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Journey to Hidaya
Arrogant, gorgeous CEO Zoya Zameer’s success hides a dark history.
A history that involves her loss of faith.
Until she meets simple, faithful Haroun Suleiman.
Who turns her entire belief system upside down.
For the past six years, Zoya Zameer has strictly abided by one vow: trust no one. Successful and self-reliant, Zoya is perfectly content with her extravagant life in front of the cameras.
Or so she claims.
When Haroun Suleiman shows up at Zameer Co., Zoya is immediately entranced by him. He’s deeply devoted to religion—just like the people from her past claimed to be—yet unlike them, Haroun exudes nothing but gentleness and sincerity.
With Haroun’s arrival, everything Zoya thought she knew about Islam is thrown into disarray. Her harsh experiences with religion clash starkly against Haroun Suleiman’s kind, empathetic personality—he might just be the catalyst for Zoya’s journey back towards God. But in order to regain her faith, Zoya must break down her self-imposed barriers and come to terms with her traumatic past.
But which sacrifices will the notorious Zoya Zameer have to make in order to discover her purpose and reorient herself? And just how far is she willing to push Haroun’s boundaries to fulfill her desires?
”This book will touch your heart in indescribable ways—it’s a heart-wrenching, beautiful masterpiece.” —Wattpad Review
A history that involves her loss of faith.
Until she meets simple, faithful Haroun Suleiman.
Who turns her entire belief system upside down.
For the past six years, Zoya Zameer has strictly abided by one vow: trust no one. Successful and self-reliant, Zoya is perfectly content with her extravagant life in front of the cameras.
Or so she claims.
When Haroun Suleiman shows up at Zameer Co., Zoya is immediately entranced by him. He’s deeply devoted to religion—just like the people from her past claimed to be—yet unlike them, Haroun exudes nothing but gentleness and sincerity.
With Haroun’s arrival, everything Zoya thought she knew about Islam is thrown into disarray. Her harsh experiences with religion clash starkly against Haroun Suleiman’s kind, empathetic personality—he might just be the catalyst for Zoya’s journey back towards God. But in order to regain her faith, Zoya must break down her self-imposed barriers and come to terms with her traumatic past.
But which sacrifices will the notorious Zoya Zameer have to make in order to discover her purpose and reorient herself? And just how far is she willing to push Haroun’s boundaries to fulfill her desires?
”This book will touch your heart in indescribable ways—it’s a heart-wrenching, beautiful masterpiece.” —Wattpad Review
630 pages, Paperback
Published April 13, 2023
About the author
Kainat Azhar
2 books79 followersKainat Azhar is a Pakistani-American Muslim author who cherishes stories. She writes about brown Muslim women with messy feelings and big hearts chasing happy endings, charming heroes with dynamic personalities, and the experiences of faith, culture, and identity from a Pakistani-American Muslim perspective. She tends to avoid reading books that will make her cry, but has no problem writing them. When not immersed in a book or frantically typing on her laptop, Kainat can probably be found slurping noodles or watching Turkish dramas (often simultaneously).
You can find her at kainatazharchughtai.com, on Instagram @bykainatazhar, and by email at kainatcazhar@gmail.com.
You can find her at kainatazharchughtai.com, on Instagram @bykainatazhar, and by email at kainatcazhar@gmail.com.
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July 26, 2023
I’m going to try to keep this review short because I believe the author has good intentions and I see that she has potential. I didn’t have high expectations when beginning to read this, I was just intrigued that I came across a rare book that claims to uphold the Islamic values. While the book does try to send good messages about Islam, it has a huge problem in its execution.
The literary quality wasn't the best, both on the micro level, with dialogue, fluency, and word choice, and especially the macro, with the plot and characters.
I felt like I was reading a mini khutbah in every chapter, with the characters randomly launching into dialogues about different aspects of Islam and western ideology and so on in a way that didn’t feel genuine to the characters. I know the author wanted to impart a good message to readers, but it was not done well for a novel medium. There was too much telling and too little showing.
My biggest problem is that I didn't sympathize with ANY of the characters. And that’s what a good book and good writing does- it makes me sympathize with them even if they’re villains. I didn’t like Zoya, the anti-hero MC, nor did I like Haroun, the perfect Mary Sue Muslim. I wasn’t convinced the two characters were in love, nor did I believe that they were even well suited for one another. No matter how much of a journey to hidayah they went through, I am simply not convinced that they attained a healthy relationship with each other by the end of the book.
The setting was very vague. We know they're somewhere on the East Coast, but no details beyond that. City or suburb? North or South? I am also very unconvinced that the importance attached to a mid-twenties CEO of a fashion company is realistically portrayed.
The book’s redeeming quality is that it seeks to have a positive message about Islam and guidance and turning to Allah and acknowledging sins and keeping things halal. We certainly need more books that do this. But…unrelatable characters and unlikely plots and khutbah-like dialogues and monologues simply don’t work with novels.
Nevertheless, as the author appears to be well-intentioned, I pray for her success in her future endeavors.
The literary quality wasn't the best, both on the micro level, with dialogue, fluency, and word choice, and especially the macro, with the plot and characters.
I felt like I was reading a mini khutbah in every chapter, with the characters randomly launching into dialogues about different aspects of Islam and western ideology and so on in a way that didn’t feel genuine to the characters. I know the author wanted to impart a good message to readers, but it was not done well for a novel medium. There was too much telling and too little showing.
My biggest problem is that I didn't sympathize with ANY of the characters. And that’s what a good book and good writing does- it makes me sympathize with them even if they’re villains. I didn’t like Zoya, the anti-hero MC, nor did I like Haroun, the perfect Mary Sue Muslim. I wasn’t convinced the two characters were in love, nor did I believe that they were even well suited for one another. No matter how much of a journey to hidayah they went through, I am simply not convinced that they attained a healthy relationship with each other by the end of the book.
The setting was very vague. We know they're somewhere on the East Coast, but no details beyond that. City or suburb? North or South? I am also very unconvinced that the importance attached to a mid-twenties CEO of a fashion company is realistically portrayed.
The book’s redeeming quality is that it seeks to have a positive message about Islam and guidance and turning to Allah and acknowledging sins and keeping things halal. We certainly need more books that do this. But…unrelatable characters and unlikely plots and khutbah-like dialogues and monologues simply don’t work with novels.
Nevertheless, as the author appears to be well-intentioned, I pray for her success in her future endeavors.
April 29, 2023
Journey to Hidaya follows the story of Zoya Zameer — a character so realistically and intricately woven; one cannot help but love her despite all of her faults. Then comes Haroun – a gentle flickering candle in the darkness of Zoya's world — his light might be enough for Zoya to see the straight path but is it enough for her to walk it herself?
Journey to Hidaya follows that very journey — for Zoya, for Haroun, and ultimately, for all of the readers. It makes you look within yourself and realise that the one journey worth taking is to the One who is closer to you than your jugular vein.
I can rant on forever about this novel; about the beauty of the messages it conveys, the complexity and the realism with which the characters are portrayed, the social issues it tackles, about how it teaches us that hope and light that can trickle in when the darkness seems never-ending, and the beautiful writing, but I do not think I will be able to do it justice. You will have to give this book a read to truly understand.
There are few books that have impacted me this greatly; and Journey to Hidaya will always remain amongst the few that did.
Journey to Hidaya follows that very journey — for Zoya, for Haroun, and ultimately, for all of the readers. It makes you look within yourself and realise that the one journey worth taking is to the One who is closer to you than your jugular vein.
I can rant on forever about this novel; about the beauty of the messages it conveys, the complexity and the realism with which the characters are portrayed, the social issues it tackles, about how it teaches us that hope and light that can trickle in when the darkness seems never-ending, and the beautiful writing, but I do not think I will be able to do it justice. You will have to give this book a read to truly understand.
There are few books that have impacted me this greatly; and Journey to Hidaya will always remain amongst the few that did.
