Die Nacht von Shyness

This Is Shyness #1

by Leanne Hall, Sylke Hachmeister (Übersetzer)

Es gibt Dinge, die kannst du nur im Dunkeln sagen. »Wusstest du, dass die Sonne hier nicht aufgeht?« Sie lacht laut und herzhaft. Dann verebbt ihr Lachen. »Das ist dein Ernst, oder?« Ich nicke. »In ganz Shyness. Völlige Dunkelheit.« Sie stützt den Kopf auf. Ich sehe ihr an, dass sie überlegt, ob sie mir glauben soll. Ob ich spinne oder nicht. Ich weiß nicht, wie lange ich noch dasitzen kann, ohne sie zu berühren. Am Stadtrand von Shyness, wo ewige Dunkelheit herrscht, trifft Wolfboy ein merkwürdiges Mädchen. Sein Name ist Wildgirl und es erklärt Wolfboy zum Fremdenführer für eine Nacht. Auf ihrer Tour durch Shyness kommen sie nicht nur den zuckerabhängigen Kidds in die Quere, sondern auch verrückten Affen, ewigen Träumern, Döner-verkaufenden Wahrsagerinnen, teuflischen Psychiatern und einer großen Liebe – denn eine Nacht ist lang genug, um zwei Leben zu verändern.

Genres: Young Adult, Fantasy, Romance, Dystopia, Paranormal, Urban Fantasy, Contemporary

280 pages, Hardcover

First published August 2, 2010

About the author

Librarian Note: There is more than one author in the GoodReads database with this name. See this thread for more information.

Leanne Hall is an author of young adult and children’s fiction. Her debut novel, This Is Shyness, won the Text Prize for Children’s and Young Adult Writing, and was followed by a sequel, Queen of the Night. Her novel for younger readers, Iris and the Tiger, won the Patricia Wrightson Prize for Children’s Literature at the 2017 NSW Premier’s Literary Awards. Leanne works as a children’s and YA specialist at an independent bookshop.

Reviews

[karen · Rating 4 out of 5]

this book is charming as balls.



to me, there's a hairsbreadth difference between "charming" and "trying too damn hard to be charming." i have no patience for cutesy or twee, but i appreciate "cute" more than most adults. the distinction is a personal one, by which i mean "specific to me" and not "private," and it's inconsistent - i never know what my response will be to things like this book, which is a quirky adventure/love story with a fantasy/dystopian angle.

but it totally worked for me. and i'm still trying to understand why.

the YA i usually favor tends to involves survival elements. i like post-apocalyptic scenarios, zombies, dystopian "grouping" books (think factions, think districts), and even just "lost in the wilderness" situations. and i am willing to overlook the social simplifications that dominate those books as part of the unspoken agreement between reader-of-YA and author-of-YA; worldbuilding corners are frequently cut, science doesn't always make sense, and you just have to allow yourself to accept that certain things aren't going to be logical and details will be sacrificed for pacing or focus. YA tends to be faster-paced than most adult lit, and to properly enjoy it, you have to just get caught up in the momentum of the story and don't ask questions. you also have to accept that there will invariably be a romance element. for me, these are usually the weakest bits in these types of books, because they distract from the flow and what, to me, is the more interesting storyline. i tend to skim over all the perfunctory sexual tension and the limpid gazes in order to get back to the peril, because that's why i showed up - for the peril.

but this book is pretty much a straight-up love story. sure, there's action, but the motivation?? the central conflict??? it's getting back A LIGHTER from a pack of feral kids and their pack of tarsiers. that's mindblowing, to me, that something so trivial is the impetus for the action. sure, the lighter has deep sentimental value, but it's shocking that this is what drives the action. but this story is about the journey, and the impetus for the journey is less relevant than in most books.

this is a love story that is actually about falling in love. the reason i skim the romance scenes in dysto-YA is because they always seem to be tacked-on afterthoughts. characters fall in love because of their proximity to one another and not because of any specific merits their love object embodies. oftentimes it seems like the author consults a YA checklist that demands "well, gotta have a love triangle in there somewhere!" and it never seems convincing. but this one is very focused on the process of falling in love. yes, there is immediate physical attraction, but as the night wears on and wolfboy and wildgirl flit from one bizarre scenario to another, their feelings for each other deepen in a way that feels earned through observation and experience and lighthearted banter. they are just two kids hanging out, sharing their stories, being their goofy-yet-troubled selves without putting on airs or trying to be attractive for each other.

I can't believe how funny she is. I've hit the jackpot here. If I was a different person, if my life was less complicated, if I had more to offer her than just sadness, if I didn't feel so tired from the weight of the entire world pressing down on me, then this would be the moment I would try to kiss her.

the thing to note about that is - although wildgirl frequently is funny, in the scene inspiring that thought, she isn't being particularly funny, which makes it abundantly clear that wolfboy is already smitten and seeing her through his love-goggles. and if that isn't a universal truth, i don't know what is.

and reading that quote over now, it does strike me as a little gratingly emo, but that's not the overall takeaway from the book. in a town without sunlight, where both characters have legitimate problems and damage, the story is ultimately hopeful and resilient, and their being drawn to each other makes sense and is lovely. they never lose themselves in each other, but they shore each other up in ways that strengthen and complement instead of consume their individual personalities.

i know i haven't said much about the world in which they live, because i think that would make it sound a little too crazypants. that thing i said before about science?? yeah, you gotta do some realigning of your understanding of how the sun works and you have to enter into this bizarro-world with a clear heart and an accepting attitude. because it's magical and whimsical, but it's wholly worth it to watch these two characters interact. it definitely toes the line and nearly veers into "too much," but i think it always pulls back before that tipping point and remains just this side of charming and refreshing.

i need to get my hands on the sequel somehow, because i can't wait to see what happens after the events of this one tease of a night.

also, more tarsiers, please!



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[Jo · Rating 5 out of 5]

Think of every single cliché in young adult fiction you can.
Go on.
Just do it.
Write them down if you want.
It’s OK, I’ll wait.

*twiddles thumbs*

Done?
This book defies all of them.

I understand in saying that this book defies all clichés is in itself also a cliché because it’s what reviewers tend to say when they can’t really be bothered writing a real review but they want to make it sound like they loved it and keep everyone happy but in reality they wanted to fling it out of the window and then go outside and spit on it… while scowling at random, inanimate objects.

Actually, as I’m skimming through my notes I’ve realised that every single one of my points and examples on how this book isn’t like all the other books and how it is as far away from cliché as something really far away from something else, all I’ve used is cliché things that reviewers tend to say when they can’t actually be bothered writing a real review but what to make it sound like they loved it….you get the gist.
So I’m just going to go with it. In the immortal words of Tim Gunn, I’m going to make it work. I’m going to reclaim those clichés.

Jo Explains How THIS IS SHYNESS Defies All Cliches By Using Lots Of Them.

This book is like nothing that has ever been written before.
Whimsical. Magical. Mental. Mysterious. Fantastical. Intriguing. Surreal. ALL THE ADJECTIVES.
I’ve read strange books and sometimes they work and sometimes they don’t. For me, this one definitely worked. I devoured it like I imagine a Kidd would devour a bag of Tangfastic Haribo.
And when I say ‘a Kidd’ I mean me.
*jitters*

This book isn’t the typical ‘When girl meets boy’.
It’s when Wildgirl meets Wolfboy. The difference is subtle but it’s there…and it’s sexy.

This book will take you to places you’ve never been before.
I would like to build a duvet fort in Ms Hall’s imagination and stay there forever and ever and only allow people I like to join me. I loved Shyness because it was incredible.
And the best thing about it was that it felt real.
You may be thinking “Um, how did it feel real? Where have you ever been where there is no sun and plagues of delinquent kids roam the street?”
And to that, I answer: Manchester.

I know a few people are suggesting that this book is Urban Fantasy, but I’ve never really read any UF so I can’t add anything to that. All I know is that this book smudges the boundaries of genre. The best way I can describe the setting of the world that Ms Hall created with Shyness is that it’s contemporary…with a bolt of electricity running through its heart.

"There’s a rhythm to Shyness, but it takes a while to feel it."

There were times when I felt like I could’ve done with a map of Shyness but, to be honest, I was more than happy to get lost.

The heroine is different, kooky and feisty.
Wildgirl, I think I love you. You snort when you laugh. You go bright red when you’re embarrassed. You like to go on adventures. You’re fearless. You’re hilarious. You steal hearts. You have messy handwriting. You fancy boys who look like wolves.
Woman, if you get out of my mind long enough we should be best friends.

The hero is strong, tortured and has a past.
Now normally, this is the cliché is the one that makes me the most angry. I hate it when heroes are lumbered with a past because usually it means that they are boring and have no personality and the author needed something to hide that fact.
Wolfboy is the exception to this rule.

“In my panic I forget myself and do what I do best: I howl.”

Awoooooooooooooooooooo.

