2.5 stars - though this site idiotically doesn’t allow for that (very idiotically).
Mmm. I love spy novels of *any* kind and I do love “fish out of water” stories, though by now I’m pretty bored with the “young, naive, inexperienced, slightly idiotic motherless, fatherless, apparently family-less and always, always friendless orphan” female protagonist that so, so many novelists seem to have convinced them gives their narrative an in-built pathos. Newsflash: it does NOT. Not in the least. In fact, what it actually does is what happens in this story: it makes a lot of the connections rather unbelievable, which breaks the suspense of disbelief - and which, obviously, you pretty much need in a spy novel!
So although there was a lot to like here, I’m weary even giving it that extra half star because I don’t fully believe any of it.
1) I never believed this girl really was British! Half British myself, and having grown up in the UK but living in the US since I was 17, I can always “smell” when Americans are pretending to be British.
2) Not believing the girl was British, I also didn’t believe her backstory: the parents etc. The whole thing just screamed “America”! Plus the pastiche of the walled garden, á la The Secret Garden. Basically, everything about the main character seemed like a literary conceit - she never morphed into a real person for me.
3) Marcus and Rafa never seemed real either, but rather amalgams of thousands of characters just like them in a million stories.
4) Just as I was starting to enjoy the whole thing a bit more, the author starts “telling” us the whole story - still in the main character’s 1st person but as if a 3rd person omniscient - ie, as if this girl is suddenly privy to every single character’s thoughts, etc. It was simply silly and I never bought into it.
5) I never believed that Felix would just end up with her (!!???) - I also never believed his voice. Maybe if the author had not up played the “cute factor” quite so much … His obsession with her didn’t bother me because I’ve worked with and been around kids that age my whole life, and plenty have gotten obsessed with me (still do). Truth is, many boys that age “fall for” certain girls/women. That part did ring true. But not much else did.
6) The slow-burn espionage didn’t bother me because I don’t expect all novels to move at the same pace. However, it’s marketed as a “thriller” when it clearly isn’t -this is just literary fiction dressed as a spy novel, which is fine- and honestly: by now I’m exhausted by the pretentiousness of SO MANY writers going on and on about their “philosophies” couched in the voices of the characters: philosophies that rarely if ever are quite as revolutionary or original as these writers seem to believe, or want to believe, and that simply disrupt and interrupt the actual story.
Just give it a rest already!
And last:
7) The ending was ridiculous - not the hows or whys Sophie was killed. That was fine and could’ve been a dramatic, emotionally landing punch point. But those words! All that “live and let live” Give me a break!