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34 Pieces of You
A dark and moving novel about the mystery surrounding a teenage girl’s fatal overdose.
There was something about Ellie... Something dangerous. Charismatic. Broken. Jake looked out for her. Sarah followed her lead. And Jess kept her distance, and kept watch.
Now Ellie’s dead, and Jake, Sarah, and Jess are left to pick up the pieces. All they have are 34 clues she left behind. 34 strips of paper hidden in a box beneath her bed. 34 secrets of a brief and painful life.
Jake, Sarah, and Jess all feel responsible for what happened to Ellie, and all three have secrets of their own. As they begin to confront the darkest truths about themselves, they will also find out what Ellie herself had been hiding all along....
There was something about Ellie... Something dangerous. Charismatic. Broken. Jake looked out for her. Sarah followed her lead. And Jess kept her distance, and kept watch.
Now Ellie’s dead, and Jake, Sarah, and Jess are left to pick up the pieces. All they have are 34 clues she left behind. 34 strips of paper hidden in a box beneath her bed. 34 secrets of a brief and painful life.
Jake, Sarah, and Jess all feel responsible for what happened to Ellie, and all three have secrets of their own. As they begin to confront the darkest truths about themselves, they will also find out what Ellie herself had been hiding all along....
325 pages, Hardcover
First published September 4, 2012
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Carmen Rodrigues
5 books100 followersCarmen Rodrigues lives and plays in the urban wilds of Virginia, where she is a writer by day and an educator by night.
She is the author of three young-adult novels: THE UNIVERSAL LAWS OF MARCO, 34 PIECES OF YOU, and NOT ANYTHING.
She earned her MFA in creative writing from the University of North Carolina Wilmington.
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She is the author of three young-adult novels: THE UNIVERSAL LAWS OF MARCO, 34 PIECES OF YOU, and NOT ANYTHING.
She earned her MFA in creative writing from the University of North Carolina Wilmington.
For more, visit her at www.carmenrodrigues.com.
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March 6, 2013
Just what in the world was the point of all of that? The characters were all so lackluster and I couldn't connect with any of them. The plot was all over the place. The alternating chapters made me dizzy and the three protagonists' voices blended together. And I didn't learn anything in the end, nor did the characters. And barely any of my questions were answered. If anything, I have even more questions.
This is like the dull version of Thirteen Reasons Why that lacks the gut-wrenching-ness that that book had, in my opinion. No shade to the author, but I am just being as brutally honest as possible: I thought this book was a hot mess. I guess it was trying to go the emotional route? Either way it didn't work for me. I didn't feel any emotions reading this book besides confusion. Oh, and disappointment.
This is like the dull version of Thirteen Reasons Why that lacks the gut-wrenching-ness that that book had, in my opinion. No shade to the author, but I am just being as brutally honest as possible: I thought this book was a hot mess. I guess it was trying to go the emotional route? Either way it didn't work for me. I didn't feel any emotions reading this book besides confusion. Oh, and disappointment.
August 31, 2012
So the premise of this book is that two 17 year old girls overdose on pills and one dies. The story is told between alternating narrators that include Sarah, the girl that lived, Jake, Ellie's brother, and Jessie, Sarah's younger sister. Timelines are all over the place. The marker in time is the night Ellie died in November. Then the three narrators take turns telling pieces of what happened to Ellie, secrets they carry, and guilt that burdens them. They all let Ellie down in one way or another but I found the story dissatisfying and pointless.
Like the book has been advertised, it is similar to 13 Reasons Why or it could be entitled, "How Ellie's Death is All My Fault." To be fair, the main characters eventually learn something from the events but not enough to warrant my time. Ellie is a deeply scarred and disturbed character that for reasons I can't fathom was popular and like able. At the same time, her dark side was ignored, even though people saw it.
All of the characters had secrets. All of them hid their deepest thoughts and desires in a proverbial and figurative box but only Ellie wrote hers down to be discovered. Yet I connected with none of them. Their parents failed them. Their friends fail them. Nobody cares. Okay. Got it. It's angst at its best.
Language is severe. A lot of swearing.
Sex is moderate to severe.
Dialog is heavy.
Subject matter - very heavy yet none delving deeply into any of the broached subjects of suicide, cutting, drug and alcohol use, molestation, sex; both hetero and homosexual, depression, bullying, peer pressure. Basically, it touches on everything but explores nothing. Which led me to where I ended, wondering what was the point of the book.
Like the book has been advertised, it is similar to 13 Reasons Why or it could be entitled, "How Ellie's Death is All My Fault." To be fair, the main characters eventually learn something from the events but not enough to warrant my time. Ellie is a deeply scarred and disturbed character that for reasons I can't fathom was popular and like able. At the same time, her dark side was ignored, even though people saw it.
All of the characters had secrets. All of them hid their deepest thoughts and desires in a proverbial and figurative box but only Ellie wrote hers down to be discovered. Yet I connected with none of them. Their parents failed them. Their friends fail them. Nobody cares. Okay. Got it. It's angst at its best.
Language is severe. A lot of swearing.
Sex is moderate to severe.
Dialog is heavy.
Subject matter - very heavy yet none delving deeply into any of the broached subjects of suicide, cutting, drug and alcohol use, molestation, sex; both hetero and homosexual, depression, bullying, peer pressure. Basically, it touches on everything but explores nothing. Which led me to where I ended, wondering what was the point of the book.
August 17, 2012
I hadn’t heard much about 34 Pieces of You when it showed up in the mail. The first line in the the summary called it a dark and moving novel. I’m always in the mood for dark contemporaries and it’s been a long time since I’ve indulged. I was sucked into this book from the first page. It was a fast and very gripping read.
34 Pieces of You is told from alternating perspectives. There’s three main characters, Jess, Sarah, and Jake. All three of them have been greatly affected by Ellie’s death in very individual ways. These aren’t your sweet innocent teenagers. There’s a lot of bad in all their lives. There’s drugs, sex, and all the gritty stuff that’s sometimes sugarcoated in YA. These characters were very realistic and raw to me. They were easy to connect with even if, at times, they weren’t the most sympathetic.
The story is a tragic one. It’s heartbreaking that Ellie’s death has already happened when the novel begins, because you’re looking back at her life and learning the horrible things right along side the characters and none of it can possibly be changed. Carmen Rodrigues really captured the feeling of finality that comes with losing someone close to you.
If you’re like me and like dark, sad contemporaries, I highly recommend 34 Pieces of You. It’s a very fast read and even though it’s a sad book I didn’t find it to be a horribly heavy read.
34 Pieces of You is told from alternating perspectives. There’s three main characters, Jess, Sarah, and Jake. All three of them have been greatly affected by Ellie’s death in very individual ways. These aren’t your sweet innocent teenagers. There’s a lot of bad in all their lives. There’s drugs, sex, and all the gritty stuff that’s sometimes sugarcoated in YA. These characters were very realistic and raw to me. They were easy to connect with even if, at times, they weren’t the most sympathetic.
The story is a tragic one. It’s heartbreaking that Ellie’s death has already happened when the novel begins, because you’re looking back at her life and learning the horrible things right along side the characters and none of it can possibly be changed. Carmen Rodrigues really captured the feeling of finality that comes with losing someone close to you.
If you’re like me and like dark, sad contemporaries, I highly recommend 34 Pieces of You. It’s a very fast read and even though it’s a sad book I didn’t find it to be a horribly heavy read.
August 9, 2017
Dieses Buch war total schnell durchzulesen und ich habe es in einem Rutsch durchgelesen.
Es gibt keine unfassbar konkrete Handlung, sondern eher verschiedene Aussichten von Personen, die mit einer bestimmten Sache, die ich nicht spoilern möchte, klar kommen müssen und auch, wie ihre Vergangenheit war, bis diese Sache passiert ist.
Obwohl es nicht das emotionaleste Buch auf der Welt war hat es mich trotzdem berührt und die Einzelschicksale waren spannend und interessierten mich.
Es gibt keine unfassbar konkrete Handlung, sondern eher verschiedene Aussichten von Personen, die mit einer bestimmten Sache, die ich nicht spoilern möchte, klar kommen müssen und auch, wie ihre Vergangenheit war, bis diese Sache passiert ist.
Obwohl es nicht das emotionaleste Buch auf der Welt war hat es mich trotzdem berührt und die Einzelschicksale waren spannend und interessierten mich.
September 23, 2012
Full review and more at Steph's Stacks
Ellie is a girl on the edge. The type of girl that takes you out for the time of your life and brings you out of your shell. She also encourages you to make poor decisions and can cause you to lose yourself in the glare of her spotlight. She is an enigma, complicated and troubled. She is also now dead, due to a tragic night that is somewhat shrouded in mystery.
Through a series of cryptic clues, Ellie's friends try to put together the pieces of her life and discover the truth of the events leading up to her death. 34 Pieces of You is told from each characters' perspective and Rodrigues is brilliant at teasing out the details and the secrets that each one is hiding as well.
Each sad, lovely character has a unique and true voice (including Ellie). I laughed and cried right beside them. Rodrigues has created a world that is true to the modern teen experience. While she does not shy away from the dark side of being a teen, none of it is a gimmick or device to seem cool or hip. The final revelation of Ellie's full story is heartbreaking and beautiful.
34 Pieces of You is an exquisite and heart-wrenching tale of the dark side of growing up, loss and finding yourself.
Ellie is a girl on the edge. The type of girl that takes you out for the time of your life and brings you out of your shell. She also encourages you to make poor decisions and can cause you to lose yourself in the glare of her spotlight. She is an enigma, complicated and troubled. She is also now dead, due to a tragic night that is somewhat shrouded in mystery.
Through a series of cryptic clues, Ellie's friends try to put together the pieces of her life and discover the truth of the events leading up to her death. 34 Pieces of You is told from each characters' perspective and Rodrigues is brilliant at teasing out the details and the secrets that each one is hiding as well.