But then again, Wolfboy is the exception to any rule.
He was the perfect mix of the messed-up kid (who gets nervous around girls, awwww) on a mission to find answers to questions he’s been avoiding for a long time that you just want to protect and cuddle and the sexy guy with a quiff and tight trousers who you would be willing to follow wherever he led.
Is there a better combination?
Nah.

”I’ve got no idea whether the air of danger around Wolfboy is just part of a fashion statement or the real thing.”

It’s the real thing, baby.

The love story is fresh and compelling.
Roll up, roll up… but don’t come too close for what you’re about to hear may shock you, so people with heart defects please approach with caution.
Because within the pages of This is Shyness we have the most strangest and freakiest things you will ever have experienced in literature:

Love interests who actually talk to each other and have a genuine connection with each other based on their personalities, fears, thoughts and desires.

*faints*

And, that’s not all! It’s not forced, cringey, annoying, simpering, dangerous orrrrr illegal either!
I KNOW.

This book won’t be for everyone.
I know this book won’t be for everyone because it’s weird and hardly anything is explained. So if you like every single thing explained and get angry if it’s not, then I couldn’t recommend this book to you.
This is a book where you should definitely leave your disbelief at the door because if you start thinking about it too much, your head will implode. Literally.
It’s best to approach this book with an open mind and… well, just go with it and experience Shyness.

The fantastic Noelle made her own playlist for This is Shyness and Queen of the Night (the sequel) and I felt left out, so I got involved too.

We Still Got the Taste Dancin' on Our Tongues by Wild Beasts.

“Darling, the spirit is kicking.
Don’t be fooled by the moonshine, it’s tricking.”

For me, this song perfectly captures the “smash and grab” feel of Wolfboy and Wildgirl’s story. All about being reckless but having no regrets, just unforgettable memories.

However, there was one part of this book that I wasn’t sure about. It’s right at the end when Wildgirl says that Wolfboys are the best kissers.
Now, I’m not entirely convinced but as I am a girl who likes to have all the facts, I will conduct a highly scientific experiment and kiss him until I am able to confirm that this is a true fact.
Taking one for the team.

Speaking of Wolfboy, I read this book with wonderful Maree and she suggested that we should each share pictures of how we pictured Wolfboy.
I wish there was a song that perfectly matched with my feelings for Wolfboy so you could listen to it while you look at my suggestions.
Oh wait, there is.

Potential Wolfboy Fitties [PWFs]

Alex Turner.
My Ultimate Wolfboy (UW) is Alex Turner.



Look at his Urban Cowboy Quiff (UCQ)!

Seriously though, this book makes me want to have the adventure of a life time and howl at the dark sky above me.

[Reynje · Rating 4 out of 5]

“How could I not love a book about a secret suburb somewhere near Collingwood and Fitzroy, where the sun never comes up, and sugar-addicted kids and creepy monkeys roam around abandoned housing commission flats?” – That’s how Lili Wilkinson sums up This is Shyness on her blog. I could not agree more with that quote.

The experience of reading This is Shyness is much like having a lucid dream, like delving into some part of your consciousness that exists between waking and sleeping, where the lines between reality and fantasy are smudged and vague.

The novel takes the “real world” (for want of a better term), and twists it delicately into something else, as if Leanne Hall had placed Melbourne in front of a funhouse mirror. The landscape is familiar, yet distorted, and we see things we don’t expect to; catch sidelong glimpses of a secret world tucked into shadows and around corners.

The story follows Wildgirl and Wolfboy, alternating between their viewpoints. They meet at the Diabetic Hotel, where Wildgirl persuades Wolfboy to be her guide through a night in the suburb of Shyness, a place where the sun set one day and never came up again.

The characters make a compelling duo. Both are carrying the weight of some unresolved issues from their respective lives, but there is an undeniable chemical reaction when they come together on the page. Their interactions are rich with possibility and tinges of hope amid their doubts and insecurities. As the narrative switches between perspectives, you can feel the bittersweet uncertainty and attraction as the two flawed and endearing characters connect.

Wolfboy (who is a local) and Wildgirl’s journey through the slice of surrealism that is Shyness is an eventful one, as they encounter a range of curious characters, from the subtly sinister to the amusing and the outright crazy. Peopled with rampant gangs of hopped-up, sugar-addicted Kidds, dreamers, creepy little tarsiers and one evil, evil man, Shyness is a wonderfully dark and strange place, brought to life by Leanne Hall’s sharp, evocative writing.

It has been said before, but I will say it again, This is Shyness is completely original and genre-blurring – a book that defies categorisation. It is a page-turner, it’s touching, it’s deliciously weird and it’s probably best to dive right into the prose with as few expectations as possible, and allow the story to sweep you up. Don’t expect pure realism or pure fantasy, and you will find yourself lost in a fractured world that exists somewhere in between the two.

Alongside it’s fantastical elements and quest-type plot, This is Shyness also clearly distills the emotions tied up in the teenage experience. From Wolfboy’s deep-seated and difficult issues connected to past events, to Wildgirl’s all-consuming grapple with an incident involving some vengeful high school girls, Hall’s book explores the desire for escape and release. She writes insightfully about what it’s like to want to forget, to seek relief from the tangles of everyday life.

Winner of the 2009 Text Prize, This is Shyness is engrossing, unique and definitely a book to be experienced. It has stayed with me, and I will read Leanne Hall’s further work without hesitation.

Now I just need to stop looking over my shoulder for tarsiers..

[Emily May · Rating 2 out of 5]

2.5 - sadly not for me.

The bizarre goodreads summary of this book combined with numerous (mostly positive) reviews left me feeling intrigued, excited and just a little bit apprehensive about starting This is Shyness. I can deal with a certain type and level of weirdness, Margo Lanagan is one writer of the bizarre that I can appreciate a lot, but in this novel the strangeness just felt a little ridiculous. I couldn't connect with the characters and, after the initial surprise at this very strange world I'd been introduced to, I became bored.

It must be noted that it was only the first half I read properly, the third quarter I skimmed, and the last I never made it to. I felt like the story didn't quite sit right in any world. For example, whilst reviewing Divergent I pointed out that the book would have been more forgivable if it had been a fantasy, because anything goes in a fantasy world and the characters aren't subject to the same constraints and scrutiny we give to "real world" characters. Because they're supposed to be fantastical. But Shyness, though an imaginary town, is still set in the real world and it seemed out of place. Some other GR members have commented that reading This is Shyness is like having a weird and wonderful dream... and yes, I can see that. But like having a dream, this novel didn't feel real, I didn't believe in the characters and the world of Shyness. It felt like a cross between Wonderland and Oz - two other dreamworlds - without being as exciting as either of them.

The entire novel is about the two protagonists - Wolfboy and Wildgirl - and their relationship with one another, as well as their own personal issues that they're trying to overcome. They go on a bizarre journey around Shyness as Wolfboy attempts to introduce Wildgirl to the town where the sun never rises. I like this idea in theory, the town of night reminded me a lot of Ixion in Burn Bright, but that was a novel where I felt a better connection to the characters and story - perhaps because it is set in a world nothing like our own.

In terms of writing, it is a very pretty and lyrical book (this is why I awarded the extra .5 star). I could quote you plenty of lines and, for now, just this one will do:

"I howl at the roof like a hotted-up bomb doing donuts, full of screeches. I howl like an air-raid siren, my arms stretched out wide. Howls are like songs. They can't be summoned; they just happen. They come from a place that I barely understand. And then something else climbs to the surface, something black and jagged, something from the deep. Imagine all your worse feelings surfacing. Imagine coughing up razor blades. Imagine not being able to stop the pain from coming out, and not knowing when it's going to end."

Unfortunately for This is Shyness, enjoying a book is about more than a creative writing 101 lesson, it's about more than beautiful metaphors and similes... but still, credit where it's due.

We all love Aussie young adult fiction, nine times out of ten it's brilliant, and some people will love this book. For me, I wanted something more, I guess I'm just not one of those readers who enjoys books that feel like I was constantly high while reading them. I think, for the most part, my love of aussie fiction belongs in the realistic category: Raw Blue, On the Jellicoe Road, Good Oil... all the authors of these books have a talent for emotions and getting inside the protagonist's head, Wolfboy and Wildgirl couldn't live up to my high expectations following this.

[Limonessa · Rating 3 out of 5]

Can this review be more of a warning? I'm not sure This is Shyness is for everybody.
To be honest, I don't think I've read anything like This is Shyness before and it's pretty difficult to give it a label. I'm going to play safe and tell you that, maybe, the only sure label is YA?


But let me give you a brief synopsis to give you an idea.
In an alternate or future world - I'm not sure - similar to ours, a strange dark area has descended on the city (or neighboorhood, still not sure) of Panwood. It's called Shyness and, there, the sun never rises. Just in that area.
It's a place that's been abandoned by regular people and is now populated by weird individuals, renegades, people of the night.