May 20, 2023
By far one of the greatest book I have ever read. From the prolific reminders - not only of Islam - to the cutesy scenes, this book serves as a remedy for the stressful days, days where you want to give up. Zoya Zameer is that one character, who you might feel annoyed with in one scene but she manages to make it up to you, and captures your heart throught the book. The revival of faith that Zoya has, never fails to make me cry (and I can gurantee you that you might shed a tear or two (if not more) because the character has been made with such love and care, that it's hard not to cry when Zoya cries).
Coming to our male lead, Haroun Suleiman. Haroun Suleiman is that man who you want to hide behind you heart so he never has to face the atrocities of the world. Haroun Suleiman holds that part of me, which makes me want to become a better human and if I had ever met him in real life, I would have married him for sure! (Sorry not sorry, Zoya). In my opinion, eventhough the story was about Zoya, Haroun's arc was always my favourite; his calm demeanour and the way he talked was very charismatic. Moreover, his words always left a huge impact ❤️
One of the most commendable thing that Azhar does is she never comes off as too preachy. Through her book, she manages to convey her thoughts and forces you to ponder over the lessons that she has inputted in the book - both, implicit and explicit. One might think that because it's a spiritual book, there would only be serious talks but no! Let me correct you there, because one of the character will always put a smile on your face with his silly words and actions (I literally sighed in amusement everytime I read what all theatricals he was upto).
Each and every chapter has been written delicately and meticulously. The last few chapters keep you glued to your seats and make you VERY sentimental 🥲 (talking from experience) and if all of this does not convince you to read the book, then maybe Zoya Zameer's sassiness should.
Do give it a try because I'm sure it will not disappoint you in any way and kudos to the author for portraying her views about Islam in such a way that it does not offend anyone and instead, gives them hidayah.
WHAT UP TITLE REFERENCE ;)
Miss Kainat Azhar, you deserve all the delicious chocolates and cupcakes in the world 😁
Coming to our male lead, Haroun Suleiman. Haroun Suleiman is that man who you want to hide behind you heart so he never has to face the atrocities of the world. Haroun Suleiman holds that part of me, which makes me want to become a better human and if I had ever met him in real life, I would have married him for sure! (Sorry not sorry, Zoya). In my opinion, eventhough the story was about Zoya, Haroun's arc was always my favourite; his calm demeanour and the way he talked was very charismatic. Moreover, his words always left a huge impact ❤️
One of the most commendable thing that Azhar does is she never comes off as too preachy. Through her book, she manages to convey her thoughts and forces you to ponder over the lessons that she has inputted in the book - both, implicit and explicit. One might think that because it's a spiritual book, there would only be serious talks but no! Let me correct you there, because one of the character will always put a smile on your face with his silly words and actions (I literally sighed in amusement everytime I read what all theatricals he was upto).
Each and every chapter has been written delicately and meticulously. The last few chapters keep you glued to your seats and make you VERY sentimental 🥲 (talking from experience) and if all of this does not convince you to read the book, then maybe Zoya Zameer's sassiness should.
Do give it a try because I'm sure it will not disappoint you in any way and kudos to the author for portraying her views about Islam in such a way that it does not offend anyone and instead, gives them hidayah.
WHAT UP TITLE REFERENCE ;)
Miss Kainat Azhar, you deserve all the delicious chocolates and cupcakes in the world 😁
September 1, 2025
I was mildly disappointed by this tbh. I think it could have been a lot better if it wasn’t so literal and if it cut down by a lot. There was no reason for the book to be as long as it was
June 19, 2024
i don’t know where to start my review. this book was everything.
i wanna thank kainat for writing this with absolute perfection!
this book! oh my lord! i feel like i’ve read this at the right point of my life, as this made my eye open in many way.
i loved the little verses from the qur’an, hadiths, at the start of each chapter. honestly it felt like a warm hug!
haroun and zoya’s love, i’m so jealous! i want a love like that, in a halal way so bad!!!
i cried, i laughed, i awed, this love story made me feel everything.
there were so many things which wanted me to prolong my read cuz i didn’t want the book to end. honestly, i didn’t realise that this book was 652 pages.
reading this made me connect to my ‘desi muslim’ side, and i wanna read more of them!
no hesitaion in giving 5 stars! amazing book, everyone do give it a try sometime!
i wanna thank kainat for writing this with absolute perfection!
this book! oh my lord! i feel like i’ve read this at the right point of my life, as this made my eye open in many way.
i loved the little verses from the qur’an, hadiths, at the start of each chapter. honestly it felt like a warm hug!
haroun and zoya’s love, i’m so jealous! i want a love like that, in a halal way so bad!!!
i cried, i laughed, i awed, this love story made me feel everything.
there were so many things which wanted me to prolong my read cuz i didn’t want the book to end. honestly, i didn’t realise that this book was 652 pages.
reading this made me connect to my ‘desi muslim’ side, and i wanna read more of them!
no hesitaion in giving 5 stars! amazing book, everyone do give it a try sometime!
May 11, 2023
omg i have no words. i really went through all the emotions in this book. i was sad, angry, hurt, giddy, smiling, annoyed, all at once😅 zoya was such a strong character and although i got so mad at her character for making the dumbest decisions, i’m so glad she had so much character development and owned up to what she did💓 and haroun, i cant even describe. i love him for being such a pure and amazing person and my heart broke when he was sad, he literally deserves the world🫶🏻this book helped me gain more knowledge on Islam and it was done in such a great way🥰 definitely a must read!!
May 26, 2026
My rating is a 3.
What I liked the most about the book was Zoya. She’s not perfect or overly nice—she’s mentally exhausted, angry, and full of contradictions…
As for Harun… honestly, he’s calm, wise, and patient, but sometimes his personality felt a little weak to me.
The plot was really good, and I loved that every chapter started with a verse from the Quran or a hadith.
But…
The book was way too long, even though I feel like it could’ve worked perfectly as a medium-length novel.
Sometimes the dialogue turned into a lecture or a direct life lesson instead of feeling natural within the story.
And I felt like some scenes kept repeating the same ideas over and over again…
There were also way too many unnecessary details at times.
What I liked the most about the book was Zoya. She’s not perfect or overly nice—she’s mentally exhausted, angry, and full of contradictions…
As for Harun… honestly, he’s calm, wise, and patient, but sometimes his personality felt a little weak to me.
The plot was really good, and I loved that every chapter started with a verse from the Quran or a hadith.
But…
The book was way too long, even though I feel like it could’ve worked perfectly as a medium-length novel.
Sometimes the dialogue turned into a lecture or a direct life lesson instead of feeling natural within the story.
And I felt like some scenes kept repeating the same ideas over and over again…
There were also way too many unnecessary details at times.
April 13, 2025
3.5 stars!!
The story begins with Zoya Zameer, a successful CEO in America, who meets Haroun Suleiman—a kind, thoughtful man and a true reflection of Islam, something Zoya has never experienced before. The book follows her journey as she slowly discovers the true beauty of Islam and learns to unlearn the darkness others had shown her in its name.
It was definitely an enlightening read, especially the first 400 pages which were really engaging. But after that, I felt like many scenes and thoughts started repeating, which made it feel a bit dragged. The character development could’ve been better—I didn’t feel very connected to anyone except Zoya, and that too only a little by the end.
Still, I loved the happy ending! And all the Urdu lines sprinkled throughout the book? Absolute cherry on top—they made the reading experience feel warm and familiar.
The story begins with Zoya Zameer, a successful CEO in America, who meets Haroun Suleiman—a kind, thoughtful man and a true reflection of Islam, something Zoya has never experienced before. The book follows her journey as she slowly discovers the true beauty of Islam and learns to unlearn the darkness others had shown her in its name.
It was definitely an enlightening read, especially the first 400 pages which were really engaging. But after that, I felt like many scenes and thoughts started repeating, which made it feel a bit dragged. The character development could’ve been better—I didn’t feel very connected to anyone except Zoya, and that too only a little by the end.
