This was a good and interesting book, but not a fast read. Reading Angelina Jolie's notes taken on some of her earlier trips as an ambassador for the United Nations High Commission on Refugees, reading about all the suffering, loss, and devastation she sees in the places she visits, was almost too much for me. I had to keep taking breaks and reading something lighter, so I could go back and read more later. I wonder how she could stand to actually be there and experience it, actually look in the eyes of people who are suffering beyond anything most Americans could even imagine. Her notes reflect how overwhelming such experiences could be for her. I like that she's so honest about herself, about the horror and the sadness and the pity, but also about her own internal, less noble impulses to flee and forget it all, to go home to all her comforts and not feel sad or guilty anymore. I like that she admits those feelings, and that she feels bad for them. That she admits she's hungry and thirsty and uncomfortable often during the trips, but doesn't, according to her notes, demand special treatment or make a big deal out of it. Instead, she seems willing to give everything that she can, emotionally AND financially.
There will always be cynics who doubt and criticize the motives of celebrities doing good deeds. I am not interested in that, though. She wouldn't have to do what she does, or put as much effort and risk and emotion into the work as she does. She wouldn't have to write low-key notebooks like this to share her experiences and information learned with the world. But she does. I learned a lot reading this book, only a little of which I already knew. I didn't know about the displaced person/ refugee crisis in Columbia. I barely knew about Columbia's political turmoil at all. I didn't know about the harsh climate of at least parts of Pakistan, or the plight of (mostly Afghan) refugees there, and I didn't know enough about the situations in the other countries she wrote about--the land mine crisis in Cambodia, the amputee epidemic in Sierra Leone, etc. Now I do. I also know that Angelina Jolie wears glasses, is lefthanded, and was raised Catholic. I feel like I learned more about her as a person as well as the issues, people, and places she wrote about, and that I have even more respect for her and the work she does. I'm glad that I read this book.