Each sad, lovely character has a unique and true voice (including Ellie). I laughed and cried right beside them. Rodrigues has created a world that is true to the modern teen experience. While she does not shy away from the dark side of being a teen, none of it is a gimmick or device to seem cool or hip. The final revelation of Ellie's full story is heartbreaking and beautiful.
34 Pieces of You is an exquisite and heart-wrenching tale of the dark side of growing up, loss and finding yourself.
December 12, 2015
Meine Meinung: Ich habe etwas Anderes erwartet, etwas in der Art von Tote Mädchen lügen nicht, weshalb auch immer. Wahrscheinlich wegen der Selbstmordthematik, den hinterbliebenen Freunden und den Notizen, die Ellie hinterlassen hat. Allerdings schafft dieses Buch es nicht, den Leser in einen Strudel aus Spannung und dunkler Vorahnung hinein zu ziehen.
Das Problem sind die Charaktere, zu denen ich keine Bindung aufbauen konnte. Sie wirken viel zu statisch, zu flach und zu sehr in sich selbst gefangen, ohne damit den Leser zu beeindrucken. Die inneren Konflikte und Gedanken erreichen den Leser einfach nicht. Obwohl die Perspektiven, die sich abwechseln, sich im Rahmen halten, bleiben alle Charaktere fad und langweilig. Sie besitzen nicht das gewisse Etwas, das ihnen Leben einhaucht. Man kann sich nicht mit ihnen identifizieren, da ihre Motivationen nicht immer klar sind.
Alle Charaktere haben schwerwiegende Probleme, die im alltäglichen, echten Leben ernst zu nehmende Themen sind, dennoch reicht es nicht aus, um die Charaktere ernst zu nehmen. Die Probleme lassen sich eher wie eine Aneinanderreihung von Konflikten lesen, die keine Gefühle im Leser auslösen. Durch dieses Hinwerfen der Probleme, fehlt dem Buch auch ein klarer roter Faden, der sich durchzieht. Ein Konzept, wie bei Tote Mädchen lügen nicht, hätte zwar die Komplexität geschmälert, jedoch hätte es Du bist das Gegenteil von allem Substanz verliehen.
Dazu kommt noch die sehr einfache Schreibweise, die nach einigen Kapiteln ihren Reiz verliert, da sie zu schlicht ist. Sicherlich ist der Lesefluss dadurch sehr rasch, jedoch verliert das Buch dadurch an Atmosphäre. Hier und da hätte ich einige Ausschmückungen ganz nett gefunden, um mir ein Bild von den Charakteren und ihren Gefühlen zu machen.
Ein Highlight stellen die Notizen dar, die, die Kapitel einleiten und der Geschichte immer wieder neuen Auftrieb verleihen. Leider reichen sie nicht aus, um für konstante Spannung zu sorgen.
Bewertung: Die Idee ist keine neue, dennoch ist sie gut, das will ich nicht abstreiten. Jedoch fehlt es dem Buch an essentiellen Punkten, um das Leseerlebnis in Unterhaltung zu verwandeln. Leider zieht sich die Geschichte, trotz der einfachen Schreibweise, somit ♥♥ Herzchen.
Das Problem sind die Charaktere, zu denen ich keine Bindung aufbauen konnte. Sie wirken viel zu statisch, zu flach und zu sehr in sich selbst gefangen, ohne damit den Leser zu beeindrucken. Die inneren Konflikte und Gedanken erreichen den Leser einfach nicht. Obwohl die Perspektiven, die sich abwechseln, sich im Rahmen halten, bleiben alle Charaktere fad und langweilig. Sie besitzen nicht das gewisse Etwas, das ihnen Leben einhaucht. Man kann sich nicht mit ihnen identifizieren, da ihre Motivationen nicht immer klar sind.
Alle Charaktere haben schwerwiegende Probleme, die im alltäglichen, echten Leben ernst zu nehmende Themen sind, dennoch reicht es nicht aus, um die Charaktere ernst zu nehmen. Die Probleme lassen sich eher wie eine Aneinanderreihung von Konflikten lesen, die keine Gefühle im Leser auslösen. Durch dieses Hinwerfen der Probleme, fehlt dem Buch auch ein klarer roter Faden, der sich durchzieht. Ein Konzept, wie bei Tote Mädchen lügen nicht, hätte zwar die Komplexität geschmälert, jedoch hätte es Du bist das Gegenteil von allem Substanz verliehen.
Dazu kommt noch die sehr einfache Schreibweise, die nach einigen Kapiteln ihren Reiz verliert, da sie zu schlicht ist. Sicherlich ist der Lesefluss dadurch sehr rasch, jedoch verliert das Buch dadurch an Atmosphäre. Hier und da hätte ich einige Ausschmückungen ganz nett gefunden, um mir ein Bild von den Charakteren und ihren Gefühlen zu machen.
Ein Highlight stellen die Notizen dar, die, die Kapitel einleiten und der Geschichte immer wieder neuen Auftrieb verleihen. Leider reichen sie nicht aus, um für konstante Spannung zu sorgen.
Bewertung: Die Idee ist keine neue, dennoch ist sie gut, das will ich nicht abstreiten. Jedoch fehlt es dem Buch an essentiellen Punkten, um das Leseerlebnis in Unterhaltung zu verwandeln. Leider zieht sich die Geschichte, trotz der einfachen Schreibweise, somit ♥♥ Herzchen.
August 24, 2013
What drew me to this book was the fact that it said it was like the brilliant "Thirteen Reasons Why". Expecting it to be like that, I bought the book without much hesitation. Now I before I begin to rant of how shallow and terrible this book was i just wanna say it was nearly nothing like "Thirteen Reasons Why".
When I started this book I had high hopes that it was going to be amazing and make me fall in love with the characters. This did not happen at all. I found most (if not all) the characters annoying and just not relatable. I really tried to like them but it was just so hard because they were all so whiney.
But despite my lack of liking for the characters I kept reading on expecting the book to get better because again I was expecting something like "Thirteen Reasons Why". As I kept reading I could not feel for these characters at all and I didn't even care for Elle. The notes that she left I thought would be explained in some way like they are in Thirteen Reasons Why, but it wasn't and I was so confused.
Anyway I do not recommend that you read this book at all; it just makes me so mad that on the book they put that it was like Thirteen Reasons Why when it definitely wasn't at all. This book was one big groan of disappointment.
When I started this book I had high hopes that it was going to be amazing and make me fall in love with the characters. This did not happen at all. I found most (if not all) the characters annoying and just not relatable. I really tried to like them but it was just so hard because they were all so whiney.
But despite my lack of liking for the characters I kept reading on expecting the book to get better because again I was expecting something like "Thirteen Reasons Why". As I kept reading I could not feel for these characters at all and I didn't even care for Elle. The notes that she left I thought would be explained in some way like they are in Thirteen Reasons Why, but it wasn't and I was so confused.
Anyway I do not recommend that you read this book at all; it just makes me so mad that on the book they put that it was like Thirteen Reasons Why when it definitely wasn't at all. This book was one big groan of disappointment.
September 30, 2012
4.5 stars
So many people said they read this book in just one sitting. I wasn't expecting that to be the case for me, what with all the homework and studying I should have been doing. But needing a break from Karl, Max and Emile I cracked open (well clicked open) Carmen Rodrigues' 34 Pieces of You and now here I am, a bit past midnight, emotionally drained.
There was not a single character in this story that I couldn't relate to in some way. The troubles they went through were real and some touched very close to home for me making this a book that I'm sure I'll be thinking about for quite a while. This isn't an easy read in that all the characters are pained and hurting in some way and reading it you just wish you could help them. And obviously they're just characters, but they represent real issues that people are going through every day like depression, guilt, loneliness, trauma, etc.
I guess I'm not really sure what I'm trying to say here, except that you should definitely read this book. It's sad, and it's good, and it's real.
So many people said they read this book in just one sitting. I wasn't expecting that to be the case for me, what with all the homework and studying I should have been doing. But needing a break from Karl, Max and Emile I cracked open (well clicked open) Carmen Rodrigues' 34 Pieces of You and now here I am, a bit past midnight, emotionally drained.
There was not a single character in this story that I couldn't relate to in some way. The troubles they went through were real and some touched very close to home for me making this a book that I'm sure I'll be thinking about for quite a while. This isn't an easy read in that all the characters are pained and hurting in some way and reading it you just wish you could help them. And obviously they're just characters, but they represent real issues that people are going through every day like depression, guilt, loneliness, trauma, etc.
I guess I'm not really sure what I'm trying to say here, except that you should definitely read this book. It's sad, and it's good, and it's real.
August 30, 2019
As I review this, I'm a little bit torn on what to think. I have a feeling that teenage me would have loved this. The darkness of Ellie's story, and the way all the pieces connect between what seem to be her secrets and what are really those of her friends and family, would have really appealed during my mopey teenage years. To say that makes it sound like I'm downplaying all the serious issues upon which this book touches, but I don't want to do that. I think the book does shine light on how important it is to not only observe when someone is in crisis, but to reach out to them and their loved ones.
At the same time, I never really felt engaged with the characters themselves. I had a lot of feelings about the emotions they must have been dealing with, but not for them as characters or the story that was unfolding before me. I finished the book because it was a quick read and I kept hoping for that turning point which would hook me, but it never came. I'm still rating this as a 3 stars because I do think it really describes those feelings of being a teen going through depression well: that feeling of detachment and loneliness and searching. It just doesn't resonate with me at this point in my life.
Fun experience though? I got an old paperback from the library which contains a preview for the next book out from Rodrigues. That preview appears to be an early scene or version of The Universal Laws of Marco, which is a book that I loved. This was a neat glimpse into its past.
