Knowing that she was going blind Betty Churcher traveled to London, Paris, Madrid and New York to commit to memory some of the paintings she held most dear. Drawing had always been her way of committing paintings to memory, so these ‘notebooks’ are her drawings, annotated with her observations while looking and drawing.
The effect of this book is like traveling to various great galleries to look at some of the greatest paintings ever executed, with a great gallery director as your own personal guide. You are given the art historical facts and interpretations not only of the pictures but also of their storehouses (which having been a gallery director is of particular interest to Churcher), as well as, Churcher’s own discoveries and interpretations regarding the paintings, which have come through looking and drawing. And like the gallery visit you feel rushed between paintings, sometimes a little overloaded with the facts, and you cannot linger over the paintings, as Churcher did using her pencil or her biro. There are no pauses between paintings. I would have liked a few blank pages – resting passages for eyes and for thoughts, and to refocus.
Sure as a reader, you can put the book down and you can pick it up again and flick back through the pages, something you’re unable to when visiting the Louvre for instance, where sometimes you only have a few hours to compress your looking, or you find yourself at the back of a huge crowd and unable to sight the painting at all. Or just when you get close, someone asks you to move because you’re obstructing their photo opportunity. Reading the book is just as breathless, as a gallery visit, though more intimate. Yet there is a lot to recommend it despite this paradox – and perhaps it is this that is reinforced – to truly see you must linger and there’s no better way of lingering than engaging in a drawing. It’s not only a way of retaining it to memory but it is also a more satisfying way of looking. Churcher is a privileged looker, however, as she often had the collections to herself after opening hours. This doesn’t occur for the average gallery visitor.
Overall, it’s incredibly generous of Betty Churcher to share her personal drawings, as well as personal insights with us. To show us how an artist looks at pictures.