Meet Wildgirl during a night out in a bar in Shyness, called "The Diabetic". She's there with some friends from work to have a few drinks, but it's just an excuse. In reality, she's looking for trouble, or a distraction. Something bad has happened to her at school and she's trying to either forget it ever happened or find a way to run away from everything and never come back. That's where she meets Wolfboy, a guy with "thick air on his arms" eww. The guy actually howls. Their meeting is a sort of epiphany - for both of them - and they decide to leave the bar together, to go bar-hopping in Shyness, to explore.
What happens next, I can assure you, is a trip into a grotesque world. There's a lost/stolen credit card involved, a ukulele, some gang kids who get high on sugar (literally) and a suicide mission to rescue a lighter, for crying out loud. All peppered with a budding romance between Wildgirl and Wolfboy.

If you're looking for something completely OUT OF THE NORM this is your book.
Incredibly, I was slightly bored at the beginning. Not only was I baffled by the odd encounters W/W were making but the pacing was kinda slow. I got dumped into this world without a compass and I felt a bit overwhelmed by the lack of information.
What is Shyness, really? What is Wildgirl's big secret, the one she's running from? (and let me tell you, when I found out, if that is the reason, I had a major eye-rolling moment) What is Wolfboy's secret?
The writing is undeniably awesome and I am awed by the author's imagination and ability to pull together a weird, abnormal, incredible story. The characters are alive and real - as well as complete weirdos.
BUT, it was a tad too much for me. I really wanted to read something different but maybe... not THIS different.

Fortunately, the second part of the book caught my attention much more.
Again, like with Wildgirl's reasons for runnig away, I found the purpose of the rescue mission in Orphanville, the place where the gang kids live, really futile. Wildgirl wasn't making much sense in her stubborness, I really couldn't get why she was so adamant about putting herself into trouble.

Nevertheless, now that I finished the book, I am left with a thousand questions that still need to be answered.
I need to see more of Wildgirl and Wolfboy together. Their story was well developed and absolutely believable (maybe the only believable thing?).
Unfortunately, who knows when I will be able to get my hands on a copy of Queen of the Night?
Pick this up if you're bored out of your mind with paranormal YA today.

Also appears on The Nocturnal Library.

[Nomes · Rating 4 out of 5]

whoah - this was stunning and different and unexpected and just - wow.

I had no idea what to expect from this book and now it's hard to tell you all what to expect. In some ways, it's perfect going into it with no idea, but here's a small taste...

This is Shyness reads like a contemporary novel but there are fantastical elements.

Such as: the suburb of Shyness itself. It is a place where one day, the sun went down, and it hasn't ever risen again. It's in permanent night-time, but right next door (over the border) - the sun's still doing it's usual thing.

It's still set in our world, with mobile phones and school and India and everywhere else. But it feels different.

The novel takes place over one night.

There's are sugar-crazed kidds and tarsier's (wild monkey-type creatures)

It alternates between the POV of wolfboy (enigmatic, charming in an off-beat way, and hot ) and Wildgirl (fiesty, whimsical, a Girl You Will Absolutely Love) . Wolfboy and Wildgirl meet in a bar at night and end up wandering through the streets of Shyness and you never quite know just who they are going to bump into next.

Really these points still don't give any indication what to expect - but you should expect that you have never read anything like this book before.

It felt like a dream, reading this

One of those gorgeous dreams where everything is slightly different but you believe your dream world to be the truth.

One of those dreams that when you wake up you hold onto it hard, not wanting to leave the magical dream behind, wanting to savour the taste and sound and feel and essence of it.
Like some dreams, it's occasionally a little bit dark and creepy and some parts don't make absolute sense as it's all unfolding.

This is a dream you want to be a part of. And it's the kind of dream you won't ever forget.

I couldn't put this book down - it's a classic example of a book transporting you to another place and time.

It's also a writer's dream: prose that slips and slides over you in the most evocative of ways.
Descriptions and feelings nailed in a few well-chosen words.
Even the nondescript characters and locations are given their own distinct vibe.

Recommended: This is Shyness is a brilliant novel unlike any I have ever read before. Charming and fantastical, in some places, even cute - yet also gritty and scarily-feral in parts. It's a book for dreamers: imaginative and haunting and completely unexpected. Yay for novels that blow my mind while still making me grin.

[Arlene · Rating 3 out of 5]

Rating Clarification
Overall writing style: 4 stars
Storyline – first half: 2 stars
Storyline – second half: 3 stars


Well, this story was definitely a head trip. I’m not quite sure how I would categorize it. I guess it’s a hybrid between dystopic and fantasy??? Maybe a bit of a freakish dream??? I’m still reeling in my mental spin, but I do have to say I was entertained.

Overall, I have to admit Aussie writers have a flawless ability to capture you and take you on a journey that feels vivid and engaging. There’s no doubt about that. However, there were times I didn’t quite want to be part of this story because it was actually a bit weird and freaky.

See, you have Wildgirl and Wolfboy that meet one night at the Diabetic club and there begins a long night in a place called Shyness that never sees the light of day. During their nocturnal adventure, they get mugged by sugar high, sherbert snorting, lollypop-sucking Kidds that are scary weird; and also get attacked by Tarsiers that are wild monkeys that roam the night and pretty much give me the creeps. There’s cities call Little Death and Orphanville, which they roam in search of a silver lighter the Kidds took from Wolfboy.

Overall, I have to say Leanne Hall has a vivid imagination that requires a serious reality suspension. Possibly a bit too vivid and out there for my taste, but I’d be remiss if I didn’t give her props for her ambitious attempt to take the reader into a time a place that seems dream-scapey and overall quite bizarre.

Lastly, I would like to have known what caused the Darkness rather than been given a couple of theories and it would have been nice to be clued into what Wolfboy really was, but that’s all part of the mystery I guess. Definitely different than what I’ve ever read, but I enjoyed venturing outside my comfort zone.

Thank you so much to my Aussie Booker Nic for sharing this book with me. It’s always a treat to read a story from down under. HUGS!

[Nic · Rating 4 out of 5]

Favourite Quote: 'There are changes that creep up on you slowly, and then there are sudden changes that rip your apart, so that you don't know who you are anymore.'

This Is Shyness is delightfully different. I have been thinking for days now, how I am going to review this totally unexpected, completely original but brilliant book.

First of all the world of Shyness is so unique. It is like the rest of world is normal and this one little suburb is covered in constant darkness and full of unexplainable things and not really anyone knows about it. At first I question the world a little bit but then I got pulled into the story thanks to Hall's remarkable writing and just went with it and focused on the adventure these two characters, named Wolfboy and Wildgril, where having.

Leanne Hall writing is simple but beautiful. It is not overly descriptive but you can imagine the world, the adventure and the characters emotions perfectly. The book is written from both Wolfboy and Wildgirl's points of views and flows from one to another effortless.

Wildgirl and Wolfboy are both edgy, charming and real characters. Both have issues that are avoiding. You can't help be drawn to these two and wish you were surrounded in darkness and there on the adventure with them. The romance in this book is very subtle, just the way I like it.

'I can't believe how funny she is. I've hit the jackpot here. If I was different person, if my life was less complicated, if I had more to offer her than just sadness, if I didn't feel so tired from the weight of the entire world pressing down on me, then this would be the moment I would try to kiss her.'

There is one little thing that may bother some readers about this book. At the end I was with left with a couple of little questions. It left me wondering if Hall going to write more on this world. If she did I would be lining up for it on release day. However just a warning if you like your books wrapped up perfectly with a bow on top this may annoy you.

Overall, This Is Shyness is refreshing read and outstanding debut. I can't wait to see what Hall has install for us next.

[Anna · Rating 4 out of 5]

Loved it.
Nick Cave came on the radio just as I was finishing. Felt rather apt....

When I was about halfway through this book, I decided that I wasn't going to review it. Not because it was bad or boring or anything. Very much the opposite, in fact. I don't review every book I read, mainly because if I write a review, I want to make sure I have something interesting to say about the book. And with This is Shyness, I just felt that is was so unusual and interesting that there wasn't anything I could say that could do it justice. It would be impossible to explain so I should just say READ IT and let it be brilliant and interesting for new people to discover and appreciate it's brilliance and interesting-ness.

But then I finished it and I thought what the heck, I might as well attempt to write an interesting review because, like I said, it is a brilliant book and brilliant books deserve to be shouted about. So, how do I explain this This is Shyness - a (possibly) paranormal book in contemporary clothing? That's about as close as I can get I'm afraid. Although, then again, if you're going into it looking for a paranormal read, I don't think you'll find what you went out looking for. BUT you might be pleasantly surprised...

On the face of it, this book contains more than a few YA cliches - slightly gobby girl who doesn't quite fit in, a moody and mysterious fellow with a PAST, an on-foot miniature road trip...yet, it is so much more than this. This is packed full of awe-inspiring ideas and images and the two main characters are convincing teens yet completely out there all at once.