At the same time, I never really felt engaged with the characters themselves. I had a lot of feelings about the emotions they must have been dealing with, but not for them as characters or the story that was unfolding before me. I finished the book because it was a quick read and I kept hoping for that turning point which would hook me, but it never came. I'm still rating this as a 3 stars because I do think it really describes those feelings of being a teen going through depression well: that feeling of detachment and loneliness and searching. It just doesn't resonate with me at this point in my life.
Fun experience though? I got an old paperback from the library which contains a preview for the next book out from Rodrigues. That preview appears to be an early scene or version of The Universal Laws of Marco, which is a book that I loved. This was a neat glimpse into its past.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
August 7, 2012
If you are looking for a fun, light hearted read then keep looking. This book was very dark and very emotional. Once started, it is not easy to put down though so just be prepared to spend some time with it and be warned that it is quite depressing.
The story starts out being told by Jess. Jess is Sarah's younger sister. Sarah is Ellie's best friend. Ellie is a very torn up character. She is simply a mess! The story starts with Jess describing the "accident" that landed her sister in the hospital and Ellie in an early grave. Jess has 34 strips of paper she found in a box under Ellie's bed...34 clues to who Ellie was and why she was so disturbed.
This story is told in alternating POVs of Sarah, Jess, Ellie and Ellie's older brother, Jake. It was also told in the format of "before" and "after" the accident. I found this to all get somewhat confusing once in awhile as I had to go back and remember if I was reading through Jess's POV or Sarah's, if it was then or now. It gets easier as you keep reading though so don't let that discourage you too much.
I liked how each chapter began with one of the 34 clue's that Ellie left. It helped to tie all the pieces together and to get a sense of who Ellie was and how she interacted with not only Jake, Sarah and Jess but also Tommy (Jake's friend), Lola (Jess's friend) and her own mother and stepfather(s). You are able to watch Ellie spiral so desperately out of control and it is pretty easy to understand why as you continue to read the clues.
These characters hurt so much! Each one of them was consumed with their guilt for not helping Ellie more and the incredible loss they felt after her death. It was easy to feel their emotions and to connect with each one of them. By the end, I just wanted to pull them all close and reassure them it would all be okay.
I thought Jess was the strongest character and liked her relationship with Ellie. It was sweet and confusing but not overdone. I think everyone worried about Sarah so much that often times, Jess was left to her own devices, which led to the issues with eating (although that is not brought up too much). Still, Jess was the one that tried to be there for Sarah as much as she could and tried the hardest to understand why Ellie was the way she was.
Sarah was just full of depression and I don't think her parents did her any favors. However, in their defense, I'm not sure they really knew how to deal with what was going on. I know, as a parent, I would be scared for my child and probably wouldn't make the best decisions either. I think the way the parent's were portrayed was actually very realistic of how parents might act if put in this situation with their child.
I felt the same way about Ellie's mom when she figured out what was going on with Ellie. She just plain didn't know how to deal with it and unfortunately, I think there are a lot of parents out there like that. I have been through what Ellie went through and while my parents handled things differently, I still don't think they really knew how to deal with something so horrendous! Again, sadly, Ellie's mom and the way she handled things was probably a pretty good picture of how these things are handled often.
This is definitely a book that should be read. Like I said, it isn't a feel-good, light-hearted read. It's not even a fun read but it is a book that grabs you and won't let go and keeps you thinking about it long after you have finished it. For me, that means it was well worth the time and sadness!
The story starts out being told by Jess. Jess is Sarah's younger sister. Sarah is Ellie's best friend. Ellie is a very torn up character. She is simply a mess! The story starts with Jess describing the "accident" that landed her sister in the hospital and Ellie in an early grave. Jess has 34 strips of paper she found in a box under Ellie's bed...34 clues to who Ellie was and why she was so disturbed.
This story is told in alternating POVs of Sarah, Jess, Ellie and Ellie's older brother, Jake. It was also told in the format of "before" and "after" the accident. I found this to all get somewhat confusing once in awhile as I had to go back and remember if I was reading through Jess's POV or Sarah's, if it was then or now. It gets easier as you keep reading though so don't let that discourage you too much.
I liked how each chapter began with one of the 34 clue's that Ellie left. It helped to tie all the pieces together and to get a sense of who Ellie was and how she interacted with not only Jake, Sarah and Jess but also Tommy (Jake's friend), Lola (Jess's friend) and her own mother and stepfather(s). You are able to watch Ellie spiral so desperately out of control and it is pretty easy to understand why as you continue to read the clues.
These characters hurt so much! Each one of them was consumed with their guilt for not helping Ellie more and the incredible loss they felt after her death. It was easy to feel their emotions and to connect with each one of them. By the end, I just wanted to pull them all close and reassure them it would all be okay.
I thought Jess was the strongest character and liked her relationship with Ellie. It was sweet and confusing but not overdone. I think everyone worried about Sarah so much that often times, Jess was left to her own devices, which led to the issues with eating (although that is not brought up too much). Still, Jess was the one that tried to be there for Sarah as much as she could and tried the hardest to understand why Ellie was the way she was.
Sarah was just full of depression and I don't think her parents did her any favors. However, in their defense, I'm not sure they really knew how to deal with what was going on. I know, as a parent, I would be scared for my child and probably wouldn't make the best decisions either. I think the way the parent's were portrayed was actually very realistic of how parents might act if put in this situation with their child.
I felt the same way about Ellie's mom when she figured out what was going on with Ellie. She just plain didn't know how to deal with it and unfortunately, I think there are a lot of parents out there like that. I have been through what Ellie went through and while my parents handled things differently, I still don't think they really knew how to deal with something so horrendous! Again, sadly, Ellie's mom and the way she handled things was probably a pretty good picture of how these things are handled often.
This is definitely a book that should be read. Like I said, it isn't a feel-good, light-hearted read. It's not even a fun read but it is a book that grabs you and won't let go and keeps you thinking about it long after you have finished it. For me, that means it was well worth the time and sadness!
October 30, 2012
I honestly don't know where to begin with this book. Carmen was written one of the most heart-wrenching books I have ever read. Granted I haven't read many books dealing with a lot of the tough issues you see in this book, I have read a lot of emotional book and this one will without a doubt get your emotions rolling. 34 Pieces of You is so beautifully written and extremely captivating. With this being Carmen's Sophmore novel I didn't know what to expect not knowing anything about her writing, but I can honestly say this was one of the most emotional books that I have ever read and the connection you build with the story and characters is incredible.
This story deals with so many tough issues, more so than in any book I have read. I have read very few books dealing with tough issues so I am not an expert with what to look for. But I feel like if an author can really make you feel what is going on through the story, they are doing an amazing job. And what I mean by that, is I really felt that Carmen wrote the book in a way where you really felt the pain of the characters throughout the story and really got a sense of what they were going through. To me, this feels like an extremely difficult thing to do, but I really enjoyed this aspect of the story because it allows such a deep connection of everything.
The character... Wow, I am having trouble trying to put this all into words. These characters felt so real, seeing their pain, struggles and how they were coping with everything that happened. There are very few books that I can think of where I have had such a deep connection with the characters. It's insane just how gripping these characters are. I can can pretty much promise that you will really feel for these characters as you read this book. It seems like it's pretty much impossible not to.
The ending of the book is just as heart-wrenching as everything else was. It's so difficult to explain the path the story takes, it's truly just something you have to experience for yourself. It was hard enough for me to be able to put this book into words so I could give you all a review of it simply due to the emotional ride this book puts you through. There is so much that I could go on about, but I don't want to spoil anything for you all. All I can say is that you really need to read this book
I am highly impressed with this book. I knew i was going to be a sad book, but I didn't expect it to be such an emotional roller-coaster. I really loved that about this book though, and I think other readers will really love that too. Sometimes an emotional story is just what you need. I wouldn't really say there are a ton of bright moments, it's a pretty heavy book all the way through but it's such a wonderful book that I feel everyone that has the opportunity to read it should.
This story deals with so many tough issues, more so than in any book I have read. I have read very few books dealing with tough issues so I am not an expert with what to look for. But I feel like if an author can really make you feel what is going on through the story, they are doing an amazing job. And what I mean by that, is I really felt that Carmen wrote the book in a way where you really felt the pain of the characters throughout the story and really got a sense of what they were going through. To me, this feels like an extremely difficult thing to do, but I really enjoyed this aspect of the story because it allows such a deep connection of everything.
The character... Wow, I am having trouble trying to put this all into words. These characters felt so real, seeing their pain, struggles and how they were coping with everything that happened. There are very few books that I can think of where I have had such a deep connection with the characters. It's insane just how gripping these characters are. I can can pretty much promise that you will really feel for these characters as you read this book. It seems like it's pretty much impossible not to.
The ending of the book is just as heart-wrenching as everything else was. It's so difficult to explain the path the story takes, it's truly just something you have to experience for yourself. It was hard enough for me to be able to put this book into words so I could give you all a review of it simply due to the emotional ride this book puts you through. There is so much that I could go on about, but I don't want to spoil anything for you all. All I can say is that you really need to read this book
I am highly impressed with this book. I knew i was going to be a sad book, but I didn't expect it to be such an emotional roller-coaster. I really loved that about this book though, and I think other readers will really love that too. Sometimes an emotional story is just what you need. I wouldn't really say there are a ton of bright moments, it's a pretty heavy book all the way through but it's such a wonderful book that I feel everyone that has the opportunity to read it should.
October 13, 2012
Technically it took me but three hours to finish this one (does that entice you at all?) This is despite the initially confusing jump between the pasts and presents of those three voices. Perhaps it’s because of the speed at which I got through this that I felt little invested in most of them (or maybe not.) All those 13 Reasons Why comparisons pushed me to read this except beyond the tragic deaths in both, I didn’t feel for this quite as much. In 13, Hannah recounts in specific and sometimes painful detail how a body played a role in her life; this one focuses on how those left behind are affected. Steamrolled seems apt.
