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384 pages, Paperback
First published January 1, 2008
you learn
and use what you've learned
to grow gradually wiser
until you realize the world is only this
at its best a nostalgic moment
at its worst a moment of helplessness
and always always
a mess
(excerpted from "Vitae")
There I learned how faces fall apart,
How fear looks out from under the eyelids,
How deep are the hieroglyphics
Cut by suffering on people's cheeks.
On my roster of happy things
just a few stand out for me/
sparkles in drabness
beauty in ugliness
the pulsing of rocks
and most of all most of all
your steadfast heart
that I touch with mine
("Tossing and Turning")
the truth is that pressing needs
even our passions
always end up twisting us out of shape
that's how our smugness and pride are hobbled
or conversely swell like tumors
it's how our hate and love crystallize
into this stony manichean topography of the heart
it's how the flimsy flakes of our pretenses fall away
leaving our abject anger raw and exposed
it's how the eyelids of our self-pity opens permanently
and our gaze becomes an unwavering merciless sword
(excerpted from "Triumph of the Defeated").
desaparecidos
they're out there somewhere/all assembled
disassembled/bewildered/voiceless
each seeking the others/seeking us
hemmed in by their question marks and doubts
with their eyes on the ironwork in the plazas
the doorbells/the shabby rooftops
sorting through their dreams/forgotten memories
perhaps recovering from their private deaths
no one has told them yet for sure
if they're gone for good or not
if they're banners now or tremors
survivors or prayers for the dead
they see trees and birds go by
and wonder which shadows are theirs
when they first started disappearing
three five seven ceremonies ago
disappearing as if they were ghosts
with no trace or face or good reason
they glimpsed through the window of their absence
what was left behind/that scaffold
of embraces sky and smoke
when they first started disappearing
like the oasis in a mirage
disappearing with no last words
they still held in their hands the pieces
of things they loved
they're out there somewhere/in the clouds or a grave
they're out there somewhere/of that i'm certain
in the dear southern reaches of my heart
it may be they've lost their bearings
and now they wander asking always asking
where the fuck is the road to true love
because they're coming from so much hate.