For me , there were a few lapses where my attention waned, especially at the point when their journey takes a different turn, but there are more than a few genuinely creepy and slightly horrifying moments as the story gathers pace again. As much as I loved Wildgirl and Wolfboy, I wish I'd had just a bit more of an emotional connection with them, but this will come in the sequel, yes? YES!

So if you want YA with traditional elements yet is like nothing you have ever read before, then yes, believe it folks, there is such a book (it's this one, in case you're wondering).

So was that an interesting enough review?

Oh well, I've written it now, so there.

(and thank you to Jo for lending me her copy...ages ago. And apologies to her also for not reading it for a criminally long time)

[Maggie · Rating 4 out of 5]

A few years ago, I watched a delightfully odd Japanese movie that followed a normal young couple until the girl turned into a chair. (A quick Google search of "Japanese movie where a girl turned into a chair" tells me the movie was Tokyo! Their exclamation.)

There is no human-to-chair transformation in This is Shyness, but it reminded me of Tokyo! in that it starts off like a typical YA story, with an underage girl trying to sneak into a bar with some friends who then spots a broody, hot guy at the end of the bar. And then he howls. This begins a madcap, all night adventure involving tarsiers and kids hopped up on sugar. Oh, and it takes place in a town where the sun doesn't rise.

This is Shyness felt like Graffiti Moon + Before Sunrise after Miyazaki has run it through whatever magic machines they have at Studio Ghibli. It is delightfully odd and surreal, yet grounded in the very real emotions of Wolfboy and Wildgirl. I loved Wolfboy, by the way. I expected the brooding, howling hot guy in black to be a stereotypical alpha male who pulls the tabs off his Foster's with his teeth. Instead, he's the guy who thinks "I'm not sure if I'm looking at her too much or too little" while grasping his beer glass. I cannot wait to read Queen of the (Before Sunset) Night!

Leanne Hall's got the stuff that you want!

[Keertana · Rating 4 out of 5]

Rating: 4.5 Stars

The human race is constantly trying to describe love and attraction, summing it up to be an un-explainable draw to a certain person or thing. I like to think simpler and call it love at first sight. Maybe it can only happen with people, maybe it can't happen with books, but that's what happened with me. The moment I laid my eyes on the cover of This is Shyness, I felt it - that draw. Since then, I've been trying like crazy to get my hands on this book. You have no idea how difficult it is sometimes to get hold of Australian books in America, but somehow, against all odds, I did it! I found myself trembling with excitement, holding This is Shyness in my extraordinarily ordinary hands, my mind reeling from everything I was about to read and discover. Yet, nothing could prepare me for the amazing adventure that awaited me between the pages of Leanne Hall's debut novel.

This is Shyness felt like a lucid dream and finishing the novel left me spellbound and ever so slightly dazed, as if I truly had dropped into a reverie. In some ways, I think I had. This is Shyness is the type of book that will take you into another realm entirely - one I'm not so sure I want to leave.

Perhaps I should start out by saying that This is Shyness is not for everyone. In many ways, this makes me sad since I wish so desperately that everyone could see the beauty within these pages. I have never read anything quite like This is Shyness before and I can almost certainly guarantee you that I'm unlikely to either, simply because this book is so utterly unique.

This is Shyness is told in alternating view points between Wildgirl and Wolfboy. They meet in "The Diabetic," a bar in Shyness, a suburb where the sun has ceased to rise and is now suspended in what seems to be an eternal darkness. Wildgirl, who has never been to Shyness before, convinces Wolfboy to become her tour guide for the night. What ensues is a bizarre, strange, and crazy whirlwind adventure involving a stolen credit card, a ukulele, sugar-addicted gang Kidds, hairy monkeys, and a mission to retrieve a stolen lighter.

Wildgirl and Wolfboy are compelling characters. They both carry the burden of heavy secrets and unresolved issues in their pasts, yet they make a formidable pair. Their voices are clever and distinct, their personalities jumping out vibrantly from the pages. Their interactions are wrought with shyness, hope, and insecurities; yet, you can feel the undeniable attraction between the two.

Their love story is truly one of a kind. In fact, I can't even say that they are in love with each other - because they're not. There's still so much more that both of them don't know or understand about each other; however, they manage to make a distinct impression upon each other, altering their lives for the better. Their budding romance comes off as bittersweet and heartwarming, switching between their two perspectives and providing the reader with unimaginable insight.

This is Shyness was a character driven novel like no other. Wolfboy and Wildgirl are so deep, so thought-provoking, and so REAL that I feel as if even a million re-reads will not enable me to understand them any better. They are both truly three-dimensional characters and are written so realistically that I really have to applaud Leanne Hall. She has managed to capture the human essences of loneliness, escape, fear, hope, love, and the drive to move forward in a way that no other author has truly been able to. I feel like I could gush on forever about Hall's writing and still not begin to cover everything I love about it. It is lyrical, languid, and flows beautifully. It renders me breathless sometimes and laughing others. It leaves me feeling as if I am caught up in a wonderful dream. It is clear and understandable, yet there are qualities about the story I feel as if I may never understand. It is simply gorgeous.

What else can I possibly rant about in this novel you may ask? Plenty. The world of Shyness is original yet its originality stems from a simple idea. I am constantly left wondering how no other author has thought of it in the past. The plot is not one you can question or analyze in any way, you simply have to follow it. This is Shyness is a book that you have to feel your way through. It is a journey like no other and it is one you will never forget.

I fell in love with This is Shyness. It is a book that will linger on in my mind for days to come and although it is a brilliant stand-alone novel, I am yearning to get my hands on the sequel and return to the world that Leanne Hall has created. I can only hope that this book is one for you and even if it isn't, that the sheer beauty of it can still be appreciated by everyone.

[oliviasbooks · Rating 2 out of 5]

This is Shyness has everything the fitting book description offers and probably more: Seventeen-years-old Nia has left her usual habitat, a trailer-park-area of a large city, to spend the night partying and drinking with her co-workers in nearby Shyness. Her mom's driver's licence and a too tight shirt with a boldly-lettered "Wildgirl" on it shove her past the bouncer of the "Diabetic Hotel", where she drowns her drink too quickly, has to fend of slimy Nick's advances, and lets her eyes be drawn towards a gorgeous, hairy boy with translucent skin who literarily howls, when she finally loses her balance and crashes off her barstool: Wildgirl has met Wolfboy and leaves the club with him. After a breathless chase of a place to pee Jethro agrees to be Nia's guide through Shyness - hence the title. A few years ago the sun stopped to rise in Shyness. There are defined, electrically charged borders around Shyness where the endless night stops and normality begins. Most inhabitants left the town after whatever happened there. Now only gangs of homeless, sugar-addicted children, the fortunate who make money in every kind of situation and people who had various personal reasons to stay live in the neclected, crumbling houses. Equipped with a found/stolen credit card and two sets of problematic pasts Nia and Jethro set out on their ultra-bizarre night-long road-trip, get familiar with each other, help each other and maybe uncover the reason for the sun's partial reluctance to do her daily job.

Does it not sound wonderful? Refreshingly different? On the dreamlike verge of Urban Fantasy and Realistic Young Adult Fiction? I thought so, too, and still do. But after 80 to 85 pages I grew restless, fidgety and finally bored. And I can not really say why.

Part of the missing pull has to be rooted - like in most similar cases - in my inability to connect to the main characters. For instance, I do understand Nia's obsession with money. If you lacked it all your life the opportunity to handle an abundance of it has to look unbelievably tempting. But still, her decision to keep the found credit card and use it randomly just for the fun of it shoved the first wall between me and her. With Jethro my almost-dislike was still in the making when I decided to back out of the story. But it already began with his utter hairiness. I believe I would have been persuaded to root for him had I read the whole book and consequently the story of his parents', grandma's and brother's death or disappearance.

I guess another big chunk of my willingness to let go resulted from the slowly built-up too high expectations: This was the unobtainable book from down-under I managed to preorder as a ridiculously cheap bargain, received a unapologetic cancellation for from the bookseller, contacted the author for to get advice on how to successfully order it, hovered many times over on Fishpondworld's into-the-shopping-cart button, but shied away from buying because of the price, and finally got the opportunity to take part in an international book tour of - with Europe on the end of its tail. Balloons that have been filled to the max with air go with a louder pop, I guess. And the book goes to the next participant.

Thank you, Nic, for sharing!

[Lindsay · Rating 4 out of 5]

Holy Sweet Mother of dubs-tee-eff. I'm still wrapping my thoughts around this one. Here's what I've come up with: the Brothers Grimm meet up with Pablo Picasso during his Blue Period for a drink. They decide it's going to be a GREAT idea to make a Before Sunrise martini with a younger lad and lassie splashed with the Neverending Story and shaken with the surrealism of a dream.

You with me?

On second thought, I am not really sure if it's possible to adequately define This Is Shyness. Leanne Hall has managed to create something that feels entirely 'other'. You can't put the book into any neat little category; it's simply young adult, and that's about as far as you are going to in terms of categorizing.

