Eitan Enoch, who goes by the nickname Croc, is a fairly ordinary thirty-three year old man living in Tel Aviv with a super-anxious girlfriend, Duchi, and parents who moved back to America. But now, something unordinary is happening to Croc: he survives a suicide bomb attack. And then gunfire on the highway to Jerusalem. And then another suicide bomber's attack in a cafe while he is having coffee with the girlfriend of a man who died in the first attack. In the space of just a few days, Eitan becomes a bit of a local celebrity. The man they couldn't kill. A symbol for Jewish resistance, survival, persecution and God's favour.
In Palestine, the brothers behind all three attacks plot their fourth. Fahmi is still just a teenager but already he has been taught how to make bombs, while his older brother Bilahl organises everything, plots and plans and tries to make Fahmi to be as fundamentally zealous as he is. Their father wants Fahmi to go to university, to prosper and be happy and not become one of these super-religious nuts. But the power of Fahmi's brother is greater than his father's. Now he lies in a coma in a Jewish hospital, reliving the events that led to this point in his life and how he came to meet "the Croc", like him even, while his brother plans a way for Fahmi to kill him.
Eitan's focus is elsewhere. He isn't terribly concerned about being a target of Palestinian anger and righteousness. He's fallen in love with the girlfriend of a man who stood next to him on the bus, the same bus that blew up not long after Eitan got off it. He's become immersed in the puzzle of this man, Giora Guetta, and what he was doing in Tel Aviv that day, who he was meeting and why. The clues that will lead him to the answers lie in Giora's palm pilot, a device that escaped destruction by being propelled from the bus and into a tree. But it is only with the help of a young Palestinian man whom he befriends that he will understand any of it.
Almost Dead is partly meant as a comedy, according to the back of the book, but if it is one it is decidedly a black comedy. Told in chapters that alternate between Eitan's first-person narrative and Fahmi's first-person narrative, it has moments of irony but is actually as serious and heavy-hearted as it sounds, especially the Palestinian half. I didn't read it as a comedy. It was far too sad for that.
One of the novels' strengths is how it contrasts the lives of Palestinians with that of middle-class Jews living in Israel. It wasn't flattering, though it does always make me feel some hope that so many Israelites (such as the author) are sympathetic and understanding (and possibly angry about) the occupation of Palestine and what the Palestinians are forced to endure simply for living on land Israel's government wants. Obviously it's not quite that simple, and yet it is. Fahmi's chapters were heart-wrenching and complex and tragic. You can see how he got to where he was, you can see how stuck he is, and you can see how hard it is, once you're on a trajectory, to get off it.
In contrast, Eitan's life is more familiar, even if he lives in the midst of a war zone. He lives in an apartment with his girlfriend, Duchi, whom he doesn't seem to love all that much. He works for a company whose business is to find ways to save other companies time, and his reaction to surviving three separate attacks is one of stunned disbelief, shock, numbness, ambivalence, unconcern, deep concern, and a determination to distract himself completely with some strange, random mystery that really has nothing to do with him. He doesn't feel anger and doesn't even seem to be afraid. Like many middle class people, he struggles to have an opinion one way or the other, recognising that people on both sides are angry and hurt, and unwilling to draw either side's anger or hurt by expressing an opinion (as he noticeably fails to do on the talk show he's invited to be in). He's been living in Israel a long time, but doesn't seem to have spent any amount of time thinking about the issues that surround him.
The story is a little slow at times - that is to say, the middle is a bit slow - but it starts strong and picks up the pace more towards the end, where things start to really converge. I didn't find Eitan to be all that interesting a character, in the grand scheme of things, especially in light of Fahmi's more pivotal story. Yet, I couldn't say that one is more important than the other. They were both realistic, and both represented a truth about Israel and Palestine - not the only truth, but one of many. It is social commentary, and a critique of the situation, without proselytising or moralising: it gently probes the grey areas, the individual humans who help make up a vast and complicated tapestry of lives lived and lost and decisions made that can't be undone. Eitan's story seems like a distraction from this bigger story, but when the answers come in it reads more like an analogy, or a fable, or just a fuck-up in the midst of a bigger fuck-up. A "my god the world is a messy, screwed-up place of unpredictability." It both shakes its head at that and embraces it. I couldn't, in the end, decide what I thought, because it seemed to me that there was something going on here that I couldn't hope to capture and understand by simple virtue of the fact that I haven't lived lives anything like Eitan's or Fahmi's. That only makes me want to learn more, and be open to more perspectives, and to try harder at understanding something that is so much bigger than me and my life.
At its core, this is a book about humanity and the human experience; how, when you get right down to it, we are all the same, regardless of race or ethnicity or class or anything else. We're all human. We all feel and breathe and think and react and we all feel like we're in little isolated bubbles and we forget that everyone feels the same way. It's only when we reach out in search of a connection that we discover, or remember, that whether we're Israeli or Palestinian, Jewish or Muslim, we're still all human. Yet as a story, Almost Dead didn't quite manage to engage me or satisfy me, and what began with strength and charisma became a bit, well, ordinary, as if it lost the point it was trying to make in the flabby middle, and tried to recover at the end but by then the steam had gone out of it. Still, it's a story that will stay with you, and as a character Fahmi especially is so human you feel you can reach into the page and touch him. Hug him. Protect him. Save him. So human that you know you can't, you can only watch helplessly as walks the path of self-destruction in an attempt to find himself, stand up for his people, and live a just and meaningful life. It is tragic in its hollowness. These are the things that stay with me after reading this book, and so no, I couldn't read it as a comedy.