I DO SO ADORE BODICE RIPPERS but if this was the level of what love accounted for in the past, it's clear women weren't well respected in history, and thank goodness for women's rights that has ushered us into the 21st century.
TOO MUCH HAWKE'S PRIDE INDEED AND BICKERING, NOT ENOUGH LOVE. While the BR genre usually appeals to me because of the ridiculous drama and angst, I was furious with the characters who prioritized their stupid pride and vanity over being frank about their emotions, and telling the truth.
The amount of misunderstandings born within this story was unbelievably redundant and ridiculous. If the author had spent more time cultivating the MCs relationship instead of building an empire of hate, betrayal, dishonesty and sheer stubbornness between them, I believe this story would have flowed much beautifully as the blurb suggested. It's like watching a bad soap opera you know the producers dramatized for the sake of viewer ratings.
WHAT WAS THE POINT OF HAVING THE CHARACTERS FIGHT AND NEVER MAKE UP? HOW DOES ANYONE EXPECT LOVE TO BLOOM FROM THAT KIND OF TOXIC RELATIONSHIP? I understand LUST, but I didn't understand how Hawke and his wife came to love each other. We were being told rather than experiencing it for ourselves.
HAWKE was annoying to a point. One moment I thought the sun would shine upon him, and he clammed up. He had the worse way of handling women. Either he fucks them, or he barely knows how to operate around a real woman, LOL! He says the nastiest things to his wife, often jumping to conclusions that she was cheating on him. Isn't it funny how bodice ripper male leads are always assuming the heroines are cheating on them with someone else, yet no one bats an eyelash when the male lead cheats? Was this how it was back in the old eras? I've never been more thankful to be born in the 21st century. Hawke was shy of redemption when he realized his mistake. He was going to apologize and then pride got in the way, or he said something stupid all over again to hurt his wife. OH MY GOODNESS, IT NEVER ENDS!
RUE was just an innocent young lady whose views of marriage and sex were severely, and horribly tainted by her whoring mother and lusty, perverted stepfather. It's a wonder she would even marry at all! Well, she was determined never to have children or marry, but when her stepfather attempted to sell her off to Hawke, Rue's grandfather forced them to marry at gunpoint. Leaving a destitute life to a new, completely unknown one, Rue didn't know what to expect from her grumpy and surly husband except he likes her cooking. Rue was a confused character. She never had the chance to fully experience life, or even men, or blossomed as a woman when she was saddled with such a horrible husband. Poor gel. Fate hadn't been kind on her.
OVERALL this would have been better had there been a modicum of respect, communication and trust between man and wife. Although this was a marriage before love genre, it sucked hairy balls. Period. Everything that went wrong in their relationship was a huge red flag for anyone in a relationship to AVOID, LEARN FROM and NOT REPEAT with their partners.