The good news is that this cocktail goes down fairly smoothly. Hall's narrative swings through from start to finish, and Wildgirl and Wolfboy both are intriguing, resourceful characters who come to bat with their own set of problems. Wildgirl comes from a way-less-than-privileged background and is dealing with some serious B.S. at school because of it. Wolfboy is living in a singular pit of sorrow - you know the kind - it's the sort of hole a person has to fight and claw to get out of. It's a random night that these two find each other, and it leads into an absolutely crazy, no-rest-til-dawn adventure. Hall's writing really shines in her characterization of these two (I've added quotes for this book - lovely, aching, sharp), and you will get to know them and their thoughts through the wonderful internal dialogue she gives to both.

Beyond that, it's difficult to discuss the book without giving too much away. Shyness is just over the border from where Wildgirl lives, yet she never heard how the sun doesn't rise there. The fact that you can't really pin down the setting makes reading the book feel a bit like falling down Alice's rabbit hole - you can't tell if this is an alternative reality, a futuristic setting, a paranormal community - everything feels familiar, but it's not - I won't say it's like a dream - it's a bit more maddening than that. It's something akin to Dorothy's returning to Oz and finding it turned upside down, or Mac's reaction to there being a 'secret' Dublin that's disappeared off of maps and been forgotten about in the Fever series. It's a familiar unknown.. I got the feeling that the darkness which encompasses Shyness is somehow connected to Wolfboy's sadness, who holds special status in that community. Or perhaps his sadness is a singular symptom of its overall origin. Things happen: embarrassments endure, deaths occur, addictions develop, social pressures constrict, etc. It's the self-determination and the connections with others, the support that gets you through. Shyness doesn't feel like a place of punishment for the things that have happened to you in life, but more like a place of suspension, a consequence of not talking about and moving through the things that have happened.

The balance and two-person dual narrations make this a fast-paced story that doesn't lag. The surreal situations and people they encounter hold your interest and sometimes boggle you. There is a play-counter-play between Wildgirl and Wolfboy's POVs, and it really offers insight into just how easily looks and words can be misconstrued, especially between two people who hold an attraction and growing affection between them. There is a sweetness in their vulnerability that helps you connect to them as characters. There is a bare bones honesty in their hushed confessions that make you repect their experience. I'd love to be friends with them both.

However, that same connection also drove me nuts with not getting clear answers to some questions. The upside is that This Is Shyness is so 'other', so unlike anything else that I've read, that it gave me the ability to 'just deal' with the lack of answers. Here's the thing with with this book: as with any new person you might meet, you have to take the book as it is. There is no comparing it, no standard to hold it up against, not with this story. It has a beginning, middle, and an end that doesn't feel like an end - it feels like a continuation. That's not to say that there is a sequel, because in all honesty, I get the feeling that there won't be one (although I would love answers to my questions). It's more like the characters are going to 'swing through' if that makes sense.

But, really, 'swinging through' does make sense in This Is Shyness. The story here is not in some neatly wrapped up plot; it's in the character details: the shy looks, the hanging conversations, the private confessions and resolute actions. They're like puzzle pieces that make up the same picture, but don't quite match up at the edges. You try to force the edges into each other, rather than just let them complement each other, then you are going to come up frustrated. But if you let the story just 'be' what it is, then you have something singularly special. This Is Shyness is the quirky friend you might never fully understand, but once you stop trying to figure it out and pick it apart, you will fall into it's unique personality and truly appreciate it for what it is. And the story is about two young people who don't find answers, but by coming together, they come to terms with facing the questions. There's a lot of beauty in that.

[Carla · Rating 5 out of 5]

This book is crazy bacon with a side of crazy eggs, covered in crazy sauce. And it tastes AWESOME. Like swallow without chewing, got words lodged in your throat, awesome.

See, one day in Shyness the sun went down and forgot to rise again. Except across the border the sun still has a full time job, what with the rising and setting and stuff. Seems like Shyness sacked the sun and employed the moon on a full time basis. Then there is a guy who howls and a Wildgirl. Sugar crazed kidds and tarsiers. A Diabetic Hotel where they meet. An adventure through Shyness in the strange night.

This book is a total literary acid trip. Everything is the same yet altered yet the same. Wildgirl has a mobile phone, she goes to school, she has a job. And yet across the border is a town where the sun doesn't rise and a boy who likes to howl. It's so surreal yet so normal, and hot damn, does Hall have some talent in her bones.

So over the course of one night, all this intensely weird stuff happens and it's all weird and crazy and YET reads like any other contemporary novel. yet it doesn't. are you confused yet? Like is Shyness *actually* a town, or is it just a projection of Wolfboys emotions? Is it permanently dark because of the sadness he holds inside him, or is this some kind of comic book world of strange mixed with normal? Is Shyness the place where people stay when they're in that state of unknowing? unknowing how to move forward or how to get back to the start or is it just a town where the sun went down and decided to stay there? MY MIND IS BENDING.

Told from both Wildgirl and Wolfboy's perspective, this is another one of those books that nails the dual narrative. It flowed magically from one part to the next, never loosing pace, never loosing that irresistabile affect the cool-esque writing has on you. You can say a lot of things about this book, but there is no denying it's authenticity or it's uniqueness. It's unlike anything you have ever read before. You can't compare it to any other book because it is so "other" than any other book. And that's something real special to behold.

You know what this book is like? It's like a freaky dream. A dream you don't want to wake up from and when you do, you cling to the parts you want to remember the most, then think about them when you next need to sleep and hope this dreamworld is waiting for you when you close your eyes. Like that suspended state between dreams and reality where everything is soft and out of focus but it's still there nonetheless. Ah I love it!!

Hall is a master at prose and sentence structure. No word is put in there that doesn't need to be. Everything is stripped to the bare bones and put out to dry. It's sharp and searing, and kind of creepy, but gorge at the same time. Just look -

"In my panic I forget myself and do what I do best: I howl. Every shred of longing and despair in the front bar - and believe me, on a Friday night at the Diabetic there's plenty of it - gets sucked into my lungs. My body shakes as the sound runs through me. The pub stereo shudders to a halt. Every face in the room turns towards me. I finish with a couple of short sharp yelps and then i'm quiet."

"I'm not sure if i'm looking at her too much or too little. My knuckles are white around my beer glass. I've never been much of a talker, but when I feel the space between us, her on her stool, me on mine, I want to fill it"

Le sigh. Wolfboy, ILY.

"I attempt a howl, but it comes out sounding more like a yodel. I compensate with some cock-rock thrusting and a few signs of the horns, before bowing"

Oh Wildgirl, I totally get it! I mean, when I howl I sound like i'm yodelling too and we ALL know, cock-rock thrusting totally makes up for it! You get it girl!

And this is why Aussie YA is the SHIT.

[Clare · Rating 1 out of 5]

This is not a shocking book, but it is extremely confused. Maybe it's 'only a story', but it's not a very helpful one, particularly for the age group it is aimed at. It’s based on the inconstancy and weakness of teens who try to appear tough but are really just hiding their own weakness, who want what’s bad because it will help them to block out their problems, but who then regret the consequences – which are unrealistically small – and who somehow come out ok at the end because this is a story, so they can.

‘Wildgirl’ Nia and ‘Wolfboy’ Jethro are both running away from legitimate problems that weren’t their fault – his brother committed suicide (after his girlfriend got pregnant, it’s not said with whose child), and her school ‘friends’ publicised a picture of her head on someone else’s body in a compromising situation.

But instead of facing their problems for what they are, they are both trying to forget by doing something tough and memorable, having a ‘wild night’: drinking too much (in spite of the fact that she’s underage and has to use fake id to get into the club), acting tough, spending someone else’s money (after she finds a credit card in the bathroom she doesn’t think of handing it in but immediately tries to spend on it), bravely getting even with the crazed ‘kidds’ who have stolen something from Wolfboy, charming some kid ‘pirates’ in order to get their way (Wildgirl kisses their girl leader on the mouth after the leader ‘jokingly’ said that was the toll they had to pay in order to pass). Blotting them out with worse things is not really a great way to handle problems.

But through it all there is the semblance that they are doing what’s right, when in reality they’re just making all the selfish choices, and even their ‘good actions’ are contradicted by their bad ones: they let the animals go free, but then they refused to help a kid who was getting hurt. They sometimes realise how badly they’ve acted, but it all comes good again when ‘he doesn’t blame me’… if he doesn’t blame her, there must be nothing to blame. She doesn’t even help him when he’s caught by the baddies. She justifies it because ‘she’ll be no good in a fight anyway’, so she just waits. Miraculously he turns up a few minutes later, having successfully beaten them up and got away. Slightly unrealistic?

Particularly unrealistic was their physical reserve in each other’s company when everything around them is so rough. She’s dressed provocatively - to say the least - wearing a “wild girl” t-shirt that’s three sizes too small so that it “shows off her assets”, and hot pants. Yet he’s so polite, not even looking when she’s bending down in front of him, and so cautious about ‘reading the signals wrong’.