So there were three. Ellie has left behind a world of hurt and the question of did she or didn’t she. Mostly this was about how she factored into their lives and how her being gone has left them feeling. We have her older brother, her best friend, as well as her best friend’s sister to contend with. There’s a lot of history to mine through as well as a complicated set of connections on how this one loves that person and how that one doesn’t want that one. The one that’s easiest to comprehend is that between Ellie and Jake.
Two sides to her brother, one side tugging at my heart a little stronger than the other. Ellie hasn’t had it easy, and him as big brother is compelled to make things right and be there for her. It’s this (making things right or making things better) that was sad and real at once. But that eventual wanting of more was what rang most honest to me. The need to be his own man, not just her older brother and not just their mother’s son was the most honest thing about him. It would seem that her brother has the most straightforward heartbreak… that’s not how it plays out though because other aspects become clear, that while Ellie is the life of the group, other things were happening as well:
Sarah and Jake’s own history is complicated to say the least; there’s obviously something more between the two… and it takes ages to understand why’s and who’s and what now’s because though they may have (had) a connection, neither of them were angels. And still Jake and Sarah (alone or together) left me feeling little. In fact it was Jessie who inspired more than interest in me, the pain she takes away from this was a different sort… and unexpected. That despite being younger than them all, she’s the one who sees another side to Ellie. To most Ellie is the center of it, the charismatic one who pulls others to her, this may be true… but Jessi sees more, and as we learn, knows more as well.
3/5
So there were three. Ellie has left behind a world of hurt and the question of did she or didn’t she. Mostly this was about how she factored into their lives and how her being gone has left them feeling. We have her older brother, her best friend, as well as her best friend’s sister to contend with. There’s a lot of history to mine through as well as a complicated set of connections on how this one loves that person and how that one doesn’t want that one. The one that’s easiest to comprehend is that between Ellie and Jake.
Two sides to her brother, one side tugging at my heart a little stronger than the other. Ellie hasn’t had it easy, and him as big brother is compelled to make things right and be there for her. It’s this (making things right or making things better) that was sad and real at once. But that eventual wanting of more was what rang most honest to me. The need to be his own man, not just her older brother and not just their mother’s son was the most honest thing about him. It would seem that her brother has the most straightforward heartbreak… that’s not how it plays out though because other aspects become clear, that while Ellie is the life of the group, other things were happening as well:
Sarah and Jake’s own history is complicated to say the least; there’s obviously something more between the two… and it takes ages to understand why’s and who’s and what now’s because though they may have (had) a connection, neither of them were angels. And still Jake and Sarah (alone or together) left me feeling little. In fact it was Jessie who inspired more than interest in me, the pain she takes away from this was a different sort… and unexpected. That despite being younger than them all, she’s the one who sees another side to Ellie. To most Ellie is the center of it, the charismatic one who pulls others to her, this may be true… but Jessi sees more, and as we learn, knows more as well.
3/5
September 18, 2012
First I would like to Thank Around The World ARC Tours for allowing me to read this book. I have to say that this book took my breath away. It was so sad at some points and then at others I would laugh because it was teenage stuff that teens do and are allowed to get away with it. 34 Pieces of You takes a look at what happens when you mix drugs and alcohol with teens issues like cutting, depression, homosexuality, sexual abuse, divorce. These issues have hit our teens very hard and when life gets rough for them they take the only way out they know how and that is to kill themselves. Suicide is never the answer because things are not fixed they are gone and so is the person that kills themselves.
Elle is dark and full of hurt and depression. She is broken and the only one who knows about it is her brother Jake. But when Jake moves away for college Elle starts to unravel and she brings her friends down with her. Elle and Sarah both take to many pills one night and at the end of the night Elle is dead and Sarah is holding on for dear life.
The book starts out by Sarah's sister talking about Sarah and Elle's relationship and how it changed when they were together. Then Elle has left 34 pieces of papers with clues on it as to why she committed suicide. It is 34 pieces of a tortured soul who needed help and when it got very bad for her she decided she would end her life and be done with the world and what it had to offer her.
In the end you will be shocked by all the secrets everyone held in. The truth is is that this group of friends and family was hurting and no one took a step to get help they so desperately needed. This is a must read for all teens going through something. Suicide is never the easy way out. Seek help, tell someone but know that what you are experiencing is not worth living for. Someone out there loves you and does not want to see you hurt.
Elle is dark and full of hurt and depression. She is broken and the only one who knows about it is her brother Jake. But when Jake moves away for college Elle starts to unravel and she brings her friends down with her. Elle and Sarah both take to many pills one night and at the end of the night Elle is dead and Sarah is holding on for dear life.
The book starts out by Sarah's sister talking about Sarah and Elle's relationship and how it changed when they were together. Then Elle has left 34 pieces of papers with clues on it as to why she committed suicide. It is 34 pieces of a tortured soul who needed help and when it got very bad for her she decided she would end her life and be done with the world and what it had to offer her.
In the end you will be shocked by all the secrets everyone held in. The truth is is that this group of friends and family was hurting and no one took a step to get help they so desperately needed. This is a must read for all teens going through something. Suicide is never the easy way out. Seek help, tell someone but know that what you are experiencing is not worth living for. Someone out there loves you and does not want to see you hurt.
January 9, 2014
Life has always been hard for Ellie and because of this she often made it hard for those that are around, especially her best friend Sarah, brother Jake and his best friend Tommy. The four of them were often together, but Ellie kept so much inside that when she had a sudden drug overdose, everyone was shocked. But is more shocking is the scary truth that comes out through the stories and memories of Sarah, Jake and Jessie (Sarah's sister). Their stories and memories of Ellie and their time together with her helps them through their own agony of Ellie and her overdose, but also through their own pains in life as the go along. Will the truth of Ellie's overdose come out? Will her pain be finally set free from her? Will the others be able to go on with life now that Ellie is gone?
This was a powerful book and so real and true to life. Depression is a very scary thing, whether you are going through it personally or watching someone you love fall into the downward spiral. These characters ring true to what those that are around a person with depression and suicidal thoughts go through. It is a scary reality, but it more common than most people know or realize and now is becoming more open in the public which is a step in the right direction for those that need the help they seek but cannot seem to find. It is a hard book to read, but is captivating and I could not put it down, I think more books like this should be read by young people as well as their parents to understand what is going on.
Thank you Carmen Rodrigues for writing such a beautiful and pwoerful book that shows the true reality of what young people go through.
This was a powerful book and so real and true to life. Depression is a very scary thing, whether you are going through it personally or watching someone you love fall into the downward spiral. These characters ring true to what those that are around a person with depression and suicidal thoughts go through. It is a scary reality, but it more common than most people know or realize and now is becoming more open in the public which is a step in the right direction for those that need the help they seek but cannot seem to find. It is a hard book to read, but is captivating and I could not put it down, I think more books like this should be read by young people as well as their parents to understand what is going on.
Thank you Carmen Rodrigues for writing such a beautiful and pwoerful book that shows the true reality of what young people go through.
January 18, 2015
Ellie died of an accidental overdose (maybe), leaving her brother Jake, best friend, Sarah, and best friend's sister, Jessie to deal with the aftermath, each feeling responsible for her death. She left behind a box with thirty-four messages about herself, clues to why she became so self destructive. Sarah also OD'd, but survived, psychologically traumatized. Jessie thinks her secret caused Ellie's OD, and Jake believes he should have rescued Ellie. Instead of relying on each other, they isolate, feeling more alienated.
The book is written from the POVs of Sarah, Jessie, and Jake, and my only criticism is that the first person accounts weren't unique. I enjoyed the fluidity of the writing, short sentences and over all pacing of this novel. Jessie, I felt was the most developed character. I wish Rodriguez would have made the other main characters more multidimensional.
This is a cautionary tale about trust, secrets, and the painful choices some teens feel they must make. I highly recommend.
The book is written from the POVs of Sarah, Jessie, and Jake, and my only criticism is that the first person accounts weren't unique. I enjoyed the fluidity of the writing, short sentences and over all pacing of this novel. Jessie, I felt was the most developed character. I wish Rodriguez would have made the other main characters more multidimensional.
This is a cautionary tale about trust, secrets, and the painful choices some teens feel they must make. I highly recommend.
February 28, 2020
I didn't like how this book switched between characters and times. I got some characters confused sometimes because it switched so much. This book gave me a lot of mixed emotions. There was some points were I was almost tearing up because Ellie died by an overdose and her close friends and brother were mourning her loss. There were some flashbacks that made me cringe because I cannot stand the thought of cutting and Ellie did that a lot to herself. There was even a time Ellie got her friend to cut. I had mixed feelings on Ellie. Sometimes I was thinking she was a nice person who just had a bad background and other times I thought she was really mean. I didn't like how Ellie smoked or drank, that's one of the reasons I had mixed feelings. I hated how Ellie's mom saw the cuts on her arm and then said nothing to her. This book didn't really have a deep plot. It was just telling what people thought of Ellie. The thing I wonder is, did Ellie plan on killing herself, or was it an accident?
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
April 13, 2012
34 Piece of You is a Dark & compelling novel of sex, friendship, attempted suicide, and the burden of secrets.
The story opens with Jessie explaining the accident that happened with Ellie (her friend) & Sarah (her sister) and is told in the points of view of Jessie, Sarah, & Jake (Ellie's brother). All three feel responsible for what happened to Ellie. Carmen does a wonderful job of getting into the minds of the three main characters and expressing their feelings of love, loss, guilt & confusion. Anyone who has lost someone close to them can totally relate to the feelings of these three.
I really enjoyed reading 34 Pieces of You and I would highly recommend this book to all high school aged kids whether they have lost someone close to them or not; teen age years are vry trying and confusing and that is captured perfectly in this book.
Bravo to you Carmen!
