Rating: PG13 for violence and petting
Sex: petting, kisses
Language: 0 F words, 42 Lord's name in vain, 4 S words
Violence: gunshot, animal traps, assault, murder, impaling, brutal fighting, knifing, choking
HEA or Cliffhanger: cliffhanger
Do I need to read books before this one: yes
Would I read more of the series: yes
Wow! What a continuation of the story! Ethan's not in this book much. We meet Drystan, who finds things. Patch and Houdini are delightful additions. Fate has issues, and we meet another set of villains. Where's Dad?
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Nara sees a car accident and a blur of fighting falls from the sky, dissipates before it hits a car. Ethan's reconciling with parents in MI. Lainey talks to ex of Jared's new girlfriend, Matt. Ravens are now on Nara's car; Patch has white feathers on 1 eye.
2w ago, Ethan took her for a picnic. Geese came back for more bread, ravens scared them away. He was going home tomorrow to be whole like she is so he can move forward with her. He got a cell phone. He used the raven feather to inscribe TTTWFO on her belly. Together 'til the wheels fall off.
Lainey's dog is lost. Matt comes with Drystan Maddox, Welch exchange student. Drystan and Nara search together. He warns about edge of creek, then rubs the collar and heads right, like the birds told Nara. Lochlan is in a poacher's trap on creek's edge.
Patch comes in her room every morning since picnic. She dreamed last night about getting chased at university library (bookshelves from last book). Mom's going on a date with Spanish teacher. New neighbor, Wicklow, visiting professor from England.
New girl, Harper, sits by Nara in study hall. Lainey says to take Drystan to library. Nara grabs Lainey's hand, huge jolt. She's not stopping Lainey's crazy idea.
The article she's looking for isn't there. Drystan rubs the paper she wrote the reference on, finds it misfiled. He leaves for a bit. 30y ago, crows and ravens fell out of sky all over earth at same time. ⅔ flew away, ⅓ stunned to death. Auto-lights turn off, someone comes in but auto lights don't go on. She leaves, a young man is in the stacks, expects a fight. He chokes her, bird references, she fights. She drops the journal, opens to raven yin-yang symbol drawing. He hates it, won't touch it. She runs to Drystan, he chases after kid using parkour.
Nara doesn't want to be alone, goes to Sage's. She's going to ask office where Dad is. She's not acting normal. She gives Nara her bday present early. Black leather jacket. 1st bear hug.
Nara's laptop is open and on; never leaves it like that. It's open to search history; still warm. Wicklow returns leaf blower. She can't tell Ethan because he'd come home. He won't be home in time for big dance. Lainey's going with Matt, wants Nara to go with Drystan as friends.
Nara lost Lainey's glove when looking for dog. Nara dreamed Lainey got shot looking for it, so she's going instead. Lainey gives her bday gift early: red scarf, black gloves. Nara's scared in woods, sees a fast shadow, ravens cry Run. She finds glove, runs back. Drystan runs at her, yells and grabs her at same time as gunshot. They roll, he covers her until cops come.
Mom hugs her fiercely, Nara eats it up. Drystan texts, You OK? N: Gonna tell me how you knew? D: Only if you tell me how I saw myself saving you from getting shot in the chest. She thinks: D knew the dog was a Jack Russell w/o being told. D: Because I saw myself putting him in Lainey's arms. Seeing myself in the future is new, you the only common denominator. I'll share if you will.
She visits Gran who's unpacking memories. Nara's grandmother painted a black raven statue, inspired by Freddie from another class; he wrote book about ravens. Gran gives her statue.
At CVAS, Harper saves her from door, stands right behind her. That night, terrible headache, dream worthless. Nara tries on a gorgeous $250 dress. At home, Gran is unconscious by her desk. She climbed into 2nd floor window. She brought Grandmother's journal as bday gift. Don't let Mom read it. Black birds showed Gran the open window (but it hadn't been).
Lainey texts her to talk to Drystan. She texts him, no reply. She reads about Freddie in journal, Frederick Holtzman. She goes to write in Ethan's journal, it's gone. She searches, finds muddy bootprint in closet. He'd knocked out Gran! Freaked out, she offers to foster a dog for CVAS. No dreams.
She emails Freddie, gets a call. For Margaret's granddaughter, a tour of the sanctuary. In return for learning parkour, Drystan tells her he has psychometry (finds stuff). Patch and others on car, she scolds for not helping while Drystan proved she wasn't capable of escaping; the others fly away, Patch doesn't. Ethan: been snowmobiling, wish I could hold you. Patch gets on her shoulder, rubs his face along her jaw, flies off.