Still, I loved the happy ending! And all the Urdu lines sprinkled throughout the book? Absolute cherry on top—they made the reading experience feel warm and familiar.
February 6, 2024
This book is One of my favorite as it is exceptionally written.
The evolution of character is perfect and the subtle chemistry is heart gripping. It portrays the human muslim character.
Since I want everyone to give it a read, There would be no spoilers.
But I couldn't help but mention Haroon Suleiman - the gentle yet courageous hero. And Zoya Zameer embracing her flaws and proceeding to shine as that precious gem.
This book is surely realistic yet fictitious, compelling, captivating and Eye-opening with the creditable religious, cultural and moral aspects.
The evolution of character is perfect and the subtle chemistry is heart gripping. It portrays the human muslim character.
Since I want everyone to give it a read, There would be no spoilers.
But I couldn't help but mention Haroon Suleiman - the gentle yet courageous hero. And Zoya Zameer embracing her flaws and proceeding to shine as that precious gem.
This book is surely realistic yet fictitious, compelling, captivating and Eye-opening with the creditable religious, cultural and moral aspects.
March 7, 2026
This is a halal read with character/spiritual growth, a workplace setting, a prickly rich-and-famous FMC, a gentle pious MMC, healing from trauma, Pakistani culture and 550+ pages (yes, 576!).
I REALLY struggled to get into this in the first few hundred pages but after about 250 the story started in full and had me intrigued. I liked that it was a very unconventional romance, one that isn't all perfect. I also loved that Islam was so prominent.
For the wholesomeness, I'm rating it a 3. I'm curious to see the writer's works over time.
CONTENT:
Language: Mild (e.g. d*am, p*ss, scr*w up, etc.)
Romance: Stays halal. Only (married) affectionate touch on page with marital relations off page implied.
Faith: Lots of Islam.
Other: Flashbacks to domestic violence. While never super explicit, just be aware if that's a trigger for you.
I REALLY struggled to get into this in the first few hundred pages but after about 250 the story started in full and had me intrigued. I liked that it was a very unconventional romance, one that isn't all perfect. I also loved that Islam was so prominent.
For the wholesomeness, I'm rating it a 3. I'm curious to see the writer's works over time.
CONTENT:
Language: Mild (e.g. d*am, p*ss, scr*w up, etc.)
Romance: Stays halal. Only (married) affectionate touch on page with marital relations off page implied.
Faith: Lots of Islam.
Other: Flashbacks to domestic violence. While never super explicit, just be aware if that's a trigger for you.
December 14, 2023
This book pleasantly surprised me. I did not expect a debut novel to be so well written, Allahuma Barik. Although Haroun and Zoya’s relationship is like a rickety boat in a storm and although Zoya does terrible things throughout the book, I liked how their relationship developed and evolved. I liked the little glimpses we got to see of their domestic life. I liked escaping from my life to theirs. Although they had their own problems too. I LOVED that this was a pure halal romance. Usually books claim to be a halal romance and still have scenes that seem too intimate for people to read, but this one doesn't Alhamdulillah. And it’s worth mentioning, I am proud of Zoya for leaning into her muslimah identity. At the end of the day we are all sinners but the best of sinners are those who repent. As Zoya’s own faith was being reignited throughout the book, I got to reflect on a thing or two as well. Keep it up Kainat! In Shaa Allah I can’t wait to see what you come up with next 😁
Other comments:
- I understand how Haroun was meant to be portrayed, a simple humble man who has taqwa but instead we received a seemingly flimsy Haroun.
- Sumaiya’s role felt a bit too fictional and artificial.
- The ending with Haroun’s letters reduced the quality of the entire book.
- Lastly, it felt like the book was trying to send a message about feminism but it was done in a poor and unfinished manner. I wish there was more to it; specifically that it was discussed through an islamic lens more clearly.
PS: ebook gifted by author
September 21, 2023
3/5
For this read, I’m a bit 50-50…
I would say, globally, I enjoyed the reading. The mention of Islam, and the personification of what should be a good Muslim m’en in Haroun was actually so pleasing and refreshing.
We all need a man like him in our lives.
He gave me hopes on some aspects of my life, and really linked with him at some point.
However, I should say that I wasn’t able to feel empathy for Zoya — a sort of anti-hero that finds her way back to Islam.
Yes, her evolution through the book was amazing, it took time but she made it, but I wasn’t feeling close to her enough (if I could explain it that way…)
Zoya goes through a lot, and is literally traumatized by how Islam was weaponized against her. And still, I couldn’t find anything to emphasize with her…
Especially on how she got married to Haroun…
While we are on that point, I can’t personally believe that their dynamic could have been more than just boss—employee. She manipulated him to marry her, and he learned about her, however he still came back? And stayed?
For me it wasn’t believable enough, and the “plot twist” that made him stay was weird.
When I look back at the relationship, I can’t see them in love.
Except for marriage or work, they don’t share “anything”… but they still make things work.
Not really my cup of tea.
I would say it’s a good book overall, and helpful on some Islamic talk and explanations, but on the love part I wasn’t into it.
(And obviously I’m in the Haroun fan team!!)
For this read, I’m a bit 50-50…
I would say, globally, I enjoyed the reading. The mention of Islam, and the personification of what should be a good Muslim m’en in Haroun was actually so pleasing and refreshing.
We all need a man like him in our lives.
He gave me hopes on some aspects of my life, and really linked with him at some point.
However, I should say that I wasn’t able to feel empathy for Zoya — a sort of anti-hero that finds her way back to Islam.
Yes, her evolution through the book was amazing, it took time but she made it, but I wasn’t feeling close to her enough (if I could explain it that way…)
Zoya goes through a lot, and is literally traumatized by how Islam was weaponized against her. And still, I couldn’t find anything to emphasize with her…
Especially on how she got married to Haroun…
While we are on that point, I can’t personally believe that their dynamic could have been more than just boss—employee. She manipulated him to marry her, and he learned about her, however he still came back? And stayed?
For me it wasn’t believable enough, and the “plot twist” that made him stay was weird.
When I look back at the relationship, I can’t see them in love.
Except for marriage or work, they don’t share “anything”… but they still make things work.
Not really my cup of tea.
I would say it’s a good book overall, and helpful on some Islamic talk and explanations, but on the love part I wasn’t into it.
(And obviously I’m in the Haroun fan team!!)
November 15, 2025
First book from this author, I did enjoy it. The plot was interesting and I liked the characters and how much they developed from the start to end.
I don’t want to be a hater and I know it was a slow burn but 700 pages is crazy work 😩 but I read it all, at some points I didn’t think it’d ever finish lmao but we got there! It took me a week to finish, I made my font bigger so I could read faster and it was 1100 pages looooool.
Icl Zoya was crazy but and things are forgivable but honestly thinking about it… I’d do the same at some points 😃
Haroun was an angel, definitely should be standing up for himself tho, I get trying to be a good Muslim, but don’t let people walk all over you bc your the good guy. That’s why I liked Farhans (malik) character more, he was more realistic, he was an asshole but he knew his place when to shut up and take.
I don’t want to be a hater and I know it was a slow burn but 700 pages is crazy work 😩 but I read it all, at some points I didn’t think it’d ever finish lmao but we got there! It took me a week to finish, I made my font bigger so I could read faster and it was 1100 pages looooool.
Icl Zoya was crazy but and things are forgivable but honestly thinking about it… I’d do the same at some points 😃
Haroun was an angel, definitely should be standing up for himself tho, I get trying to be a good Muslim, but don’t let people walk all over you bc your the good guy. That’s why I liked Farhans (malik) character more, he was more realistic, he was an asshole but he knew his place when to shut up and take.
March 29, 2025
First and foremost: Jazakallah khair🥺💗
This book was a journey in itself for me. The values written in here..it's not just about the values, it's about the way it was presented. Really twisted my thoughts for the better.