The story opens with Jessie explaining the accident that happened with Ellie (her friend) & Sarah (her sister) and is told in the points of view of Jessie, Sarah, & Jake (Ellie's brother). All three feel responsible for what happened to Ellie. Carmen does a wonderful job of getting into the minds of the three main characters and expressing their feelings of love, loss, guilt & confusion. Anyone who has lost someone close to them can totally relate to the feelings of these three.
I really enjoyed reading 34 Pieces of You and I would highly recommend this book to all high school aged kids whether they have lost someone close to them or not; teen age years are vry trying and confusing and that is captured perfectly in this book.
Bravo to you Carmen!
April 22, 2015
My first thought upon finishing this young adult novel was that I really wish they hadn't ripped off the title of 13 Reasons Why for this book - yes, it's definitely In the same vein, but it completely holds its own. I feel like the title is a gimmick the book doesn't need. In the end I actually liked it more than the Jay Asher novel.
Rodrigues hits nearly every teen "issue" you can imagine -- suicide, drugs, abuse, cutting, eating disorders -- but rather than feeling like overkill, the story shows how pain and self-abuse can snowball for desperate teens. I thought the characters were really well fleshed out, and the story compelling. Finished it in one night.
September 24, 2012
Reminded me of Looking for Alaska. This book will hook you right from the beginning. But get ready for some sad, depressing and hurtful moments. Told from four perpective views. You will find yourself in a maze trying to understand the time frame but you will get it once you go through a few time slots. :p
I still have a lot of unanswered questions, though. Hmm. Anyway, I liked this book. Read it if you are looking for something to wake you up and appreciate your life more. *shrugs* If you are already awake, read it anyway. <_<
I still have a lot of unanswered questions, though. Hmm. Anyway, I liked this book. Read it if you are looking for something to wake you up and appreciate your life more. *shrugs* If you are already awake, read it anyway. <_<
April 4, 2012
Reminded my of 13 Reasons Why and Why We Broke Up. A girl spiraling down and destroying herself with her reckless behavior because of something that happened to her as a child. Realistic and perfect teenage read.
August 27, 2021
1,5 stars
When I purchased 34 Pieces of You I was in a huge YA Mystery phase. Like all my books, this one was on my shelves, collecting dust for ± 7 years, before I finally decided to pick it up. Maybe if I had read it then, I would have enjoyed it more, but 34 Pieces of You isn't what I expected. It reads more like a contemporary than a mystery.
34 Pieces of You is told through three PoVs - Sarah, Jessie and Jake - who were all a part of Ellie's life. The PoVs are pretty similar and while the characters are messy, toxic and have gone through messed up situations, they aren't compelling. Ellie is probably the most complex character. She's dark, broken, destructive and manipulative and while there are scenes that show her good and bad sides, I didn't care for her.
My main issue is that 34 Pieces of You is shallow. There are a lot of serious issues and potential triggers that are touched on, but aren't explored in depth. (On that note: please check trigger warnings before reading this book.) It also feels like these issues are included to make the story seem more edgy.
I also don't get the point of this book or what it was trying to achieve (which could be a 'me-issue'). The story is told through alternating timelines, but there isn't a substantial plot and I didn't care enough about the characters to just go with it. I also don't understand why the 34 notes are included. Maybe it's to give more insight about Ellie, but it doesn't have much to do with the story and feels gimmicky.
34 Pieces of You is a quick read, but because I didn't care for the characters and felt like there wasn't a solid plot, it's also a forgettable read.
When I purchased 34 Pieces of You I was in a huge YA Mystery phase. Like all my books, this one was on my shelves, collecting dust for ± 7 years, before I finally decided to pick it up. Maybe if I had read it then, I would have enjoyed it more, but 34 Pieces of You isn't what I expected. It reads more like a contemporary than a mystery.
34 Pieces of You is told through three PoVs - Sarah, Jessie and Jake - who were all a part of Ellie's life. The PoVs are pretty similar and while the characters are messy, toxic and have gone through messed up situations, they aren't compelling. Ellie is probably the most complex character. She's dark, broken, destructive and manipulative and while there are scenes that show her good and bad sides, I didn't care for her.
My main issue is that 34 Pieces of You is shallow. There are a lot of serious issues and potential triggers that are touched on, but aren't explored in depth. (On that note: please check trigger warnings before reading this book.) It also feels like these issues are included to make the story seem more edgy.
I also don't get the point of this book or what it was trying to achieve (which could be a 'me-issue'). The story is told through alternating timelines, but there isn't a substantial plot and I didn't care enough about the characters to just go with it. I also don't understand why the 34 notes are included. Maybe it's to give more insight about Ellie, but it doesn't have much to do with the story and feels gimmicky.
34 Pieces of You is a quick read, but because I didn't care for the characters and felt like there wasn't a solid plot, it's also a forgettable read.
October 25, 2012
Review courtesy of Dark Faerie Tales
Quick & Dirty: A heart-wrenching tale about the ugly truth in a teen’s melancholy life.
Opening Sentence: It happened on a Saturday.
The Review:
I wasn’t instantly attracted to 34 Pieces of You by Carmen Rodrigues when I first picked it up. There is something about the cover that turned me away. But after reading several pages, I was quickly enthralled by the story. Rodrigues writes an emotionally dark story, chilling and powerful to the core.
In 34 Pieces of You, Ellie has left this world, leaving her friends and family devastated and left with many unanswered questions. Ellie was different and learning about her life will emotionally drain you. She is complex, layered with many emotions and complications – too many for a young girl like herself. Despite the smile she may or may not have on her face, deep down Ellie has a dark and depressing soul attached to her. For her brother Jake, her friend Sarah, and Sarah’s sister Jess, they find all of this out a little too late. Only 34 pieces of Ellie’s deepest thoughts are scrawled onto paper, individualized and torn, just like her life.
In a multi-point-of-view format, pieces of Ellie’s life is brought together through the eyes and memories of Ellie herself, Jake, Sarah. Each memory is told either before or after her death. For me, I felt that most of the darkest and earliest memories come from Jake, having the insight that a brother could only have. As a reader, I saw their family dynamic and where Ellie’s problems could have started from. Sarah’s memories were closer to the end, and as a reader, I saw how dark Ellie got. There were some things that surprised me, and not for the better.
With Jess, there was a softer side of Ellie that I was able to see. For the most part, Jess’ memories were from the outside and apart from what Jake and Sarah saw. She wasn’t really a part of Ellie’s life until later on, and it wasn’t as up close and personal like it was with Jake and Sarah.
Rodriques’ world is dark and intense, bringing out the deep emotions from people, and not just from Ellie herself. There are two sides of the story, and it is apparent from the memories and thoughts of each person. There are so many levels of dysfunctional within the story that it’s hard to separate my own personal thoughts with the characters themselves. Rodriques speaks about so many issues, each one a little worse than the first.
Not many authors can do it, but Rodriques has managed to walk the fine line of reality and fiction without doing too much. There’s a nice harmony between the two, despite the topics that she writes about. Ellie’s life is sad and melancholy, but I also saw some happy moments shared between her loved ones. Her life wasn’t always sad and depressing, and Rodrigues’ writing showcased the differences nicely. There’s something to be said about the writing style used. I thought the lyrical prose gave justice to the life of Ellie.
I’m not sure if I got all of the answers that I needed, after finishing 34 Pieces of You. I felt that there could probably have been something more said between Ellie and the others or even between the others and each other. I recommend this book for the realistic truth that Carmen Rodrigues writes about.
Notable Scene:
I stare out the window and think about Sarah. I wonder if she’s doing better. i wonder if I should go to her. I want to tell her everything. I want to let her rub my head until it falls forward in perfect submission. But I can’t… The world has shifted too much, and I don’t know where to go from here.
FTC Advisory: Simon Pulse provided me with a copy of 34 Pieces of You. No goody bags, sponsorships, “material connections,” or bribes were exchanged for my review. In addition, I don’t receive affiliate fees for anything purchased via links from my site.
Quick & Dirty: A heart-wrenching tale about the ugly truth in a teen’s melancholy life.
Opening Sentence: It happened on a Saturday.
The Review:
I wasn’t instantly attracted to 34 Pieces of You by Carmen Rodrigues when I first picked it up. There is something about the cover that turned me away. But after reading several pages, I was quickly enthralled by the story. Rodrigues writes an emotionally dark story, chilling and powerful to the core.
In 34 Pieces of You, Ellie has left this world, leaving her friends and family devastated and left with many unanswered questions. Ellie was different and learning about her life will emotionally drain you. She is complex, layered with many emotions and complications – too many for a young girl like herself. Despite the smile she may or may not have on her face, deep down Ellie has a dark and depressing soul attached to her. For her brother Jake, her friend Sarah, and Sarah’s sister Jess, they find all of this out a little too late. Only 34 pieces of Ellie’s deepest thoughts are scrawled onto paper, individualized and torn, just like her life.
In a multi-point-of-view format, pieces of Ellie’s life is brought together through the eyes and memories of Ellie herself, Jake, Sarah. Each memory is told either before or after her death. For me, I felt that most of the darkest and earliest memories come from Jake, having the insight that a brother could only have. As a reader, I saw their family dynamic and where Ellie’s problems could have started from. Sarah’s memories were closer to the end, and as a reader, I saw how dark Ellie got. There were some things that surprised me, and not for the better.
With Jess, there was a softer side of Ellie that I was able to see. For the most part, Jess’ memories were from the outside and apart from what Jake and Sarah saw. She wasn’t really a part of Ellie’s life until later on, and it wasn’t as up close and personal like it was with Jake and Sarah.
Rodriques’ world is dark and intense, bringing out the deep emotions from people, and not just from Ellie herself. There are two sides of the story, and it is apparent from the memories and thoughts of each person. There are so many levels of dysfunctional within the story that it’s hard to separate my own personal thoughts with the characters themselves. Rodriques speaks about so many issues, each one a little worse than the first.