Freddie not in house. She goes in sanctuary. Some ravens fly out, then return with lots more. Soon every tree is covered. They fill the ground, don't fly away when she stands up. They synchronize their sound. She dials Ethan. N: Tell me how much you miss me. E: I ache everywhere when I think of you. It's not right that you make me feel so much. I miss holding you close and smelling your sunshine. Ravens are silent. N: If you want to share with me, close your eyes. Pretend you're standing right here with me. Now pull me close. Don't speak, just imagine and feel. Air brushes her cheek, Ethan's warmth envelopes her as if he hugs her. N: What do you feel? E: I smell sun after a spring rain and shampoo. I smell you, Sunshine, how is this possible? Wings brush her arms, her face, her back. She lifts her hand and the passing wings bat against it. E: Did you just touch me? N, crying: Yes. E: How are you doing this? N: I'm not, you are. She opens her eyes to see a tornado of ravens around her. They disperse, only a dozen stay. Freddie: I've never seen anything like that in 50y. Invites her into his house. She looks at his books. Have you ever seen a raven on a sword? No, I've seen it on everything else, curious. How about a sword tattoo featuring a raven? F: As soon as I saw the ravens spinning around you, I knew. You're the one I'm supposed to give this book to. 28y ago, he was in London. A very tall blonde man: Frederick, this is for you. Keep it safe. When the time is right, you'll know when to pass it on. N: This isn't for me. I'll come see you again.
She gets her puppy, Houdini. Tells Harper she visited Freddie in Afton. At home, her Spanish teacher has dinner with them. Mom gives early bday gifts: silver trinity charm necklace from Grandmother and Mom had Sage make earrings to match.
Houdini alerts when Patch comes for morning visit. She calls Gran to warn her to not climb a tree or she'll break her arm. Fate zaps her phone, zaps her entering the retirement community, zaps her signing in, zaps her getting on elevator. She's late to meet Drystan, lies about it. He teaches her to trust him by having her walk on stretchy nylon. He asks her to the dance to keep the girls away. He knows about Ethan, but Drystan would fly home to take her. His dad never believed in his gift, never married his mom or introduced him as his son. Even called him Maddox, his mom's maiden name. She asks him to help her find the journal, reveals her gift. It's in a men's locker at a private gym. She drives. Drystan gets in and out with lock picking skills, someone chases him. The guy had yelled at him, It's mine to present to him. Freddie's book is in the bag, too. Freddie's not answering his phone. His house is trashed, he's impaled on a branch in the sanctuary. The ravens keep the vultures away. Mom gives her sleeping pill; no dreams.
She reads book from Freddie. Her necklace matches the spine, identical in design and size. The necklace opens the spine. Inside is a drawing of a raven flying toward the sun, a raven standing on the ground with wings folded, and another flying below the ground where the raven was standing. They're drawn diagonally, not vertically. Paper disappears. She thinks about drawing it in Ethan's journal before she forgets, but realizes Freddie killed because of what that paper might mean.
Nara reads Grandmother's journal. When Nara was 1, Grandmother took her for walk. Nara gurgled while looking at blue sky, then plane breaks, falls into river. People scream, Nara cries. A tall blonde man touches her head, Be calm, little one, all will be well. He gives Grandmother a necklace to give to Nara at the age of maturity. Nara loved him. No one died in plane crash.
Nara researches plane accident, sees bubble like from car crash on a video. Lainey, Matt, and Drystan don't. She learns more parkour. She takes Grandmother's favorite flowers to Freddie's grave, tells him about the book's secret. A breeze, she smells what his home smelled of when she visited. She calls Ethan, Danielle answers because Ethan's showering.
Sage is back, Dad's truly missing. He'd sent Sage a key and a note. He left a DVD for Nari's eyes only. He works for the DOD, using his abilities. Mom is the love of his life, and Nara made everything right. He prevented terrorist attacks, etc, saving the world, but weird things were happening at home. They were being targeted, and he couldn't see it. The bookshelf told him it wasn't coincidence. She knows Fate hates Dad. Dad wants her to not follow his footsteps. He's saved 100Ks of lives, he's paid her marker, be happy.
Nara's upset, gets lost running. Drystan gets her, she'll go to the dance to have needed fun.
Lainey bought that dress for her, takes pic. Nara dreams Drystan kisses her on the way to the dance. Then her dream rewinds, she tells Lainey last night she'll meet them there. Did she rewind time?