The values and ideas in this show the true essense of Islam away from what is represented to us by the muslims (mixed with culture and not islam in its real form) and the western media.
But sometimes it feels like the author has so much to say that she just packed it all up in every space she could find.
Religion, moral values, domestic violence, ptsd, mental issues, stress, marital rape... everything is represented so realistic and so beautiful that we ache and grow along with them.
When I started reading JTH, I first saw the number of pages and was like...it's a romance book😐why is it so long. But guys don't make the same mistake I did. Don't even think of DNFing this one because you're gonna miss out on a masterpiece. Yes, it is a romance novel but better. it's just as the title suggests, journey to hidaya, or spiritual awakening of the morally grey female lead. Along with her, us too🥹
The author really did an amazing job with the protagonist. He is the element which made me stay on reading initially. But I did feel like the author could've given description about other characters a little more as well; such as their age, appearance or anything and not leave everything for subjective interpretation. I did that and turned out to be sooo wrong🙂
Back to the protagonist: Haroun Suleiman. A man of religion, who lowers his eyes whenever he sees any woman🤌🏻speaks only when it is necessary and that too sooo gentle that no one even feel like refuting him. So respectful towards each and everyone. This, people, is the ideal man.
He is too good. No I don't mean this the swooning way. I mean it the bad way. No one should be this innocent because they won't be able to survive in this world. And Zoya (fml) advices him as well. I know islam tells u to be nice and good. But you should also be able to distinguish good and bad. You don't have to and shouldn't tolerate injustice done to yourself. Stand up for yourself, not only for others.
Talking about the fml, The all so strong Zoya Zameer. CEO, dashing, gorgeous, ruthless Zoya. But when alone, all too broken Zoya. She is so well spoken that in each of her ideals, I'm amazed by her words. She should be giving a ted talk with them. Even though it is a third person narration, we are taken mostly through the eyes of Zoya and it is so powerful that we feel everything that she does. We feel her panic attacks, her fears, her grief, and even her confusions.
This book just makes my belief about mental disorders more strong...people with mental disorders not only hurt themselves but also the people around them and sometimes it is even more than how much they hurt themselves. If not treated, it will only become worse and it should never be thought of as a grief or suffering that would heal with time.
"He mesmerizes her. Because she doesn't mesmerize him"
This is a complete gender opposite from the usual stories where the rich male lead is like, " you're different with me so I like u", here the female lead is that way. Normally a romance novel is written by women for women. But this one is written by a woman also for the men. Through this, we see what a man would want and actually could take notes to be that woman, all for the best. Women usually fantasize about their perfect man, often setting high standards from all those unrealistic romance novels. Yes guys, I know it's fiction. But sometimes, it's necessary for novels like these that completely fill out hearts with peace, ones that let us discover ourself and teaches us how have an individuality.
I loved the Qur'an verses/ hadiths at the beginning of each chapter. It provides a kind of comfort and strength which I'm sure will be experienced even if ur not Muslim. There's also verses from the Bible, of Rumi and other books which were all equally powerful in leaving an impact.
I would recommend everyone to read this and full your hearts with peace 😊❤️
This book was a journey in itself for me. The values written in here..it's not just about the values, it's about the way it was presented. Really twisted my thoughts for the better.
The values and ideas in this show the true essense of Islam away from what is represented to us by the muslims (mixed with culture and not islam in its real form) and the western media.
But sometimes it feels like the author has so much to say that she just packed it all up in every space she could find.
Religion, moral values, domestic violence, ptsd, mental issues, stress, marital rape... everything is represented so realistic and so beautiful that we ache and grow along with them.
When I started reading JTH, I first saw the number of pages and was like...it's a romance book😐why is it so long. But guys don't make the same mistake I did. Don't even think of DNFing this one because you're gonna miss out on a masterpiece. Yes, it is a romance novel but better. it's just as the title suggests, journey to hidaya, or spiritual awakening of the morally grey female lead. Along with her, us too🥹
The author really did an amazing job with the protagonist. He is the element which made me stay on reading initially. But I did feel like the author could've given description about other characters a little more as well; such as their age, appearance or anything and not leave everything for subjective interpretation. I did that and turned out to be sooo wrong🙂
Back to the protagonist: Haroun Suleiman. A man of religion, who lowers his eyes whenever he sees any woman🤌🏻speaks only when it is necessary and that too sooo gentle that no one even feel like refuting him. So respectful towards each and everyone. This, people, is the ideal man.
He is too good. No I don't mean this the swooning way. I mean it the bad way. No one should be this innocent because they won't be able to survive in this world. And Zoya (fml) advices him as well. I know islam tells u to be nice and good. But you should also be able to distinguish good and bad. You don't have to and shouldn't tolerate injustice done to yourself. Stand up for yourself, not only for others.
Talking about the fml, The all so strong Zoya Zameer. CEO, dashing, gorgeous, ruthless Zoya. But when alone, all too broken Zoya. She is so well spoken that in each of her ideals, I'm amazed by her words. She should be giving a ted talk with them. Even though it is a third person narration, we are taken mostly through the eyes of Zoya and it is so powerful that we feel everything that she does. We feel her panic attacks, her fears, her grief, and even her confusions.
This book just makes my belief about mental disorders more strong...people with mental disorders not only hurt themselves but also the people around them and sometimes it is even more than how much they hurt themselves. If not treated, it will only become worse and it should never be thought of as a grief or suffering that would heal with time.
"He mesmerizes her. Because she doesn't mesmerize him"
This is a complete gender opposite from the usual stories where the rich male lead is like, " you're different with me so I like u", here the female lead is that way. Normally a romance novel is written by women for women. But this one is written by a woman also for the men. Through this, we see what a man would want and actually could take notes to be that woman, all for the best. Women usually fantasize about their perfect man, often setting high standards from all those unrealistic romance novels. Yes guys, I know it's fiction. But sometimes, it's necessary for novels like these that completely fill out hearts with peace, ones that let us discover ourself and teaches us how have an individuality.
I loved the Qur'an verses/ hadiths at the beginning of each chapter. It provides a kind of comfort and strength which I'm sure will be experienced even if ur not Muslim. There's also verses from the Bible, of Rumi and other books which were all equally powerful in leaving an impact.
I would recommend everyone to read this and full your hearts with peace 😊❤️
October 24, 2025
Oh, Allah. What do I even say about this?
Kainat, you literally changed my life. This was such a needed book as a teen coming in terms with this world, building up a world view, and relating to Zoya.
Sometimes, I could genuinely feel something just slide into my heart. Like a piece of puzzle fitting just right. Some things that were just needed. Reassurances that God is always there, and you are never alone.
Zoya Zameer. How do I even begin? Her story - brought tears to my eyes. Because I could see and tell what would happen to her, but doesn't that happen to us all? We look at others, we are hyperaware of other people's shortcomings, but never notice our own selves falling into the exact same trap. Zoya rediscovering Islam made me feel like some part of me realized and rediscovered my religion too. Because how can you not relate to those moments of self doubt? The piercing, judging eyes of the society? Self loathing? How?
I loved how this book was so long so as to indulge in the full experience of Zoya's emotions as she keeps facing trials and failing miserably, only to discover why. I love how pure, pure, pure love and connection with God is described in such detail because God knows that's true. I love how I felt going through the highs and lows of Zoya's life, forcing me to reflect on my own actions too. Because as Haroun said: No one is perfect except for Him.
Haroun. I fell in love. I fell in love. I fell in love. It was extremely crucial to portray Haroun the way he was, Honestly, I just hope that there's real Harouns in our world too. You know why. ;)
Also, I kept realising in the middle of the book (when everything was just depression depression) that this book gave me Pir - e - Kamil vibes. (Being a very devout lover of that book, duh.) Like the whole marriage thingy in the hospital, and then when everyone is just questioning their life choices, and when Zoya questions about God. And also when she keeps meeting people that are bad representatives of Islam. All of that reminded me of Salar on his journey of discovering Islam as he gets disappointed by Muslims again and again (people like Saad). And is this a coincidence? Because I saw a side character named Salar. :D But honestly, (after I finished the book and THEN read the Author's note and OMGGGG IT MENTIONED PIR E KAMIL TOOOO), I have to say, this book pays homage to Pir e Kamil on a very unique and beautiful way, while touching on topics in our community that we genuinely need to work on.