Not many authors can do it, but Rodriques has managed to walk the fine line of reality and fiction without doing too much. There’s a nice harmony between the two, despite the topics that she writes about. Ellie’s life is sad and melancholy, but I also saw some happy moments shared between her loved ones. Her life wasn’t always sad and depressing, and Rodrigues’ writing showcased the differences nicely. There’s something to be said about the writing style used. I thought the lyrical prose gave justice to the life of Ellie.
I’m not sure if I got all of the answers that I needed, after finishing 34 Pieces of You. I felt that there could probably have been something more said between Ellie and the others or even between the others and each other. I recommend this book for the realistic truth that Carmen Rodrigues writes about.
Notable Scene:
I stare out the window and think about Sarah. I wonder if she’s doing better. i wonder if I should go to her. I want to tell her everything. I want to let her rub my head until it falls forward in perfect submission. But I can’t… The world has shifted too much, and I don’t know where to go from here.
FTC Advisory: Simon Pulse provided me with a copy of 34 Pieces of You. No goody bags, sponsorships, “material connections,” or bribes were exchanged for my review. In addition, I don’t receive affiliate fees for anything purchased via links from my site.
September 9, 2012
Although you will read 34 PIECES OF YOU in one sitting, it is by no means a “light read.” I think there was every teenage problem imaginable packed into its pages, including: drug and alcohol abuse, cutting, sexual abuse, homosexuality/coming out, manic depression, divorce, absent parents, hospitalization, and overdose.
Fun, right? :/
In fact, I would not have picked this book up at all if it weren’t for something I read on Goodreads. (I’ve tried to go back and find who said this with no luck, but these ideas are not my own.) The reviewer said that the title and the use of these 34 pieces of paper to tell the story is a gimmick that the book doesn’t need. The format is similar to 13 REASON’S WHY (which I have not read…I know, I know!) and the reviewer was afraid the title would make it look like a copycat book, when in actuality, 34 PIECES OF YOU is even better.
I definitely agree that the title and the 34 scraps of paper are an unnecessary gimmick, and although I cannot compare it to 13 REASONS WHY, I can compare it to CRANK by Ellen Hopkins, a powerful, gripping and completely accurate read. I had the same emotional reading experience while reading CRANK as I did while reading 34 PIECES OF YOU. It’s like you are in emotional shock. These problems and the characters that deal with them every day are real and their experiences are powerful. The courage it takes to get through these issues is something that needs to be respected. These books make you stop and think about helping a friend or loved one who is going through these things. It also makes all the adults who complain about teenagers look really, really bad.
At the same time, though, is the issue I have with “problem novels”. I never want to see rape or drug abuse in a sensational light; as in something to shock and awe the reader. I hope anytime these issues are portrayed in a novel, it is done with real purpose, as a way to provide bibliotherapy to someone who has, or knows someone who has, gone through the same thing. It should never, ever be done for entertainment or suspenseful purposes. Just my opinion…but I happen to think my opinion is RIGHT. (Sorry to go all librarian on you there. Here’s a good definition of bibliotherapy if you are interested. And yes, I DID just site Wikipedia, yo!)
34 PIECES OF YOU was definitely written to help teens, or at least to portray troubled teens in a respectful light. However, the book was not as helpful as, say, books by Laurie Halse Anderson. Maybe it was because the book involved so many characters with so many problems, it took on a melodramatic feel at times. Overall, however, it is a very well-written book, with characters you care about, a well-paced and developed plot line, and a mature grasp of the subject matter. It also focuses on how to heal and work through these issues, and it is realistic in the amount of time and the amount of hurt you have to experience to get there.
Sometimes in my reading, I need a strong dose of reality to counteract all the fantasy and magic and romance. 34 PIECES OF YOU was exactly the wake-up call I needed to remember to count my blessings, learn from my experiences, and help others when they are going through tough times.
Fun, right? :/
In fact, I would not have picked this book up at all if it weren’t for something I read on Goodreads. (I’ve tried to go back and find who said this with no luck, but these ideas are not my own.) The reviewer said that the title and the use of these 34 pieces of paper to tell the story is a gimmick that the book doesn’t need. The format is similar to 13 REASON’S WHY (which I have not read…I know, I know!) and the reviewer was afraid the title would make it look like a copycat book, when in actuality, 34 PIECES OF YOU is even better.
I definitely agree that the title and the 34 scraps of paper are an unnecessary gimmick, and although I cannot compare it to 13 REASONS WHY, I can compare it to CRANK by Ellen Hopkins, a powerful, gripping and completely accurate read. I had the same emotional reading experience while reading CRANK as I did while reading 34 PIECES OF YOU. It’s like you are in emotional shock. These problems and the characters that deal with them every day are real and their experiences are powerful. The courage it takes to get through these issues is something that needs to be respected. These books make you stop and think about helping a friend or loved one who is going through these things. It also makes all the adults who complain about teenagers look really, really bad.
At the same time, though, is the issue I have with “problem novels”. I never want to see rape or drug abuse in a sensational light; as in something to shock and awe the reader. I hope anytime these issues are portrayed in a novel, it is done with real purpose, as a way to provide bibliotherapy to someone who has, or knows someone who has, gone through the same thing. It should never, ever be done for entertainment or suspenseful purposes. Just my opinion…but I happen to think my opinion is RIGHT. (Sorry to go all librarian on you there. Here’s a good definition of bibliotherapy if you are interested. And yes, I DID just site Wikipedia, yo!)
34 PIECES OF YOU was definitely written to help teens, or at least to portray troubled teens in a respectful light. However, the book was not as helpful as, say, books by Laurie Halse Anderson. Maybe it was because the book involved so many characters with so many problems, it took on a melodramatic feel at times. Overall, however, it is a very well-written book, with characters you care about, a well-paced and developed plot line, and a mature grasp of the subject matter. It also focuses on how to heal and work through these issues, and it is realistic in the amount of time and the amount of hurt you have to experience to get there.
Sometimes in my reading, I need a strong dose of reality to counteract all the fantasy and magic and romance. 34 PIECES OF YOU was exactly the wake-up call I needed to remember to count my blessings, learn from my experiences, and help others when they are going through tough times.
December 17, 2012
I was in the mood to read something depressing and disturbing and 34 Pieces of You seemed to be the perfect choice, but this book took disturbing to a whole new level altogether. I love the book title and cover, but I'm afraid I'll have to say that that's where my like for the book ends.
34 Pieces of You is told from the points of view of three people directly in relation with Ellie, who dies because of a drug overdose, suicide or otherwise. Ellie's brother Jake, her best friend and neighbour, Sarah and Sarah's sister, Jesse write about their own experiences with Ellie and how each one is trying to digest the news of her death and move on. I found it very hard to relate to either of the characters. Their thoughts seemed confused and their behaviour, unwarranted. They were all disturbed in a way I couldn't quite comprehend. I thought they just made themselves feel unwanted and depressed when they definitely could have been more content and positive.
Jake did appear to be doing his best to make things right. But it was such a shame that he couldn't prioritize his duties as a student and as a family member. Sarah and Jesse's family was a riot. I really liked reading about their parents and sisters. They seemed to be a normal family. Both Sarah and Jesse would have been very likable characters had Ellie not turned their world (along with hers) upside down.
Ellie leaves 34 pieces in the form of notes in a box under her bed, to help her closed ones figure out her situation. This is where I thought she could have just spoken to someone she knew and trusted instead of bottling up her feelings, which were what, I have no idea. It was obvious that she was sexually abused and was doing drugs and had relationship issues, but that just wasn't enough for me to sympathise with her. Sadly, I still haven't figured out why she was so keen on killing herself when people were banging on her door to let them in and speak about her problems.
I know and understand that this is a perfect example of the Contemporary society, where it is difficult to open up and it just seems better to keep the mountain of problems building inside oneself, but I just could not relate to anything in the book. I must admit that author Carmen Rodrigues' writing style has a sort of stunning flow that makes you want to get to know the characters better.
Though it is a different and fresh concept, the whole idea of 34 Pieces of You seemed a little abstract and vague to me. But that's just my opinion. I know there are many people who loved this novel, and I respect that. It's just that when I thought I was up for disturbing, I had no clue this read would be so disturbing. A short read, it really won't hurt to give the book a try if you're up for a confusing and depressing ride. I wanted to like this book, but I hate to say that I didn't. It didn't do anything for me, but you might like it. You never know, right?
34 Pieces of You is told from the points of view of three people directly in relation with Ellie, who dies because of a drug overdose, suicide or otherwise. Ellie's brother Jake, her best friend and neighbour, Sarah and Sarah's sister, Jesse write about their own experiences with Ellie and how each one is trying to digest the news of her death and move on. I found it very hard to relate to either of the characters. Their thoughts seemed confused and their behaviour, unwarranted. They were all disturbed in a way I couldn't quite comprehend. I thought they just made themselves feel unwanted and depressed when they definitely could have been more content and positive.
Jake did appear to be doing his best to make things right. But it was such a shame that he couldn't prioritize his duties as a student and as a family member. Sarah and Jesse's family was a riot. I really liked reading about their parents and sisters. They seemed to be a normal family. Both Sarah and Jesse would have been very likable characters had Ellie not turned their world (along with hers) upside down.
Ellie leaves 34 pieces in the form of notes in a box under her bed, to help her closed ones figure out her situation. This is where I thought she could have just spoken to someone she knew and trusted instead of bottling up her feelings, which were what, I have no idea. It was obvious that she was sexually abused and was doing drugs and had relationship issues, but that just wasn't enough for me to sympathise with her. Sadly, I still haven't figured out why she was so keen on killing herself when people were banging on her door to let them in and speak about her problems.