When she wakes, she touches Houdini, zap. Reaches for the phone, zap. She calls Lainey, she did change yesterday. At the dance she meets Harper's beau, Drake. She dances with Drystan, Lainey, and Matt. A slow dance starts, Drystan insists. Lainey and Matt kiss. Drystan goes in for kiss when Ethan cuts in. He's grown taller and muscles. Jealous, too. E: It only took you a month to forget about me? About us? N: What about girl? They go into coach's office. E: She's a cousin. All the other crap, texts that never made it, guys who think they can have you, none of it matters. But the way you feel about me does. N: I've done nothing but love you. Kiss. E: You're *part* of me, Nara, always and forever. N: TTTWFO. More kissing, a little skin. Someone's coming. They hide in the closet. Drystan and others are looking for something. Ethan kisses her shoulder, scorching heat followed by goosebumps. She feels branded, claimed. Then he kisses the top of her breasts, just like he'd said he'd do when he tickled her there with a feather at picnic.
L: Meet me at the bathroom. Except Lainey's not there. Nara goes looking, Drake grabs her neck, slams her into the lockers, I want my books back. Uses bird references. Admits to Freddie's murder. She attacks, gets free, Ethan bowls him over, Get out of here Nara. She runs to get Lainey, Harper's choking her. She attacks Harper, Lainey finishes the fight. Harper had said, I'm tired of you getting in my way, taking Nara's time. Lainey goes to get the cop, Nara heads to Ethan, hides and watches. Blood everywhere, claw-like rips gouged through lockers, huge hole in wall. They fight, Drake launches himself, Ethan stabs him with the sword from his tattoo, yellow air poof, Drake's body explodes into dust.
Harper's gone, Matt will take care of Lainey. Ethan doesn't tell Nara what happened. She tells him about Harper. E: But I only saw the one. Lainey confesses she sent Ethan a pic of Nara in the dress. Drystan gives her her keys and the shawl she left in the coach's office. D: I don't see Ethan at all, just darkness, total blackness.
At home, Houdini attacks Ethan, he takes off jacket, Houdini rips that to shreds (evil dust). They go to her room, Ethan tells Houdini to guard the door, he'll sleep with Nara tonight. N: Parents? E: As good as it's gonna get. N: If you get a vibe about me, you should act on it. E: You always come first, Nara. Keeping you safe is most important to me. She tells him everything but Drystan's gift, training, Dad. E: I don't deserve your love. I'm darkness. N: I saw what happened with Drake; he deserved it. E: No one else can see yellow smoke. She shows him video of plane crash; he sees it. He'd made a bracelet from her hair ribbons he took at picnic; it looks worn out.
She offers her zipper. He first undoes her hair to smell it, takes out her earrings. E: Are you sure? N: Yes. He starts slowly, then fast. Where did these bruises come from! Self defense training, explains. E: I'll train you. She steps out of her dress, he wants to draw her. She takes off his shirt, he kisses every bruise as apology. You're mine to protect, from Fate and everything else.
She dreams of Fate. He doesn't see Ethan because Fate's a journeyman to help beings get to their destiny. The Corvus maintain balance in your realm. Think of them as equalizer enforcers. Ask the Order if you want to know more. She says free will, but that won't work because she changed the rules by going back in time. Your father's a menace, but your actions, though small, far more dangerous. You can still be a happy family if you promise to never change past again. N: I promise to never consciously change the past again. If she breaks vow, Fate can strip her of power. Dad's alive, but does he want to be with Mom? They fight. Your dad keeps re-stitching new paths in my balanced web, but you rip my web to shreds. Fight. F: Now it's just you and me. Latin: And me. Open your hand.
She wakes, Patch pulling Sage's necklace out of her hand. E: I can't believe he followed me here. N: Patch has been with me the whole time. Fate doesn't see you because you're Corvus from another realm. E: I exist. I'm here! He'd slept in pants, she in lingerie. He gives her yin-yang raven necklace. Never take this off, not even in shower; it'll keep you safe; never show it to anyone. He found necklace on tour of old house. He holds it, it gets hot. Where'd you get sword? He puts her hand on his shoulder, he closes eyes, a hilt forms. Patch wants coin, leaves. E: I don't believe it. Patch comes back, drops coin on floor, leaves. He's been bringing coins to Ethan. E: Happy birthday, Sunshine. She starts undoing bra, E: wait for just the right light. He undoes it.
She dreams of his touches, E: I love you, Sunshine. Houdini wakes her. Ethan left her a note, he'll be back Monday night (getting stuff), keep necklace on, no more raven research, enjoy your present. He'd left a feather tucked in her panties (wait until I get back before sex, never want to leave you again), a drawing of her laughing at picnic, and a camera. Her shoulder burns. White feather tattoo on opposite shoulder of Ethan's, vane looks normal, end of quill is smooth on one side, toothed on other. Ethan wouldn't've done this without her permission. She must be Corvus.