Throughout this book, we meet the main characters, Dillon, Preston, Stacy, and Jen. The main points in this novel revolve around Preston, Dillon's brother's suicide. The first couple of chapters come across as confusing, which left me lost. It almost felt as if it was supposed to draw the reader in to understand, but for me, it was frustrating. Once the characters and plots were tied together, I found myself feeling disappointed. Not only does this novel surround the plot of Preston's suicide, but also a character, Jens, whose story is of being abused by father figures throughout her life. The story contains a lot of well-thought-out metaphors, similes, and overall symbolism. I really appreciated the methods used to express emotions and themes. Other than that, I had a few moments while reading that made me feel unsettled. Considering the plot is mostly trauma-related, Chris Crutcher could have represented the situation differently. Of course, everyone's story is different, which is very understandable. The biggest thing that I think the story lacked was the actual concept of suicide. We don't get a lot of insight into the character's mindsets who suffer from suicidal ideation. I would've loved to hear from Preston and his personal side of the story. As someone who has been in a similar situation with suicidal ideation, the aspects related to that felt off-putting. The end of the story is what made me feel the most annoyed. Crutcher left the story off quite bland. Once we as readers learn the books ending of each character, there's still a lot that wasn't recognized. I believe there could have been some more mention of Jens's recovery. It's said that she becomes close with Stacy, but it's hardly mentioned how hard her recovery from the traumatic events will be. Healing is not linear, Jen will definitely have more conflict, internal and external, as she goes on. It's not that I think there should've been chapters more about this, just that her ending specifically felt rushed. I would've loved to see a resources page at the end, something for readers to go to who have their own issues. Considering this book may be triggering and upsetting to individuals, a disclosure or helpful resources at any point would be outstanding. I'm giving this novel a three-star review. Even though I have a lot of things I feel could've been better about this story, I still appreciated the work to its full extent.