The whole tune of the book is that they get to do all these bad things, make wrong choices, but it all turns out ok in the end because they are ‘good people’. They can toy with bad stuff (using someone else’s credit card, dressing like a slut, buying on the black market, drinking too much, kissing the tough girl stranger) and nothing bad happens to them. This is unrealistic, unhelpful, confused.

There’s an abundance of swearing, drinking (underage too), and a whole lot of ‘but you’re a good person’… right after she spends someone else’s money. I imagine the sequels will only get messier.

And to end we have a piece of Wildgirl’s wisdom: “All we have is this feeling, right here, right now. Nothing else exists. Nothing really matters.”
Yes, it really does.

[Thebookbutterfly · Rating 4 out of 5]

I had expectations up to the moon for This is Shyness--all of the gushing reviews and the unique, awesome synopsis, and just look at that cover? It was pretty much one of my favorite books the second I fell in love with the holding hands and smudgy lights. (The cover, believe it or not, is even better when I actually get to hold the book. Call me shallow but I love a quirky, artsy cover.)

Then when I finally got around to ordering it, it was an enormous pain but I still had a bad case of gottahaveit. Moral of my ordering process: overseas shipping is expensive and bothersome and looooooooooong. (I would be eternally grateful if anyone knows a good place to order Aussie books?)

But This is Shyness was totally, completely, and absolutely worth the wait.

Reading it was like having a film playing inside of my head--the writing style was GORGEOUS. Just simple descriptions were swoonworthy. Leanne Hall has a knack for using the best words possible to sum up emotion--sort of like Lili Wilkinson or Cath Crowley. The words were creamy and sweet and Leanne Hall has the coolest imagination. As the book progressed, I started to feel like I was digging up buried treasure in the back lawn. The book left me feeling satisfied but I just wanted it to go on forever, y'know? Shyness is up there on my list of Top Favorite Fictional Places That I Would Live in If I Could.

Wolfboy and Wildgirl were heartachingly sweet and authentically teenaged. They made me grin like crazy, sometimes even laugh, and often enough wrung my heart out. They're both way too cool for me and their conversations ranged from humorous to snarky to philosophical. They're the cool outsiders. The people that you always want to know but are too cowardly to approach.

Wolfboy was charming and mysterious and as reluctant as Wilgirl was confident. Wildgirl I loved without even having to try. She was brave, but not entirely fearless and full of jokes and dreams and boldness. She was relatable. Her pink ukulele made me laugh and her gentle coaxing Wolfboy into humor was pleasure to observe unfolding. Their friendship/romance dipped and rose and had its own tune. The casual, sometimes bashful dance that people go through to learn about one another was carefully depicted and beautifully told. Leanne Hall tackles the "But does he LIKE me?" question in a world that's already brimming with excitement and danger and she tackled it REALLY well. The teenage voices shone through the twists and turns of Wildgirl and Wolfboy's adventure and were the heart of the book.

Shyness was perhaps the coolest suburb ever written about. There are Kidds hyped up on sugar. There are monkeys. There are some of the most awesome bars and clubs ever. It was a pleasure just to be transported there for a short time. I don't even know how to describe it. It's a world that you could happen upon just taking a wrong turn around the block. It's in this world but it's not. It's a Narnia that thrives in the dark streets of a broken city.

This is Shyness is the kind of book that makes me feel incredibly thankful that I stumbled upon the brilliance that is Aussie YA. It has quirk and humor and heartache--yay for the loveliness that still resonates in a world that is all darkness.

I will probably be revisiting Shyness soon :)

[Noelle · Rating 4 out of 5]

Long has paled that sunny sky: Echoes fade and memories die.
--Lewis Carroll, Through the Looking Glass

A fallen suburb where the sun never rises, a boy who howls, a girl who wants to escape if just for one night, shady people, shady places, shady pasts. Um, heck yes. Do any of you visualize scenes of books while you’re reading them? I often do and while I was reading This Is Shyness, my visualization was in the neo-noir, graphic novel style a la Sin City. I saw desaturated black and white scenes with splashes of bright color like the pink ukelele or the deep red of bloody knuckles. I’d really like to see a graphic novel adaptation of This is Shyness of at least a few scenes.

One definition of surreal is: “marked by the intense irrational reality of a dream.” That about sums up this book perfectly. There’s a dream-like quality to the entire book and it works much like a dream on the reader, lulling you into accepting as fact all of the bizarre and quirky fantastical elements of Shyness without batting an eye. At least it did for me. I got swept away by the weirdness, submerged in the surrealism. I thought the power lied in that much of the world of Shyness was based in reality with just a few masterful tweaks. My acceptance gave my reading experience a Through the Looking Glass feel, whimsical, strange, unsettling but enchanting.

I really enjoyed it and look forward to reading the sequel. Oh and speaking of visualization, go ahead and google image search tarsier....to better imagine one dropping on your head/never sleep again.

[TheBookSmugglers · Rating 5 out of 5]

Original review posted on The Book Smugglers

(this book blew my mind away)

At first it seems like it is a night out like any other night out and two teenagers are drinking with friends at the Diabetic Hotel.

She: Wildgirl, from the other side of town, beautiful and dressed to impress, out with her work colleagues to forget her problems at home and at school.

He: Wolfboy, a local, super hot and yet low-key, waiting for this friends to arrive just like he does almost every night, trying to forget how his life sucks.

(they do have proper names but that is a matter to be disclosed a bit later)

They see each other across the room and he walks over to offer to buy her a drink. Because of the proprietary looks she is getting from one of her colleagues, he thinks he has misread the signs and so he howls. She is not concerned about it in the least; they have a drink, and then go out into the night so that he can show her around Shyness.

Shyness: an once-affluent suburban neighbourhood that is now engulfed in darkness where the sun doesn’t rise and it hasn’t done so for the past three years. Those who could afford to leave are long gone, those left behind are doing what they can to survive. Although its borders are clearly demarked there isn’t anything else even remotely clear about Shyness. The darkness has transformed the place and the lives of its people. Some walk around as though they are in a constant state of dreaming. The Kidds roam the place looking for the sugar-induced high they love using their tarsiers companions to sniff out the good stuff and Dr Gregory promises the cure to anything. None of this is news to Wolfboy who is a local boy, someone who has been changed in fundamental ways as well – but all of it is fascinating to Wildgirl who could never have imagined that such wondrous things could exist.

(and it is all fascinating to the reader as well, going around Shyness for the first time, experiencing it alongside Wildgirl)

The two walk around Shyness, exchanging ideas and theories, talking (and not talking) and then something important is stolen from Wolfboy and the two go after the Kidds who stole that precious memory and all of a sudden, the night is dangerous and also all of a sudden, this is a heist book. There are the Kidds, but also, pirates and conspiracies and above all, there are Wolfboy and Wildgirl and the things they don’t want to talk about.

Appearances can be so deceiving and so, that night out is not just like any other night out. And Shyness is not like any other neighbourhood.

Just like this book is not like any other YA book I’ve read of late.

(or ever)

It is hard to describe This is Shyness because parts of it are so surreal, it would be like describing a Dali painting to someone who has never seen one.

It is like walking into a dream that belongs to someone else, someone you never met and whose subconscious works in completely different ways than yours.

(I realise perhaps too late that this is not a good enough comparison because this could be said about basically every single book)

It is hard to get one’s bearing on how to even approach this book: is this Urban Fantasy disguised as a Contemporary YA? Or is this Contemporary YA disguised as Urban Fantasy? Who knows! It is both and it is neither and ultimately it doesn’t matter. It doesn’t matter how one wishes to describe it or how it fits within certain parameters because there are no parameters for this book: it is a wholly unique animal.

It does has some recognisable Contemporary YA trappings though especially concerning the characters and what they are going through – there is nothing especially new about what the two protagonists are going through in the context of this sub-genre (loss, bullying are everyday occurrences after all). The good writers of good Contemporary YA will be the one to pick these familiar trappings and add that special flavour to make these original. As such, it is not really the parts per se that matter so much but how they combine to form the whole.

In This is Shyness this is achieved in the way that Wolfboy and Wildgirl are realistic teenagers with real problems and fucked up lives, only they are placed in this wild scenario where anything can and will happen. I loved them. I loved it. Everything about this novel was completely unpredictable. And even though there are more questions than answers concerning Shyness and why has the darkness fallen (it is the government conspiracy? God? Aliens? Are the dreamers dreaming it all?), I felt that I was more intrigued than frustrated, more engaged in experiencing the world-building than in questioning it – this is the mark of a good book to me.

(although I am MOST relieved that there is a sequel)

This is Shyness is strange, surreal, beautiful and one of the best books I’ve read this year. It blew my mind away and I simply can’t wait for the sequel.

