or even sparkly inhumanly beautiful vampires with hearts made of gold. No, the story was about a girl named Abby Craig who came back to life after 44 minutes of lying dead in a hospital bed and who later had startlingly vivid dreams that could allow her to witness when, where and how the psychotic serial killer who was on the loose in her small town called Bend incapacitated -- or more accurately, asphyxiated -- his victims. And while having these terrifying visions, the said protagonist must also try to come to terms with what happened on the day of her death.
I honestly didn't expect Nathaniel Mortimer, Abby's doctor's brother, to be the serial killer in the town. He was awfully kind and seemed easy to get along with which was why it never crossed my mind that he could be the one behind all the people's deaths. I had my doubts about the doctor himself, and about her sister's ex-boyfriend Matt but I never expected it to be him. This just proves how deceiving appearances can really be and how you should never, ever, rule out anyone as a possible suspect in cold-blooded murder.
The ending was pretty depressing, partly because Nathaniel had gotten loose and escaped the feds but mainly because Jesse, Abby's best friend for eight years who professed his love for her under a dark, starry night but was painfully rejected afterwards, turned out to be a ghost (the author calls him an in-betweener in the book though, so I guess I should call him that too, to be more specific) who had been following Abby around, waiting for her to finally be ready to face the truth. Apparently, he and Abby had died in a car accident that took place near the snow-covered mountain and that he, unlike Abby, had stayed dead and turned into an in-betweener (aw, see? I used the word!) that nobody could see. Sadly, he turned out to be the one that got away. I cried a little after I found out.
But overall I thoroughly enjoyed the book, and would probably rate it five shining stars if the author just hadn't given it a terrible plot twist and revealed to us that Abby's love interest was a ghost. I'd recommend this to anyone who's searching for a slightly different paranormal story. I'll give you a warning beforehand though: get ready to turn on the waterworks if you decide to read this book until the very last page. You're probably gonna need some Kleenex, too.