The Call To Discipleship is not easy. It hurts like Hades. But that's because it is healing you... if you can transcend your personal pain for long enough to LET IT DO ITS WORK.
No, folks, it WON'T let you off easy. Pain isn't healed that way. If you break a leg, you have to stay off it long enough to LET NATURE DO ITS WORK. God, says Spinoza, is Another Word for Nature.
And that's where I started, more than half a century ago. I had an epiphany of Absolute Transcendent Alterity in the open countryside. That was My call.
I chose to heed it.
And for 52 long years I buffeted the worldly wind. Same happened to Barth. In the years of WWI, a country pastor in Austria, he was CALLED. In the throes of inner hurricane force gales he opened his heart to the world in his Commentary on the Epistle to the Romans.
When Hitler rose to power he fought him tooth and nail. The Call means you resist evil in all its forms. His life was literally on the line with European Nazis. But he WROTE NONSTOP - in the Storm of the Pneuma within him.
By the time the War ended, he was burnt out. Travelling to the USA shortly afterward, a sly reporter asked him to sum up his monumental multi-volume work, Systematic Theology, in one sentence.
Know what?
Barth readily complied...
"Jesus Loves Me
This I know -
For the Bible
Tells me so!"
No, the Call is not easy.
But it CAN HEAL YOU - as it did for Barth -
And Help You Work Wonderful Things, just as it helped him join the battle to turn the tide of the War.