[Joy (joyous reads) · Rating 4 out of 5]

I’ve been sitting here staring at my blinking cursor. You know it’s bad when you’re suffering from a mild case of ‘reviewer’s block’ (get it? heh). Maybe I shouldn’t blame myself per se, perhaps I should hold this book responsible for rendering me speechless, grasping for words to describe the mentally stimulating experience I just had.

The entire book happened in one night…or one day, depending on how you look at it. Shyness is a city in perpetual darkness and in most instances, lawless and timeless. It’s quite difficult to explain all the things that make this book unique. I can’t decide which I love more, the world of Shyness in itself or the characters. At first glance, this book can be classified as dystopian; set in the future where a city lay in all its derelict goodness. Normally, I’m big on asking the whys, when and what of a certain outcome in a book but I found myself accepting all the reasons why it was always nighttime in Shyness.

There were theories thrown in the book – most of them out of this world. And this was what made Shyness unique. From its peculiar and unforgettable characters, to a world lacking in daylight and adult supervision, Shyness had the ability to silence all the questions I’d normally ask.

Questions like:

Why the heck is the city over run by sugar-crazed kids and monkeys?

What the heck is Wolfboy? (A much hotter image of a changed Teen Wolf came to mind.)

How is it possible that the gargantuan sun chose not to rise in Shyness and yet a stone’s throw away, along the border, it chose to perch on the horizon like an egotistical fireball taunting the citizens of Shyness?

The characters of Wildgirl and Wolfboy were equally charming. They had me laughing and wishing for those nights when nothing else matters but to live for the moment. On the surface, these two were just two kids who have that instant attraction – out to see where the night was going to take them. But each one had agendas why they stayed together. These two played with me and teased me until they almost drove me insane. It took them forever to kiss even though they were fighting the urge to do so the entire night. And when the sublime moment finally happened, it left me wanting to write a note to the author demanding for a sequel. Honestly, it wasn’t enough. Well, this book isn’t enough. There has to be more.

First of all, I felt that Wildgirl was still a closed book. She never did tell Wolfboy the real reason why she wanted to forget or to run away. I learned more about Wolfboy than I did Wildgirl. Perhaps the author intended it – to make Wildgirl’s character hard to read.

Second of all, I wanted to know who Diana’s real father was. Although it was hinted that she had the most incredible blue eyes like Gram’s, perhaps, it didn’t make it conclusive that Diana was indeed, Wolfboy’s niece.

I thought the ending was rushed that didn’t give me reconciliation. I was sighing and smiling for the most part of the book, but the ending left me scowling and a bit dissatisfied.

In spite of that, I still think this was an amazing head-trip; totally unlike anything I’ve ever read before. It’s a well-written book that will make you fall in love with the world and its characters. Definitely, recommendable!

[Stuti Rai · Rating 4 out of 5]

Ohhhhhhhhhhhh... this book is so damn weird. Like a really weird fairy tale with lots of crazy characters, googly eyes and a pink ukulele.

This is Shyness, ensconced in eternal darkness because the sun has decided to take a break. A tourist, named Wildgirl, sits in a bar('The Diabetic'), bemoaning her life. A few ways from her sits a local, Wolfboy. Their gazes clash; he howls, she falls, and we have a fun, strange ride on the Far-fetched Express.

Well, this book isn't for everyone. It's quite unreal; the whole town of Shyness, with its different classes of people. The only genuine parts are the characters. The story is so completely out of here. If you don't like exaggeration or un-realism, then this book isn't for you. I see that the main problem people had pertains to this issue. But being the gullible me, I didn't even question it once. I kept thinking,'Oh, so the sun doesn't rise? Could happen.''Necroheads? Dreamers? Kidds? All stoned on candy? True that.' And now I feel so stupid.

But it isn't my fault I grew up on K.N.D. When you've spent as many hours as I have, of your most important hours of the night, watching kids fight spinach lady, dig candy treasure out of Pharaohs' tombs, kids zombified by sugar is pretty mundane.



However, like every fairytale, this one comes to an end. After we rescue the lighter in distress, of course. Oh, didn't I mention? The book revolves around a lighter. And not Deluminator lighter. But fire-something lighter. I love this word. Lighter, lighter, lighter. Ugh, seems I'm too hopped on sugar as well. :/

This book ticked all the right spots for me:
~Out of the Norm? Check.
~One night romance(I just love them)? Check.
~Weird names? Check.
~Pirates(yes, there are them!)? Check.
~Crazy, fun, no karate-chop action? Check.
~He howls but doesn't turn into a canine? Check.
~A stolen credit card(with lots of balance)? Check.
~Kiddy gangs and evil, mad doctor? Check yo!



It isn't all perfect, however. There is a lot of info-dump in the beginning and the pace is kinda slow. But, the book makes up for it with its light humor and, once again, completely out there world. The romance is not heavy and not a main feature of the book. The characters are believable and weirdos. It was stupid, crazy fun all the way.

The book doesn't leave me with many questions, as it should probably do. I am not exactly hungering for answers but I'd surely like some more of the world, which is why I already have a copy of Queen of the Night sitting beside me.

Ultimately, the only that let down for me was the fact that Wildgirl and Woflboy weren't their real names- ech! page one spolier!

More reviews to be found on my blog.

[Brooke · Rating 3 out of 5]

Wow. Mind = jumbled.

I'll string together a few words until I can make sense of this book.

Weird. Cool. Fun. Quirky. Unique. Odd. Confusing.

That's about as good as my thoughts are gonna get right now. Haha.

[Nalnac · Rating 4 out of 5]

Kids don't do drugs!


BUT if you have never taken LSD and want to know what it feels like..reading This is Shyness is the closest you'll ever get to the experience!

(And no. It is not the kind of book like Trainspotting or We children from Bahnhof zoo )

There is something magical, lyrical and totally psychedelic about it, that makes a review an impossible task. How to describe it?
It reads like a normal story but it is definitely not.


The story opens with a girl (Wildgirl) in a bar.
A boy (Wolfboy) sitting alone at the counter.
They make the eyes with eachother.
Then the girl falls from her stool and the boy gets close to help her up..
Normal YA meet-cute right? No. Because
The boy HOWLS.
IN. THE. MIDDLE. OF. THE. BAR.

And so it begins, the strangest journey around the streets of Shyness in a very loooong night.

Weird things will happen to Wolfboy and Wildgirl.
Along the way there will be:
Romance.
Kidds (with double d) high on sugar.**
The kiss with a "Pirate".
The Dreamers and the Necroheads all dancing at the local disco called "Little Death".
A bar named "Diabetic".
Kebab at Lupes.
Shambles at a place called Orphanville.

Shyness is like a wonder-land,(or scary-land or darkness-land) and everything that happens there it's surreal and real at the same time.

I have to agree with Lisa's review this book is probably not for everyone.
But if you dare to try something different and unique, I highly reccomend it.






**The only drug you will find in this book is SUGAR. (as the one you use in your coffe. I am not kidding!)

[Carole · Rating 4 out of 5]

I really enjoyed this unique love story. Two teens meet in a world very different from ours. Both of them are running from secrets, but together they are braver and learn to face their fears. There is also plenty of danger so the story is fast-paced, with all the action taking place in just one night. I thought this was a cut above your usual YA romance. It deserves to be widely read and there is plenty for teens to like and identify with.

[Janina · Rating 2 out of 5]

I keep thinking I'll go back to this, but to be honest, every other book on my shelf seems more interesting right now. I'm not saying this story isn't worth reading, but isn't for me. I just can't form any kind of connection with the characters.

[Lauren · Rating 4 out of 5]

What a weird and wonderful book! I have no idea how to talk about it. But I fell in love with Wolfboy and Wildgirl and Shyness and all it's strangeness.

Review to come.

[ALPHAreader · Rating 5 out of 5]

She meets him in the suburb of Shyness, at the Diabetic Hotel. He’s a hairy cowboy, all swagger and intensity. He howls upon meeting her, and calls himself ‘Wolfboy’. The words emblazoned across her chest earn her the nickname ‘Wildgirl’.

They have one night together, in the suburb of Shyness where it’s darkness all the time, and the sun hasn’t made an appearance in three years.

Sometimes, one night is all you need.

Leanne Hall won the Text Prize in 2009 for her debut young adult novel, ‘This is Shyness’ which was published in 2010.

I’ll admit it; I was thoroughly confused by the blurb. Considering how popular the YA paranormal genre is, I saw the name ‘Wolfboy’ and instantly thought ‘werewolf’. Coupled with the strange mention of a suburb in darkness . . . I really had no idea what I was getting into when I cracked this book open (and that was half the fun).

‘This is Shyness’ is a blend of realism, speculative fiction and urban fantasy. Leanne Hall is writing two fragile, lonely characters and exploring their delicate psyche’s in a blackened suburb full of dreamers, sugar-trippers and pink ukuleles.

