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416 pages, Hardcover
First published August 27, 2013

It's a strange feeling, when you hear a good piece of music. It starts out kind of shaky, this hot, heavy knot in your chest. At first it's tiny, like a spot of light in a dark room, but then it builds, pouring through you. And the next thing you know, everything from your forehead down to your fingers and toes is on fire. You feel like the hot, heavy knot in your chest is turning into a bubble. It's full of everything good in the world, and if you don't do something--if you don't run or dance or shout to everyone in the world about this music you've just heard--it'll explode. - The Year of Shadows ARC, page 183






"That's, uh," he said. "Your drawing. I like it. What is it?"
I glared up at him. "A black hole of death."
"Oh. Well. That's good."
"To moving-on-ness," Frederick said. His grin was so big, his face literally split into pieces, cracking every which way like a giant spider.
Dreams –even ones you were good at– weren't for hiding yourself in.
The things that make you the most you can do that. When everything else is zoomy and hazy and doesn't make sense, you at least have that. Your hobbies, your dream. You at least have your sketches, or your trumpet playing or your homework in its neat, color-coded folders labeled HERNY PAGE SEVENTH GRADER.
It was nice, the thought of a boy like henry being gentle.
I tried to imagine what that would look like. I was an artist, and artists had to examine even the awful things –especially the awful things –to find the truth.
It was so perfect that I had to make a Reasons to Dislike Henry Page list and keep it in my sketchpad so I could look at it whenever I caught myself thinking it might actually be okay to like him. (7%)
Dreaming tells us who we are and scrubs away the bad days (23%)
When people get caught up in watching something, their faces change. The lines on their faces get softer, because whatever they’re watching has made them forget how they think they’re supposed to be looking instead, they just are – just sitting there, listening and watching and being real. (76%)