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368 pages, Paperback
First published September 20, 2022
"I just know I'm crazy about you. You mean so much to me. And I know we're working through our messed-up past and making up for all the lost time. And we definitely need to figure out the seemingly impossible and complicated future. But right now, I don't want to waste any minute that I can have just enjoying spending time with you."
My entire body shakes, but I press my lips together, holding back any sobs that might escape. I don't feel strong or independent or confident. I feel all the hurt I've carried around my entire life envelop me. The pain is too much to bear. The loneliness, the uncertainty, never feeling good enough for anyone crashes over me like the waves below.
I look up and mine is the only face left on the screen.
The person looking back at me is desperate, scared, and out of options.
Shoulders hunched and head bowed, defeat weighs heavy on my back. I close my eyes and can still see the sparks of fireworks from the night before. The laughs, family, the stolen touches, Hannah. At least I have the rest of the sum-mer. If I can store up enough happy memories in my remaining time, maybe, just maybe, the life that awaits me when I get back won't break me after all.