Thank you so so so much to Kainat for piecing together such a beautiful, beautiful piece of artwork that has genuinely touched my soul. May Allah always keep you steadfast on the right path, make you a means of guiding others to it, and may Allah bless you with Hidaya. Ameen.
<3
P.S. When Zoya GRILLS people in Urdu, OH MY GOOD> I was loving every second of it. Her Urdu was sooo flawless and fancy like I don't even know how to explain. The Urdu addition literally meant me selling my soul to this book.
Kainat, you literally changed my life. This was such a needed book as a teen coming in terms with this world, building up a world view, and relating to Zoya.
Sometimes, I could genuinely feel something just slide into my heart. Like a piece of puzzle fitting just right. Some things that were just needed. Reassurances that God is always there, and you are never alone.
Zoya Zameer. How do I even begin? Her story - brought tears to my eyes. Because I could see and tell what would happen to her, but doesn't that happen to us all? We look at others, we are hyperaware of other people's shortcomings, but never notice our own selves falling into the exact same trap. Zoya rediscovering Islam made me feel like some part of me realized and rediscovered my religion too. Because how can you not relate to those moments of self doubt? The piercing, judging eyes of the society? Self loathing? How?
I loved how this book was so long so as to indulge in the full experience of Zoya's emotions as she keeps facing trials and failing miserably, only to discover why. I love how pure, pure, pure love and connection with God is described in such detail because God knows that's true. I love how I felt going through the highs and lows of Zoya's life, forcing me to reflect on my own actions too. Because as Haroun said: No one is perfect except for Him.
Haroun. I fell in love. I fell in love. I fell in love. It was extremely crucial to portray Haroun the way he was, Honestly, I just hope that there's real Harouns in our world too. You know why. ;)
Also, I kept realising in the middle of the book (when everything was just depression depression) that this book gave me Pir - e - Kamil vibes. (Being a very devout lover of that book, duh.) Like the whole marriage thingy in the hospital, and then when everyone is just questioning their life choices, and when Zoya questions about God. And also when she keeps meeting people that are bad representatives of Islam. All of that reminded me of Salar on his journey of discovering Islam as he gets disappointed by Muslims again and again (people like Saad). And is this a coincidence? Because I saw a side character named Salar. :D But honestly, (after I finished the book and THEN read the Author's note and OMGGGG IT MENTIONED PIR E KAMIL TOOOO), I have to say, this book pays homage to Pir e Kamil on a very unique and beautiful way, while touching on topics in our community that we genuinely need to work on.
Thank you so so so much to Kainat for piecing together such a beautiful, beautiful piece of artwork that has genuinely touched my soul. May Allah always keep you steadfast on the right path, make you a means of guiding others to it, and may Allah bless you with Hidaya. Ameen.
<3
P.S. When Zoya GRILLS people in Urdu, OH MY GOOD> I was loving every second of it. Her Urdu was sooo flawless and fancy like I don't even know how to explain. The Urdu addition literally meant me selling my soul to this book.
March 15, 2025
I really enjoyed this book. I totally fell for Zoya the strong Female MC head over heels. I truly understand her struggles related to relation with God and why she was the way She was. The Transformation of Zoya is incredibly amazing. I was totally connected to her in every possible way From the Start till End.
I found Haroun Male MC, is a bit of a bookish boy character to me and i felt like kainat azhar couldn't portray his point of view very clearly. There was long gaps at his POV's and I re-read the book twice to understand his pov clearly but no matter how much i try there are still gaps in his pov. Initially he knew Zoya was flirting with him, doing random Favours on him and also treating him diffently from other staff but he refused to acknowledge it. Even though the whole office knew that Zoya feels something towards him but he was denying every fact and i couldn't understand why because any sane person would get that easily. secondly there was no proper explanation why he was crying in nights like was it coz if Zoya? was it coz of his dad? was it coz of hard life he is living? Apart from it there was no proper explanations What he was feeling after falling for Zoya, he just said he loves her that's it there is no depth regarding that clearly. I wanted to know he pov about Zoya and feelings towards her.
At last it felt like there was no proper ending and felt something is incomplete and even after forgiving each other there was uneasiness between them. I know what author wanted to show was their journey and guidance towards Allah but in that process their relationship left hanging. With the help of God and in the guidance of Allah they should have healed things they both broke in each other. Instead they felt left hanging and after their reunion there was no proper bonding between them.
I really cried for things Zoya had gone through while reading the book the way she struggled throughout the book and she deserve the Happy ending in a peaceful way but as i previously mentioned there was no such peace. I think even Audience also felt it this way. The Audience should feel the peace after reading it but i felt something strange and it was definitely not peace, May be it was restlessness.
Haroun's letter felt completely incomplete and felt like there was no head and tail to them.
Overall the rush i felt at the start of the book was completely lost at the end of the book and felt strangely incomplete love-story thou it was complete. I wanted it more better and was expecting more coz of the strong storyline in the start but i was disappointed at the end slightly.
I loved this book overall and every character in this book.
Zoya is my Gurl Forever!
Love,
Roshi!
I found Haroun Male MC, is a bit of a bookish boy character to me and i felt like kainat azhar couldn't portray his point of view very clearly. There was long gaps at his POV's and I re-read the book twice to understand his pov clearly but no matter how much i try there are still gaps in his pov. Initially he knew Zoya was flirting with him, doing random Favours on him and also treating him diffently from other staff but he refused to acknowledge it. Even though the whole office knew that Zoya feels something towards him but he was denying every fact and i couldn't understand why because any sane person would get that easily. secondly there was no proper explanation why he was crying in nights like was it coz if Zoya? was it coz of his dad? was it coz of hard life he is living? Apart from it there was no proper explanations What he was feeling after falling for Zoya, he just said he loves her that's it there is no depth regarding that clearly. I wanted to know he pov about Zoya and feelings towards her.
At last it felt like there was no proper ending and felt something is incomplete and even after forgiving each other there was uneasiness between them. I know what author wanted to show was their journey and guidance towards Allah but in that process their relationship left hanging. With the help of God and in the guidance of Allah they should have healed things they both broke in each other. Instead they felt left hanging and after their reunion there was no proper bonding between them.
I really cried for things Zoya had gone through while reading the book the way she struggled throughout the book and she deserve the Happy ending in a peaceful way but as i previously mentioned there was no such peace. I think even Audience also felt it this way. The Audience should feel the peace after reading it but i felt something strange and it was definitely not peace, May be it was restlessness.
Haroun's letter felt completely incomplete and felt like there was no head and tail to them.
Overall the rush i felt at the start of the book was completely lost at the end of the book and felt strangely incomplete love-story thou it was complete. I wanted it more better and was expecting more coz of the strong storyline in the start but i was disappointed at the end slightly.
I loved this book overall and every character in this book.
Zoya is my Gurl Forever!
Love,
Roshi!
December 27, 2023
Journey To Hidayah really is a ✨journey✨ From the storyline to the page layout with reminders & quotes on the top to the lessons embedded throughout (both big and small), you are indeed taken on a spiritual & heartwarming journey.
The message of the book & lessons within it are nicely embedded throughout. I often wondered how long it may have taken and how difficult it may have been for author Kainat Azhar to weave these quotes and reminders into the character's speech and narrative because most read seamlessly. 😮💨. Although some of them were long, because of how well they were integrated, I didn’t feel like they broke the world of the story.
There were lots of gems. One of my favs:
💎”Everything is set in stone…but we have the important job of choosing which pen we want it to be engraved with.” ✨Just WOW✨ Allahuma Barik.