Wildgirl lives in a housing complex near Shyness, with her single mother. She dreams of the day when she can skip town and never look back. Wolfboy resides in his parent’s decrepit mansion, full of memories and ghosts that he can’t ever forget . . . and so, he howls;

I howl.
I howl at the roof like a hotted-up bomb doing donuts, full of screeches. I howl like an air-raid siren, my arms stretched out wide. Howls are like songs. They can’t be summoned; they just happen. They come from a place that I barely understand. And then something else climbs to the surface, something black and jagged, something from the deep. Imagine all your worst feelings surfacing. Imagine coughing up razor blades. Imagine not being able to stop the pain from coming out, and not knowing when it’s going to end.

Wildgirl and Wolfboy’s problems are real. They stem from a broken family, unknown father and school bullying. The Wild and the Wolf are living real pains, and it’s only Shyness that is fantastical and strange.

Shyness turned dark three years ago, and hasn’t seen light since. It’s an anomaly that has sparked rumours of Armageddon and government conspiracies. The darkness has, understandably, had an odd effect on the residents of Shyness – there are those who keep dreaming, never sure when day begins and nights ends, so they remain happily ensconced in dreamland. Shyness residents are pale and anaemic-looking, like walking ghosts. Doctor Gregory’s face appears on billboards all over Shyness – promising personal cures for the darkness, and remedies for coping with the night. Businesses have closed up and moved into the daylight, so parts of Shyness are abandoned and dead.

But by far the strangest product of the darkness is ‘The Kidds’. KIDDS RUSH IN is tagged all around Shyness, and people are scared of these young no-hopers. The Kidds are hooked on sugar; they have trained monkey-like creatures called tarsiers to sniff out the good stuff . . . wizz-fizz would send these children into the stratosphere! The Kidds who roam Shyness reminded me of the 1979 urban wasteland movie ‘The Warriors’, for all the street tribes and bizarre gang wars. They’re odd, to be sure, but fascinatingly so.

When Wolfboy and Wildgirl get on the bad side of the Kidds, they have to venture into their housing complex haven to retrieve something that was stolen . . .

‘This is Shyness’ is a beautifully strange novel. The darkness reflects the minds of Wildboy and Wolfgirl, who are each dealing with personal catastrophe. This certainly isn’t your typical Aussie YA novel – and I kind of love that. Hall is pushing the boundaries of urban fantasy by bending speculation and realism to her narrative in order to explore personal tragedy through physical manifestation. It sounds all big, scary and literary . . . but the beauty of Hall’s novel is that it’s also wonderfully entertaining. Reader’s get caught up in Wolfboy and Wildgirl’s dance of attraction, and their slowly revealed pasts which come to reflect the darkness that is Shyness. A truly magnificent debut novel from an interesting new voice in Australian YA.

[Isamlq · Rating 3 out of 5]

3.5/5

Couple the unresolved moments and the simplicity of telling in All I Ever Wanted with the oddness of Burn Bright, less the latter's more steam punk feel, then throw in some tarsiers. That's right... tarsiers!



And you just might get a feel of how richly imaginative, yet definitely odd THIS IS SHYNESS was. I’m still weighing odd versus good though. So, odd? Or, good? Good? Odd? Both?

This was insanely surreal. Him guiding her through his side of things, I wasn’t certain if I was to take things at face value, or dig deeper and see if there was something more to what was left unsaid. His side of it: where the sun apparently never rises is peopled with the Odd; it’s all downside is up, and upside down. So, you can’t really blame me for wondering if he was high and tripping when he’d point out this and explain that this was the way things were. Add him calling himself WOLF BOY and him referring to her as WILD GIRL. Again, different… but not cute at all, once you’ve figured out that SHYNESS is his reality but not quite serious for her, so you have to wonder, why? Why he is the way he is, and why she seems so reckless. Add those creepy strange encounters with perpetually sugar high Kidd and doctor ‘s that sound ominously present and in everyone else business, SHYNESS and its DARKNESS are definitely something else.

So, how does one reconcile all that confusion with me still reading it? Simple, really: the writing is compelling, with both the characters richly developed. They’re both more than they present. You can’t tell when to take things at face value versus when you need to read deeper into his meaning for things or dig deeper to see what she means. Bit by bit, some of their personal realities seep through all that weird… and you end up wanting/needing to find out more of the former. You just had to skip, jump, hop through the weird at the same time. I enjoyed it, even if I couldn’t figure it out at first

As to their pieces of something real... both so removed from where they find themselves together. It’s WOLFBOY who especially perplexed me. Did he take what he was saying seriously? Was he/his world for real? Because there were snatches of his thoughts that showed him recalling a more “normal” real; so that I didn’t know if I was building this picture of him as less what his name indicated, part of the dark side of town with people like him, and more just a kid isolated and disconnected from his former self . The girl too presented a front, and snatches of her past reveal a girl who’s loyal but a girl unsure how to proceed given what’s happened to her.

So, THIS IS SHYNESS where upside is down and things not as simple as I initially thought, was it an odd book or a good book?
Odd book.
Good book.
Odd book?
Good book?
Why not BOTH?

[Foz Meadows · Rating 5 out of 5]

Three things:

1. This is not the story you think it is.

2. That's a good thing. Go with it.

3. Also, there are monkeys.

This is one helluva graceful book. In human form, it would be a dancer - not a self-conscious, over-muscled, underfed prima donna, but someone who moves for the joy of it, so that everything else flows outwards from that passion. Jointly narrated by its protagonists, Wolfboy and Wildgirl, the events of This is Shyness all take place in a single, significant night, in a suburb where - or so we are told - the sun never rises. What stands out about this fact, given our easy acceptance of it, is that we are never shown definitively whether or not it’s true, as the novel ends just before the sun could fail to come up. And yet the entire atmosphere of both setting and story are effortlessly sculpted by this idea: of a place where Darkness has changed the rules, so that Locals like Wolfboy needs must play guide to outsiders like Wildgirl, lest they be ambushed by sugar-stoned Kidds or wide-eyed tarsiers. Thematically, the Darkness has another, more subtle effect, too, one that I didn’t fully appreciate until the book was finished. Normally, there’s a sense of urgency to stories that take place within a compacted timeframe, and while that’s not a bad thing, it tends to be used in a context of high action. But because the suburb of Shyness has no sun, Wolfboy and Wildgirl have no need to hurry through their adventures. Nobody is racing daylight, which gives the whole novel a lovely sense of being outside time.

Hall’s writing is superb, demonstrating an enviable ability to chime in with background detail at just the right moment and to just the right extent. At no point does the narrative lag, and if we are left with questions at the end, they are good questions, and we are meant to ask them. This is Shyness is an original, wonderful novel, but if I had to pick two stories that it reminds me of by way of comparison, I’d pick Libba Bray’s Going Bovine, for the bleeding together of reality/unreality, and Richard Linklater’s film Before Sunset, for the sense of camaraderie, love and whimsy developed through wandering. Regardless of whether or not you’re a customary YA reader, This is Shyness shouldn’t be missed – an absolutely wonderful debut.

[ellie k · Rating 3 out of 5]

A quirky, original, well-written novel by a new Australian author … what could possibly go wrong?

This is Shyness is good. Very good. But it has one big, looming fault that spent the last half of the book dancing around in my peripheral vision, cackling madly to itself.

The first half – or near-half – of the book is about these two people, Wolfboy and Wildgirl. They are strangers but go on an adventure through a suburb where the sun never rises. It’s very metaphorical, yet not obnoxious; the quirk of everlasting night doesn’t overpower the teenagers’ personalities. Rather, it enhances them as Wolfboy and Wildgirl both have a lot of darkness in their pasts.

The problems come when the two of them being a Purposeful Quest; suddenly a deep journey into these people’s minds turns into a sort of teenage spy thriller. It doesn’t feel altogether natural, with questions about other portions of Shyness left on the footpath scratching their heads while Wildgirl and Wolfboy run off into the distance.

Not climactic enough to be a climax, not interesting enough to be a thriller, This is Shyness loses its way for a while. Taking breaks between action to have the kids bicker and reveal more about their histories doesn’t actually work; if you’re going to get into the action, it needs to be exciting. And taking a break every two minutes doesn’t make for an exciting read.

Hall has created an interesting place, with interesting people, and a partially interesting story. She just lets it go off on its own tangent in the final third of the book; and not in a good, quirky-yet-charming way.

[Braiden · Rating 4 out of 5]

This Is Shyness is different, different as in unique as in you haven’t read anything like it. This books holds elements of contemporary set in a fantasy world of a world that is somewhat dystopian. You can’t genre-fy this darling! And you wouldn’t want to after you read it. Shyness deserves its own genre called “Where The Sun Don’t Shine.” This is the type of book where you have to focus entirely on as you follow the perspectives of Wolfboy and Wildgirl (of course they're not their real names) through Shyness and discover what this city of darkness holds while you also learn about each of their lives as they discover each other’s truths slowly in the duration of this one night adventure. I have Queen of the Night waiting to be read and I’m looking forward to revisiting Shyness as the first time I went I got lost a little.