The Chrysalids
As a child not more sensitive than others
I used to pick the gray-walled chrysalids
for fishing bait, and afterwards feast well
on the rainbow and brown trout my father caught.
Now, exiled from the crawling flying creatures
that once mistook my hair for red shrubbery,
barley grass, a mossy forest, I feel compassion
for the world I robbed. I remember those windowless
gray houses of sober unusual design;
hanging dungeons dependent on the frail
life-security of attachment to leaves;
houses with walls gray-folded, pleated
like the robes of monks; frayed hairshirts,
old sackcloth sealed at top and tail; dull
colonies and clusters that never showed light;
deep shelters with the occupants, asleep,
unable to receive or comprehend
the wildfire rumor spreading from red leaf
to red leaf that the world was nearing its end,
that a new world, in seclusion, was being made complete.
I did not know. I would never have believed
that every house I stole contained a jewel.
I gathered them as if they had been overripe fruit,
I thought their mud-colored walls withered
and ugly and useful only for fishing bait.
And now I feel compassion. Is it too late
to soften to a new shape and dimension the hard truth
that parallel worlds must never meet?