I noted some things: There was quite a bit of repetition throughout the book. There were some paragraphs and pages I thought weren’t necessary, and I felt like they diluted the message or emotions the author was trying to convey.
I also think one reason why a reader may be unconvinced of Zoya and Haroun’s relationship, especially the love they share post-marriage, is because we didn’t have many live scenes of it developing, at least in a way that justified some of their interactions.
I would’ve loved to see a bigger issue break them up or Zoya be caught in a bigger lie. But I genuinely think there was lovely poetry about how everything went down, which was a GREAT message within the book. We Muslims focus so much on the big sins, the major sins, “apparent” sins and large faults are emphasised repeatedly that we forget about the more minor sins, the ones Shaytan has promised to catch us on, the poor habits, such as our behaviour towards others, our speech, how we carry ourselves, arrogance etc. Things that seem so little when focused on but when we zoom out can have rippling effects on our hearts and others.
The message of the book & lessons within it are nicely embedded throughout. I often wondered how long it may have taken and how difficult it may have been for author Kainat Azhar to weave these quotes and reminders into the character's speech and narrative because most read seamlessly. 😮💨. Although some of them were long, because of how well they were integrated, I didn’t feel like they broke the world of the story.
There were lots of gems. One of my favs:
💎”Everything is set in stone…but we have the important job of choosing which pen we want it to be engraved with.” ✨Just WOW✨ Allahuma Barik.
I noted some things: There was quite a bit of repetition throughout the book. There were some paragraphs and pages I thought weren’t necessary, and I felt like they diluted the message or emotions the author was trying to convey.
I also think one reason why a reader may be unconvinced of Zoya and Haroun’s relationship, especially the love they share post-marriage, is because we didn’t have many live scenes of it developing, at least in a way that justified some of their interactions.
I would’ve loved to see a bigger issue break them up or Zoya be caught in a bigger lie. But I genuinely think there was lovely poetry about how everything went down, which was a GREAT message within the book. We Muslims focus so much on the big sins, the major sins, “apparent” sins and large faults are emphasised repeatedly that we forget about the more minor sins, the ones Shaytan has promised to catch us on, the poor habits, such as our behaviour towards others, our speech, how we carry ourselves, arrogance etc. Things that seem so little when focused on but when we zoom out can have rippling effects on our hearts and others.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
December 27, 2025
I really wanted to love the book but unfortunately it just didn't do it for me.
The idea and the message in the book was good and I was excited to see more Muslim representation which was the reason I bought the book. I do think the representation was alright and I think it is very clear it is written by a Muslim which is one of the good things about the book. I also loved how almost all of the chapters started with a quote from the Quran.
Before going more into details about the book I want to say that I think it is so clear in the book that the author has the best intentions. I really think that it could have been a good book if there had just been more people involved(editors, beta readers, just anyone who could help shape the book) as I think the concept is good and it covers some very important topics. But I also want to be honest about my opinion.
My biggest issue with the book is that I did not like any of the characters. The FMC was especially horrible and even with everything she has gone through I don't think that excuses her behavior. The MMC was okay, but I honestly didn't feel anything for him. And then there were just too many characters to keep track of them all.
Additionally the book was way too long. It did not need to be over 500 pages as many things were either over explained or repeated. There were also many scenes that I didnt really feel had a purpose.
The dialogue between characters often didn't feel natural. They would often feel like long monologues mainly about religion or the meaning of life or something like that, but I don't think that was necessary.
Lastly I just dont think I was totally convinced that the MMC and FMC should be together. I just didn't feel it and I didnt really feel satisfied in the end.
The idea and the message in the book was good and I was excited to see more Muslim representation which was the reason I bought the book. I do think the representation was alright and I think it is very clear it is written by a Muslim which is one of the good things about the book. I also loved how almost all of the chapters started with a quote from the Quran.
Before going more into details about the book I want to say that I think it is so clear in the book that the author has the best intentions. I really think that it could have been a good book if there had just been more people involved(editors, beta readers, just anyone who could help shape the book) as I think the concept is good and it covers some very important topics. But I also want to be honest about my opinion.
My biggest issue with the book is that I did not like any of the characters. The FMC was especially horrible and even with everything she has gone through I don't think that excuses her behavior. The MMC was okay, but I honestly didn't feel anything for him. And then there were just too many characters to keep track of them all.
Additionally the book was way too long. It did not need to be over 500 pages as many things were either over explained or repeated. There were also many scenes that I didnt really feel had a purpose.
The dialogue between characters often didn't feel natural. They would often feel like long monologues mainly about religion or the meaning of life or something like that, but I don't think that was necessary.
Lastly I just dont think I was totally convinced that the MMC and FMC should be together. I just didn't feel it and I didnt really feel satisfied in the end.
June 19, 2026
I found Journey to Hidaya through the author’s Reels where she talked about Zoya being a Pakistani Muslim corporate girl boss… and I knew I had to read it immediately. As a Pakistani reader who’s always looking for halal romance + Muslim authors to support, this book felt like it was written for me.
This book struck my heart in the best way possible. Zoya’s hidden trauma, how she dealt with it alone and pushed people away, and Haroun’s quiet piety and devotion to Islam… this book gave me real hope. Hope that true love exists, and that good Pakistani Muslim men like Haroun do exist, even if in fiction.
The plot twists, the manipulation, and her journey, literally, to hidaya- divine guidance from her creator, and finally finding the peace she’s been searching for her whole life in Islam- it was all so beautifully written. The supporting characters, especially Sameer and Haroun’s family, gave the story such a strong sense of family and community. It was comforting and warm in a beautiful way.
I was genuinely surprised to finally see good Pakistani + Muslim representation in a romance. The Urdu phrases sprinkled throughout made me feel seen and part of something bigger.
This is more than just a romance. It’s a story about healing, faith, and finding home in Allah. Whether you practice Islam or not, this book is a must read for anyone struggling with their identity, past, or life in general, or even just if you want a long comforting read with a happy ending. Thank you to the author for writing something so intriguing and heartwarming, and for giving us representation that matters.
Already starting her other book, Pendulum, next Inshallah.
This book struck my heart in the best way possible. Zoya’s hidden trauma, how she dealt with it alone and pushed people away, and Haroun’s quiet piety and devotion to Islam… this book gave me real hope. Hope that true love exists, and that good Pakistani Muslim men like Haroun do exist, even if in fiction.
The plot twists, the manipulation, and her journey, literally, to hidaya- divine guidance from her creator, and finally finding the peace she’s been searching for her whole life in Islam- it was all so beautifully written. The supporting characters, especially Sameer and Haroun’s family, gave the story such a strong sense of family and community. It was comforting and warm in a beautiful way.
I was genuinely surprised to finally see good Pakistani + Muslim representation in a romance. The Urdu phrases sprinkled throughout made me feel seen and part of something bigger.
This is more than just a romance. It’s a story about healing, faith, and finding home in Allah. Whether you practice Islam or not, this book is a must read for anyone struggling with their identity, past, or life in general, or even just if you want a long comforting read with a happy ending. Thank you to the author for writing something so intriguing and heartwarming, and for giving us representation that matters.
Already starting her other book, Pendulum, next Inshallah.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
February 22, 2026
It being the Islamic holy month of Ramadan, I tried to look for books focusing on spiritual guidance, namely through characters connecting with the Islamic faith in a positive way. When I read the blurb for this book, I knew I had to add it to my list.
Going in, I did have some reservations. For one thing, I was a little wary of the page count, and I did get a little antsy while reading it because it was so long. This is also a story on wattpad, from what I know, so I wondered if the writing quality would reflect that, but I found it to be eloquent and very thought-provoking.
Right away, I saw a vulnerable side to Zoya. She could be harsh, but I understood her hesitation to put herself out there, so to speak. There were times I did not like her at all, but at the same time, I could empathize with her.
Haroun was reserved and shy, but kind and looking out for others. He was good to a fault, it was sometimes annoying, but he showed that he was human as well. As it was said in the book, he represented a message so powerful without saying a single word.