I know and understand that this is a perfect example of the Contemporary society, where it is difficult to open up and it just seems better to keep the mountain of problems building inside oneself, but I just could not relate to anything in the book. I must admit that author Carmen Rodrigues' writing style has a sort of stunning flow that makes you want to get to know the characters better.
Though it is a different and fresh concept, the whole idea of 34 Pieces of You seemed a little abstract and vague to me. But that's just my opinion. I know there are many people who loved this novel, and I respect that. It's just that when I thought I was up for disturbing, I had no clue this read would be so disturbing. A short read, it really won't hurt to give the book a try if you're up for a confusing and depressing ride. I wanted to like this book, but I hate to say that I didn't. It didn't do anything for me, but you might like it. You never know, right?
October 10, 2013
The review is also available on my blog, Bows & Bullets Reviews
I have been avoiding this review because I’m not exactly sure what to say. I typically like to write a review immediately after I finish a novel because everything is still fresh in my mind, but I finished this book in July and I’ve still not written a review. It’s because this book is so far out of my normal range that I don’t know where to start. I typically have 2 basic things I need in a book, I need it to have some form of a love story and I need humor. Life is dull and depressing so I want something that will make me laugh and leave me smiling. This book is the opposite of that. There is not humor in it at all and though there is love, it’s not the kind I normally go for. I’m still not sure what made me want to read this besides the fact that it’s up on PulseIt. Maybe it’s how the cover model looks so alone and hauntingly sad.
Ellie was a troubled girl who just wanted to have fun. Fun, by her definition, included drinking, partying, drugs, sex, and many other most likely illegal activities. This leaves Ellie dead and her best friend, Sarah, in the hospital. This story follows Ellie’s brother, best friend, and best friends sister as they try to come to terms with her death. As you can see by that tiny summary, it’s very depressing. Sarah is in weekly therapy and still can’t manage to deal with Elle’s death. Jessie (Sarah’s sister) is just going through the motions, living and trying to hold it all together but really is dying on the inside. Jake, Ellie’s brother, is failing college because he can’t stop blaming himself for what happened. The big question on everyone’s mind is “was it intentional?” That question never gets outright answered, but it is implied over and over that Ellie’s death was suicide.
So, if this novel contains none of the things that I love, why does it get 4 stars? I think it’s because it touched me in ways I wasn’t expecting. I can completely relate to all the characters, from Ellie who was abused to Sarah and Jessie who don’t know how to cope with loss, and to Jake for blaming himself for something he thinks he could have prevented. They all go through real emotional struggles and the author does not pretend that these things can be fixed with a few brief psych visits and the support of your family. Yes, that does help, but it is not always enough. How do you cope with the fact that your best friend is dead? Your sister? Your lover? How are you supposed to go on living when nothing is right anymore? It was an emotional journey and I just can’t put into words how it has affected me. If you are looking for something that will really move you and make you think, this is it. A word of warning though, this does contain homosexuality. It doesn’t bother me, but i know it does bother some.
I have been avoiding this review because I’m not exactly sure what to say. I typically like to write a review immediately after I finish a novel because everything is still fresh in my mind, but I finished this book in July and I’ve still not written a review. It’s because this book is so far out of my normal range that I don’t know where to start. I typically have 2 basic things I need in a book, I need it to have some form of a love story and I need humor. Life is dull and depressing so I want something that will make me laugh and leave me smiling. This book is the opposite of that. There is not humor in it at all and though there is love, it’s not the kind I normally go for. I’m still not sure what made me want to read this besides the fact that it’s up on PulseIt. Maybe it’s how the cover model looks so alone and hauntingly sad.
Ellie was a troubled girl who just wanted to have fun. Fun, by her definition, included drinking, partying, drugs, sex, and many other most likely illegal activities. This leaves Ellie dead and her best friend, Sarah, in the hospital. This story follows Ellie’s brother, best friend, and best friends sister as they try to come to terms with her death. As you can see by that tiny summary, it’s very depressing. Sarah is in weekly therapy and still can’t manage to deal with Elle’s death. Jessie (Sarah’s sister) is just going through the motions, living and trying to hold it all together but really is dying on the inside. Jake, Ellie’s brother, is failing college because he can’t stop blaming himself for what happened. The big question on everyone’s mind is “was it intentional?” That question never gets outright answered, but it is implied over and over that Ellie’s death was suicide.
So, if this novel contains none of the things that I love, why does it get 4 stars? I think it’s because it touched me in ways I wasn’t expecting. I can completely relate to all the characters, from Ellie who was abused to Sarah and Jessie who don’t know how to cope with loss, and to Jake for blaming himself for something he thinks he could have prevented. They all go through real emotional struggles and the author does not pretend that these things can be fixed with a few brief psych visits and the support of your family. Yes, that does help, but it is not always enough. How do you cope with the fact that your best friend is dead? Your sister? Your lover? How are you supposed to go on living when nothing is right anymore? It was an emotional journey and I just can’t put into words how it has affected me. If you are looking for something that will really move you and make you think, this is it. A word of warning though, this does contain homosexuality. It doesn’t bother me, but i know it does bother some.
October 25, 2012
Maybe because I have read a lot of dark books this year -- Pieces of Us, The Children and the Wolves, and Drowning Instinct all come mind immediately -- but I was pretty unimpressed with this take on a world of secrets, lies, and pain.
Ellie and Sarah were together the night both were admitted to the hospital. Only Sarah came back out alive. Ellie died leaving behind a box of 34 notes, and it's through her words that Sarah, her sister Jessie, and Jake put together the pieces of what was truly happening to her.
The story is through alternating points of view and alternating time periods (before Ellie's death, November after her death, and the spring after her death). Unfortunately, this is why it's flawed. It's not that these characters aren't going through hell and aren't dealing with horrific situations. It's that because there are three indistinguishable voices who didn't develop enough individually to pull the reader in. There's not enough emotional connection to their stories because their stories are entirely invested in discovering the truth about Ellie. And while Ellie's death is the core of the story, because she's dead, I don't have much to connect with her. I'd hoped to garner that connection via the three others, but it never happened. It never feels like there's anything at stake in the story because the story dies before it begins. The final reveal is a bit of a let down because in the end, it's not a surprise. Likewise, the secondary characters are one-note, forgettable, and don't add much to the progress of the story.
There is drug abuse, there is sexual abuse, and there is self-harm, amid alcoholism and a wealth of other dark issues. Rodrigues also weaves in a lesbian subplot. While none of these story lines feel like they're simply thrown in for effect, they're also not particularly strong. They don't give real insight into the characters. I kept thinking about how successfully Gelbwasser juggles multiple POVs and multiple "issues" in Pieces of Us, and unfortunately, this book simply does not compare.
Will readers who enjoyed Jay Asher's 13 Reasons Why enjoy this? Probably. I've seen a number of comparisons to Looking for Alaska, as well, and I can see why (particularly when it comes to Jake's POV). This isn't a bad book, but it's not entirely memorable in a sea of much stronger, more emotionally-gripping titles of the same ilk.
Ellie and Sarah were together the night both were admitted to the hospital. Only Sarah came back out alive. Ellie died leaving behind a box of 34 notes, and it's through her words that Sarah, her sister Jessie, and Jake put together the pieces of what was truly happening to her.
The story is through alternating points of view and alternating time periods (before Ellie's death, November after her death, and the spring after her death). Unfortunately, this is why it's flawed. It's not that these characters aren't going through hell and aren't dealing with horrific situations. It's that because there are three indistinguishable voices who didn't develop enough individually to pull the reader in. There's not enough emotional connection to their stories because their stories are entirely invested in discovering the truth about Ellie. And while Ellie's death is the core of the story, because she's dead, I don't have much to connect with her. I'd hoped to garner that connection via the three others, but it never happened. It never feels like there's anything at stake in the story because the story dies before it begins. The final reveal is a bit of a let down because in the end, it's not a surprise. Likewise, the secondary characters are one-note, forgettable, and don't add much to the progress of the story.
There is drug abuse, there is sexual abuse, and there is self-harm, amid alcoholism and a wealth of other dark issues. Rodrigues also weaves in a lesbian subplot. While none of these story lines feel like they're simply thrown in for effect, they're also not particularly strong. They don't give real insight into the characters. I kept thinking about how successfully Gelbwasser juggles multiple POVs and multiple "issues" in Pieces of Us, and unfortunately, this book simply does not compare.
Will readers who enjoyed Jay Asher's 13 Reasons Why enjoy this? Probably. I've seen a number of comparisons to Looking for Alaska, as well, and I can see why (particularly when it comes to Jake's POV). This isn't a bad book, but it's not entirely memorable in a sea of much stronger, more emotionally-gripping titles of the same ilk.
September 24, 2012
Ellie was beautiful...Ellie was smart...Ellie took too many pills...and now Ellie is dead.
This book gives readers an all too real snapshot of just what happens when someone commits suicide.
Though the pain may be over for the person in question; the wounds and devastation left for family and friends of the lost loved one never ends.
In most cases, the people left behind are asking themselves and all who will listen one question.
WHY?
"34 Pieces of You" will haunt all the secret places and darkest corners of your mind. As you make your way through its pages, you will find pieces of yourself.
You may be Ellie, a person who for whatever reason has felt or is feeling that things would be "so much better" for everybody if...
You may be Jake, the sibling that has to go through life with the "if only" that losing a brother or sister causes.
If only I had stayed.
If only I had been there.
If only...
You may be the girlfriend or boyfriend whose heart is now in taters. The one blaming him or herself for not "loving your lost love enough."
You may be Sarah, the best friend, the shadow, the first one to see all the signs, but not be able to read them. The last one to see, hear, or speak to that person. Your pain being just a little different than the others because...
I thought you said that you would never leave me?
These are the stories that are told with heartrendingly elegant style in 34 Pieces of You.
