"You’re not alone. You have me. Always."
I’m so happy I decided to read Catherine Cowles’ books, and after this one, I already preordered the other books in the series.
Friends to lovers, and especially childhood friends to lovers, when done right, can be absolutely magical.
"I’d rather have the echoes of him than anyone else."
I love Nash. I love his protective streak and even his overbearing streak because it comes from the heart. Maybe people see him as a goofball and a risk-taker, but his heart is in the right place. And it’s a heart of gold. I love how much he loves.
"Maddie gave the best hugs. As if she could say everything she needed by that action alone."
Maddie was a really well-written character. I’m no stranger to domestic violence IRL, and I know how long it takes to untangle yourself from it. But she’s not a pushover. She’s strong AF, and the only dent in her armor is Nash.
In a good way, though.
"Get it through your head that you will never be a burden to me. I love spending time with you, and I missed the hell out of you while you were gone. So, just let me have my Mads time."
Maddie left town to be with her boyfriend, but now she’s back, and it’s not good. She escaped an abusive situation and a toxic relationship, and where else could she go but to the arms of the one person who always made her feel safe. The one person she’s always loved.
"Don’t leave me."
"Mads. I’m not going anywhere. You’re stuck with me forever. Don’t you know that by now?"
It doesn’t take long for Nash to figure out what happened to her. Believe me when I tell you that the touch-her-and-die vibes are strong with this one, and I loved every bit of it. It also doesn’t take long for him to feel guilty about what she’s been through, even if it was never his fault.
He can’t help it, though. That’s just who he is.
"Even when you were gone, the echoes of you still lived inside me, and I would play them over and over in my mind just so I wouldn’t lose the sound. I’ve loved you in every incarnation, and that will never end."
From the second she gets into town, they’re together. Like they didn’t spend any time apart, like life didn’t go on for either of them. I loved the glimpses of their past—how they became friends, how they couldn’t be without each other, how they were everything each other needed.
This is the stuff of friends-to-lovers’ dreams.
"I’ve come to pictures of you in my mind more times than I can count. And I know the real thing will ruin me forever. But it’ll be so damn worth it."
Of course they’re in love. Everybody else can see it, especially his wonderful family, and that warmed my heart. Found family is as real as it gets, especially when hers was nonexistent.
When they finally realize what they’re missing out on, those three words just slip through.
Like it was meant to be. Because it was.
"Most people don’t get to find their soul person. And we’ve had ours for almost our entire lives."
A lot of other things are going on. They both have to deal with their (misplaced) guilt over what happened. Over their separation. Over feelings that have always been there but didn’t seem to be worth risking their friendship over.
And they have to deal with this new thing between them and how good it is. How right.
"I would put up with a million monsters for you."
Her past is coming back for her, though. It’s not pretty, and she’s already been through so much, but it makes this a story about strength as well, and how you can overcome anything, especially with the right person beside you.
"What am I going to do with you?"
"You’re gonna love me."
These two deserve to be together. After everything they’ve both been through, the only thing that never wavered was their love for each other. It was there, in the echoes of the past, waiting.
Does it show I loved it?