There were many moments for reflection, a lot of which I could understand and relate to. For example, this book drives home the point that only God can judge because only He can see what is in people’s hearts. There have also been times I have wondered that if Islam says everything is predestined, why do we still have free will. That was a big part of this book as well.
TW: PTSD, past domestic violence, abandonment, animal death
Going in, I did have some reservations. For one thing, I was a little wary of the page count, and I did get a little antsy while reading it because it was so long. This is also a story on wattpad, from what I know, so I wondered if the writing quality would reflect that, but I found it to be eloquent and very thought-provoking.
Right away, I saw a vulnerable side to Zoya. She could be harsh, but I understood her hesitation to put herself out there, so to speak. There were times I did not like her at all, but at the same time, I could empathize with her.
Haroun was reserved and shy, but kind and looking out for others. He was good to a fault, it was sometimes annoying, but he showed that he was human as well. As it was said in the book, he represented a message so powerful without saying a single word.
There were many moments for reflection, a lot of which I could understand and relate to. For example, this book drives home the point that only God can judge because only He can see what is in people’s hearts. There have also been times I have wondered that if Islam says everything is predestined, why do we still have free will. That was a big part of this book as well.
TW: PTSD, past domestic violence, abandonment, animal death
January 22, 2026
Journey to Hidaya completely took me by surprise in the most beautiful way. Many might assume it’s a very spiritual or heavy Islamic read and yes, it does beautifully incorporate Qur’an, Hadith, and reflections about faith… but the storyline itself is so strong, gripping, emotional, and full of depth that you get attached before you even realize it.
The main plot follows Zoya, but my heart? 100% stolen by Haroun. Allahumma Barik, I genuinely cannot imagine someone like him actually existing in real life 😂✨ His character is so pure, emotionally mature, and deeply connected to Allah that his words make you pause, reflect, and rethink your own life. I didn’t just read this book, I learned from it.
Now confession time, Zoya frustrated me so much throughout the book because some of her decisions left me wanting to scream into a pillow 😭 and mainly because everything she messed up… it hurt Haroun. And if a writer can make you feel this protective and emotionally invested, and make you love a character this deeply? That’s real talent.
I laughed, I cried, I stressed, I reflected. Sometimes I just had to close the book and breathe because I felt everything so intensely. This story reminds you that healing, love, pain, and guidance all come from Allah, and that’s what makes it unforgettable. I honestly don’t know when and how I’m going to get over this book 😩
One of the best I’ve read so far, Alhamdulillah!
The main plot follows Zoya, but my heart? 100% stolen by Haroun. Allahumma Barik, I genuinely cannot imagine someone like him actually existing in real life 😂✨ His character is so pure, emotionally mature, and deeply connected to Allah that his words make you pause, reflect, and rethink your own life. I didn’t just read this book, I learned from it.
Now confession time, Zoya frustrated me so much throughout the book because some of her decisions left me wanting to scream into a pillow 😭 and mainly because everything she messed up… it hurt Haroun. And if a writer can make you feel this protective and emotionally invested, and make you love a character this deeply? That’s real talent.
I laughed, I cried, I stressed, I reflected. Sometimes I just had to close the book and breathe because I felt everything so intensely. This story reminds you that healing, love, pain, and guidance all come from Allah, and that’s what makes it unforgettable. I honestly don’t know when and how I’m going to get over this book 😩
One of the best I’ve read so far, Alhamdulillah!
January 7, 2026
To be honest, this book took me on a journey I don’t think I’ll ever forget. Journey to Hidaya—though I’m a Christian—was truly an eye-opener when it comes to religion. Even from a Muslim perspective, so much of it felt deeply relatable.
The characters, especially the infamous Zoya Zameer, are one of a kind. I screamed, shook my head in disappointment and anger… and as the story unfolded, I realized this was her journey. As messy and painful as it was, she needed to go through it to truly connect with God.
The book addresses feminism in a way that made me pause and reflect. It speaks on women’s rights, abuse, and how societal values have diminished important truths—yet does so with grace and honesty.
And Haroun… that man went through a lot. Still, he chose bravery, kindness, and understanding. The kind of man every woman should desire—pure in heart, gentle, and strong without hurting others. Even Zoya felt she didn’t deserve him, but truly, God knows best.
What I loved most is how the book handled religion. It showed that faith isn’t meant to be forced down anyone’s throat. In a world where religion is often portrayed in harsh ways, this story reminded me of what it should be—gentle, personal, and transformative.
This book taught me so much, and I’m genuinely glad I read it.
A very good read 🤍
The characters, especially the infamous Zoya Zameer, are one of a kind. I screamed, shook my head in disappointment and anger… and as the story unfolded, I realized this was her journey. As messy and painful as it was, she needed to go through it to truly connect with God.
The book addresses feminism in a way that made me pause and reflect. It speaks on women’s rights, abuse, and how societal values have diminished important truths—yet does so with grace and honesty.
And Haroun… that man went through a lot. Still, he chose bravery, kindness, and understanding. The kind of man every woman should desire—pure in heart, gentle, and strong without hurting others. Even Zoya felt she didn’t deserve him, but truly, God knows best.
What I loved most is how the book handled religion. It showed that faith isn’t meant to be forced down anyone’s throat. In a world where religion is often portrayed in harsh ways, this story reminded me of what it should be—gentle, personal, and transformative.
This book taught me so much, and I’m genuinely glad I read it.
A very good read 🤍
April 6, 2026
The concept of this story was genuinely refreshing. It felt rooted in something deeper—almost reminiscent of classics like Peer-e-Kamil—and that instantly made me connect to it.
Zoya and Haroun both felt real. Zoya’s grayness, her internal conflict, and Haroun’s confusion made them relatable without feeling forced or overly idealized. That emotional realism is what carried the story for me.
That said, the book is long—and you feel it. While I understand why the author chose to write it this way, there were moments where it became unnecessarily wordy. The first half especially leaned heavily on long monologues and, at times, felt a bit preachy, which took me out of the story.
I also think the pacing could have been tighter. The storyline itself is actually one of the most interesting ones I’ve read in a while, but it didn’t need 600+ pages to get there.
What I did appreciate, though, was how different it felt from what we’re constantly consuming now—especially with the rise of fast-paced, trope-heavy Western romances. This had a quieter, more reflective tone, very reminiscent of older Pakistani novels, which was honestly refreshing.
Overall, despite its pacing and length issues, it’s a meaningful read with a strong premise and characters who stay with you.
Zoya and Haroun both felt real. Zoya’s grayness, her internal conflict, and Haroun’s confusion made them relatable without feeling forced or overly idealized. That emotional realism is what carried the story for me.
That said, the book is long—and you feel it. While I understand why the author chose to write it this way, there were moments where it became unnecessarily wordy. The first half especially leaned heavily on long monologues and, at times, felt a bit preachy, which took me out of the story.
I also think the pacing could have been tighter. The storyline itself is actually one of the most interesting ones I’ve read in a while, but it didn’t need 600+ pages to get there.
What I did appreciate, though, was how different it felt from what we’re constantly consuming now—especially with the rise of fast-paced, trope-heavy Western romances. This had a quieter, more reflective tone, very reminiscent of older Pakistani novels, which was honestly refreshing.
Overall, despite its pacing and length issues, it’s a meaningful read with a strong premise and characters who stay with you.
April 29, 2023
So basically- I practically read these characters through the sweat and blood the author had to go through in writing them, and it’s been a wild ride! To any of you who want to know exactly if this is worth your time or not- IT IS. Khalas. No more words after that.
If you don’t pick it up- I don’t know what you’re doing to yourself. It has everything. The drama. The romance. The depth. The 3-D characters. The humor- and most importantly, the message.
I’m all up for books that leave you hooked, and crumbled up and ready and laughing, and crying- only for it to leave you stunned and shivering with excitement and emotions.