This book tells readers that every link in the chains that form the emotional bonds that we need in life is important. When Ellie breaks her chain, the weaknesses created by the loss of her strength allow all the inner demons in the lives of those she loved and that her presence kept at bay, to reek unchecked havoc in their lives.
Ellie told her story...In 34 pieces.
34 scraps of frayed paper.
34 reasons WHY?
34 questions answered too late.
34 cries for help unheard.
I recommend this book to anyone who has ever considered or attempted to take their own life.
Please know that life is so precious. YES, EVEN YOURS!
There is help there for the asking.
and...
YOU ARE LOVED!
Need help? In the U.S., call 1-800-273-8255 National Suicide Prevention Lifeline
WTF Are You Reading?
This book gives readers an all too real snapshot of just what happens when someone commits suicide.
Though the pain may be over for the person in question; the wounds and devastation left for family and friends of the lost loved one never ends.
In most cases, the people left behind are asking themselves and all who will listen one question.
WHY?
"34 Pieces of You" will haunt all the secret places and darkest corners of your mind. As you make your way through its pages, you will find pieces of yourself.
You may be Ellie, a person who for whatever reason has felt or is feeling that things would be "so much better" for everybody if...
You may be Jake, the sibling that has to go through life with the "if only" that losing a brother or sister causes.
If only I had stayed.
If only I had been there.
If only...
You may be the girlfriend or boyfriend whose heart is now in taters. The one blaming him or herself for not "loving your lost love enough."
You may be Sarah, the best friend, the shadow, the first one to see all the signs, but not be able to read them. The last one to see, hear, or speak to that person. Your pain being just a little different than the others because...
I thought you said that you would never leave me?
These are the stories that are told with heartrendingly elegant style in 34 Pieces of You.
This book tells readers that every link in the chains that form the emotional bonds that we need in life is important. When Ellie breaks her chain, the weaknesses created by the loss of her strength allow all the inner demons in the lives of those she loved and that her presence kept at bay, to reek unchecked havoc in their lives.
Ellie told her story...In 34 pieces.
34 scraps of frayed paper.
34 reasons WHY?
34 questions answered too late.
34 cries for help unheard.
I recommend this book to anyone who has ever considered or attempted to take their own life.
Please know that life is so precious. YES, EVEN YOURS!
There is help there for the asking.
and...
YOU ARE LOVED!
Need help? In the U.S., call 1-800-273-8255 National Suicide Prevention Lifeline
WTF Are You Reading?
September 29, 2012
Carmen Rodrigues pens a chilling dark and emotionally powerful novel, that will deeply move readers beyond the telling. Remincent of Jay Asher's Thirteen Reasons Why, 34 Pieces of You is a haunting mystery of a young girl's fatal overdose. Ellie is an exceptionally intriguing and complex character. There seems to be a dark cloud surrounding her, revealing something very broken and dangerous. She's full of painful depression and the absence of any hope to act as a healing balm for her fractured soul.
The only person who seems to know anything about the hidden world of pain that Ellie hides beneath her exterior, is her older brother Jake. Once he moves away to college, she really starts to unravel bit by bit, piece by piece until one night it goes too far. Ellie begins to really spiral out of control one by taking too many pills with her friend Sarah and not waking up, leaving her friend to cling on for dear life and deal with the guilt in the aftermath from the fall out of her death. There are 34 strips of paper and each one of those strips, unravels the mystery of why Ellie comitted suicide. Unfortunately, each one of those strips of paper, also hold a great weight of guilt heaped onto those who cared about her and couldn't or didn't see the signs or witness the clues as to what exactly was going on in her world.
34 Pieces of You is a powerfully shocking and incredibly gripping novel that many young adults could benefit from reading. It is a beautifully written heart wrenching tale of painful youth, full of dark agonizing hidden secrets, and growing up. Rodrigues does a magnificent job of creating a world that stays true to the youth of our time without employing the help of gimmicks or devices meant to come across as cool or hip. It is a wonderfully written and powerfully thought provoking novel, that will leave readers emotionally spent. Carmen Rodrigues packs an incredibly overwhelming amount of shock, pain, and terrible secrets into this story. She is definitely an author that readers will want to keep an eye out for, as she handles senstive subjects such as drugs, suicide, sexual abuse, and so many more issues in such a realistic, raw, and honest way.
December 28, 2012
I got this book from BEA 2012, and there was a cute story behind it. I was at the Simon & Schuster booth, and I asked if they had the book at the booth and the gentleman there said "No, but the author is right there!" And I turned around and there Carmen was! She was super sweet and amazing, and so I was glad that I got her book the next day.
This book was so wonderful for a few reasons, and one of those was because I could relate. I had a friend in high school who was destructive, for a variety of personal reasons, and had I not continued that friendship. So when I started to read this book about this girl, it was hard not to see the parallels.
Ellie was this dark, devious character, and her actions are only highlighted by flashbacks to cutting as a middle schooler and an incident with Sarah, her best friend, when they first met. She was so manipulative it was hard not to want to yell that at the page. But at the same time, it wasn't her fault that she was so damaged. Part of me wanted to hit her for being so awful, the other part wanted to protect her from what she was headed towards.
I loved how the 34 strips of paper were introduced in this book, slowly adding to this mystery surrounding Ellie. Although we never know who all of the papers are about, you can sort of gage who or what she was referring to depending on what the following anecdotes were about. I also loved that the book flip flopped between before and after.
I loved how each of the characters grieved in their own way even if you didn't know why they were grieving until later in the book. In a way it made what they were feeling more real because you learned with them why each of them blamed themselves and how everything impacted to create the events leading up to Ellie's death.
This book was well written and a quick read, that would take anyone about a day with the time to really sit and read through it. I can see why the blurb states that it is reminiscent of Thirteen Reasons Why. It was a really interesting look at life and the impact everyone doesn't even realize that they have on another person.
This book was so wonderful for a few reasons, and one of those was because I could relate. I had a friend in high school who was destructive, for a variety of personal reasons, and had I not continued that friendship. So when I started to read this book about this girl, it was hard not to see the parallels.
Ellie was this dark, devious character, and her actions are only highlighted by flashbacks to cutting as a middle schooler and an incident with Sarah, her best friend, when they first met. She was so manipulative it was hard not to want to yell that at the page. But at the same time, it wasn't her fault that she was so damaged. Part of me wanted to hit her for being so awful, the other part wanted to protect her from what she was headed towards.
I loved how the 34 strips of paper were introduced in this book, slowly adding to this mystery surrounding Ellie. Although we never know who all of the papers are about, you can sort of gage who or what she was referring to depending on what the following anecdotes were about. I also loved that the book flip flopped between before and after.
I loved how each of the characters grieved in their own way even if you didn't know why they were grieving until later in the book. In a way it made what they were feeling more real because you learned with them why each of them blamed themselves and how everything impacted to create the events leading up to Ellie's death.
This book was well written and a quick read, that would take anyone about a day with the time to really sit and read through it. I can see why the blurb states that it is reminiscent of Thirteen Reasons Why. It was a really interesting look at life and the impact everyone doesn't even realize that they have on another person.
October 3, 2012
Rating: 3.5 stars.
To be honest, I don't know what to give 34 Piece of You. It's definitely sad and moving, but as I read through the novel, it was like dreaming. It is, however, gripping; it contains every teenage problem possible: overdose, possible suicide, rape or molestation (I assume), depression, the scary thought of coming out and cutting. Rodrigues did a fine job with the construction and execution of the story, but the blurb is misguiding. Now, I haven't read 13 Reasons Why (but I will in the future, hopefully soon) so I don't know how that novel goes and how this one is reminiscent of it, but what I do know is that Jake, Sarah and Jessie don't come together with clues and try to figure out Ellie's death like Hal, Nia and Callie have clues left behind by Amanda, so that needs to be fixed, I believe. In addition, I believe that, like some other reviewers here have stated, that the whole clues thing is just a gimmick. I've been patiently waiting until the trio get together with 34 clues that would help determine Ellie's death--whether it is accidental or not--but that never came. The story wouldn't have been affected if that part had been removed or never considered, but I liked having to read this little snippets of Ellie's writing at the beginning of each chapter and trying to figure out what she means. Also, I liked that the story has short chapters and, well, is short in general. The characters are believable and have so much sorrow and depth--even Jake's chapters were told wonderfully. So, all in all, I enjoyed 34 Pieces of You, but it may not satisfy a good number of people, and I'm looking forward to reading the author's future books.
My rating may change in the future. I just need a bit of thought for this one.
To be honest, I don't know what to give 34 Piece of You. It's definitely sad and moving, but as I read through the novel, it was like dreaming. It is, however, gripping; it contains every teenage problem possible: overdose, possible suicide, rape or molestation (I assume), depression, the scary thought of coming out and cutting. Rodrigues did a fine job with the construction and execution of the story, but the blurb is misguiding. Now, I haven't read 13 Reasons Why (but I will in the future, hopefully soon) so I don't know how that novel goes and how this one is reminiscent of it, but what I do know is that Jake, Sarah and Jessie don't come together with clues and try to figure out Ellie's death like Hal, Nia and Callie have clues left behind by Amanda, so that needs to be fixed, I believe. In addition, I believe that, like some other reviewers here have stated, that the whole clues thing is just a gimmick. I've been patiently waiting until the trio get together with 34 clues that would help determine Ellie's death--whether it is accidental or not--but that never came. The story wouldn't have been affected if that part had been removed or never considered, but I liked having to read this little snippets of Ellie's writing at the beginning of each chapter and trying to figure out what she means. Also, I liked that the story has short chapters and, well, is short in general. The characters are believable and have so much sorrow and depth--even Jake's chapters were told wonderfully. So, all in all, I enjoyed 34 Pieces of You, but it may not satisfy a good number of people, and I'm looking forward to reading the author's future books.
My rating may change in the future. I just need a bit of thought for this one.
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