But this book leveled it. It leveled above that. It spoke to me and said: you are here for a reason, holding this book for a reason-
And so if you want to find that ‘reason’, I suggest you read it for yourself and arrive at that beautiful conclusion yourself.
Alright the characters- yes, ppl- we got all the spices and multi dimensional characters here who do not leave you bored.
I PROMISE YOU- you will feel what they feel, hold onto what they hold onto and learn as they learn.
This is the book of 2023. No doubt about it. 😭 💜 ✨
If you don’t pick it up- I don’t know what you’re doing to yourself. It has everything. The drama. The romance. The depth. The 3-D characters. The humor- and most importantly, the message.
I’m all up for books that leave you hooked, and crumbled up and ready and laughing, and crying- only for it to leave you stunned and shivering with excitement and emotions.
But this book leveled it. It leveled above that. It spoke to me and said: you are here for a reason, holding this book for a reason-
And so if you want to find that ‘reason’, I suggest you read it for yourself and arrive at that beautiful conclusion yourself.
Alright the characters- yes, ppl- we got all the spices and multi dimensional characters here who do not leave you bored.
I PROMISE YOU- you will feel what they feel, hold onto what they hold onto and learn as they learn.
This is the book of 2023. No doubt about it. 😭 💜 ✨
April 28, 2023
This book is exquisite.
I’ve never been a huge romance fan, but I was not able to put it down throughout the days I was reading it. The writing was easy to read, and the vocabulary broad, but in a way that people could read it without having to search up definitions every second. Not once in this book was I bored. When I put it down and tried to go about my day, I had trouble trying to rid Zoya’s tensions out of my head and return to my own reality.
But the most important part is that this author taught Islam through her book. I learned many things without having to pick up a textbook or scour some informative website. She conveyed it through her writing, in a way that your eyes wouldn’t skip over the parts where she introduced Islam. I’d say that she has successfully mastered the art of embedding.
I’m so glad to have South Asian Muslim female representation, and in the form of a woman who’s human enough to learn and not be afraid of struggle. Thank you for writing this, it has made my heart considerably lighter and provided me a sense of enjoyment.
I’ve never been a huge romance fan, but I was not able to put it down throughout the days I was reading it. The writing was easy to read, and the vocabulary broad, but in a way that people could read it without having to search up definitions every second. Not once in this book was I bored. When I put it down and tried to go about my day, I had trouble trying to rid Zoya’s tensions out of my head and return to my own reality.
But the most important part is that this author taught Islam through her book. I learned many things without having to pick up a textbook or scour some informative website. She conveyed it through her writing, in a way that your eyes wouldn’t skip over the parts where she introduced Islam. I’d say that she has successfully mastered the art of embedding.
I’m so glad to have South Asian Muslim female representation, and in the form of a woman who’s human enough to learn and not be afraid of struggle. Thank you for writing this, it has made my heart considerably lighter and provided me a sense of enjoyment.
August 6, 2025
a very disorganized review:
I never say no to a good book with Muslim characters and islamic references but this wasn't really for me. I did not like Zoya's character she was very insufferable no matter what kind of past she had, she was just too much and Haroun wasn't my favourite either. The only well written character was Sumaiya? Honestly, I don't even know at this point.
The literary skills were off too, Zoya's use of "Meri jaan" was unnecessary. The English translation of the Urdu phrases had me second guessing my Urdu.
Zoya turning to Allah came after soo long (I almost put the book down because I couldn't bear reading any further) even tho after that conversation with Haroun in the hotel lobby, she was very much in the state where she would have fallen into sujood any second or at least thought of doing so but the minute she was back in America she was the same woman from the beginning of the book.
Zoya and Harouns marriage could have been nailed tbh.
The ending didn't feel worth going through all those 500+ pages?
sorry if my review seems harsh, I wrote what I felt :/
I never say no to a good book with Muslim characters and islamic references but this wasn't really for me. I did not like Zoya's character she was very insufferable no matter what kind of past she had, she was just too much and Haroun wasn't my favourite either. The only well written character was Sumaiya? Honestly, I don't even know at this point.
The literary skills were off too, Zoya's use of "Meri jaan" was unnecessary. The English translation of the Urdu phrases had me second guessing my Urdu.
Zoya turning to Allah came after soo long (I almost put the book down because I couldn't bear reading any further) even tho after that conversation with Haroun in the hotel lobby, she was very much in the state where she would have fallen into sujood any second or at least thought of doing so but the minute she was back in America she was the same woman from the beginning of the book.
Zoya and Harouns marriage could have been nailed tbh.
The ending didn't feel worth going through all those 500+ pages?
sorry if my review seems harsh, I wrote what I felt :/
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
April 22, 2026
I’ll be honest—in the beginning, I felt like this book might not fully work for me or live up to my expectations. But oh my God… once I got a little further in, I completely devoured it.
I was blown away by how beautifully the characters were developed. Their growth felt so natural and meaningful, and the writing itself was absolutely stunning—it genuinely left me speechless.
I especially loved how the author wove in sources, Qur’anic ayahs, and Hadith in a way that connected so powerfully with the story. It added so much depth and emotion.
This book made me cry, made me laugh, and made me feel so much throughout.
After the 50% mark, I could not put it down. I was fully invested, and I loved the way everything came together in the end.
⚠️ Before reading, please do check the trigger warnings: sexual assault, abuse, anxiety, panic attacks, and death of a parent.
4.75/5 ⭐️
I was blown away by how beautifully the characters were developed. Their growth felt so natural and meaningful, and the writing itself was absolutely stunning—it genuinely left me speechless.
I especially loved how the author wove in sources, Qur’anic ayahs, and Hadith in a way that connected so powerfully with the story. It added so much depth and emotion.
This book made me cry, made me laugh, and made me feel so much throughout.
After the 50% mark, I could not put it down. I was fully invested, and I loved the way everything came together in the end.
⚠️ Before reading, please do check the trigger warnings: sexual assault, abuse, anxiety, panic attacks, and death of a parent.
4.75/5 ⭐️
April 28, 2026
Just finished this book and let me tell you that the more I say how good this book is, the lesser it is. This book might be one of the best books I ever read and I say that to every book I read but this just tops it off. Haroun's purity just blew me off and the way Zoya's backstory tells a lot about something that is not voiced in our culture. I genuinely think this needs to be turned into a movie. The way you describe your characters and their views on Islam changed something in me. This might have been my journey to hidaya to. May Allah bless you with popularity. Thank you for writing this. And once again this needs to be more popular.
PS: this is not just a fully Islam based book it is also a very cute romance novel.
PS: this is not just a fully Islam based book it is also a very cute romance novel.
June 12, 2024
This is an amazing book to read if you want to laugh, cry, reminisce, and feel many other emotions. You are able to live through the characters and understand them as their own person. The author really does a good job with allowing the reader to connect with the characters. The main character might throw off a reader at first with her personality but as you read more, you get to understand her and empathize with her. There are many valuable life lessons in this book, and many points where I had to stop and reflect. I was immersed from the start to the finish. The story line was executed with perfection. You can't help but want a movie version of this book. Overall, it is a must read!
March 7, 2025
can i just say how i absolutely adore journey to hidaya!? this book broke me brought me back to life and then harouns letters at the end. I CAN NEVER BE HEALED FROM THAT. they portrayed such raw emotion that my heart actually hurt every time i re-read them. i absolutely love love love zoyas character development but ngl every era of hers was iconic. she always was the moment🙏🏻 oh and HAROUN AND ZOYAS PLAYFUL BANTER WAS SO CUTE I WAS SQUEALING THE WHOLE TIME🤭
not only did this book change my perspective on so many things it allowed me to see the concept of love itself. this book has romance, angst, overcoming trauma, talks about feminism and so much more. definitely a must read!!
not only did this book change my perspective on so many things it allowed me to see the concept of love itself. this book has romance, angst, overcoming trauma, talks about feminism and so much more. definitely a must read!!
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