[9/10]
It’s the wrong side of the wrong side of the tracks
The dead end just off Lonely Street
It’s where you go, after Desperation Row
Espedair Street
It rhymes with Despair! but also with Hope (‘speranta’ in Romanian). Let’s take a walk down this aptly named street. It’s a real place in the suburbs of Glasgow, something to get away from, if you can. Daniel Weir managed to escape from this poverty row, from a family history of alcoholism and domestic abuse and petty theft. He then got on top of the world, only to fall back down to earth in a tremendous crash. Now he hides away from people in a crazy house built like a church by a Victorian businessman who fought his own battle against the world and lost (St. Jute’s or Wykes’ Folly in the novel. It would be pretty cool if this was also a real place)
Danny Weir is Weird: his school nickname and his defining character tract. This is Iain Banks speciality in his non-speculative fiction. From the disturbing teenager in “The Wasp Factory” to the troubled family in “The Crow Road”, Banks has been fascinated by the misfits who refuse to adhere to conventional standards of behaviour. Like those other protagonists, Weir is not only strange but also very intelligent, insecure and articulate. From behind his wild face and his sunshades, he watches and judges both the world and his role in it.
Part of me is always detached, observing, watching the other people around me; reacting to how they react, not to what they’re reacting to.
Right from the start I accepted I was a misfit and I’d never really be comfortable anywhere, with anyone. I just decided that if that was the case then I might as well try to be as successful a misfit as possible, make a big noise about it as I could; give the bastards a run for their money.
In his mausoleum of stone, hemmed in by a jungle of Eastern European industrial output, Dan Weir is contemplating how he managed to burn out like a spent firecracker at the age of thirty-one.
It all begins with memories, the way most things do. First: making a cloud.
His journey is the story of rock’n roll : a teenager with a talent for writing songs who dreams of using his music as a means of escape from Espedair Street. His introverted nature makes it difficult to get up on a stage and perform, so he searches for a band to play his songs, and that’s how he meets and joins with a group of middle class young rockers who play popular cover songs in their garage. It’s the early seventies, and Rock is at its apogee, filling stadiums with fans and outselling every other genre. “Frozen Gold” jumps on the bandwagon, thanks to a guitar wizard, a gutsy lead singer and a moody bassist/songwriter in the person of Daniel Weir. And thanks to a helping hand from a good producer who signs them up with a good label. Their rise to fame is meteoric, their popularity rivals the Stones, their international tours are sold out and their albums and singles get to the very top of the charts. Yet here we are, a few years later, with Daniel Weir revisiting all the glory and all the misfortune that marked their ascension and their inevitable collapse.
I’d love to put everything into the one song, to sing a song of birds and dogs and mermaids, hammerheaded friends and bad news from far away (again, like confirmation, like a lesson, like vengeance), a song of supermarket trolleys and seaplanes, falling leaves and power stations, fatal connections and live performances, fans that spin and fans that crush ...
The song is called ‘Espedair Street’ and the novel itself is an expansion of the lyrics quoted above, a fitting and poetic resume of the events in the short lived career of Weird as a rock superstar.
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This is my third novel in a row dealing with the rock scene in the seventies, and all three have been excellent (the other two are “Utopia Avenue” by David Mitchell and “Daisy Jones and the Six” by Taylor Jenkins Reid). Curiously, all three seem to be inspired by the meteoric rise to fame of the band Fleetwood Mac, and by the criticism that they wrote pop songs instead of true rock. The music scene is masterfully captured in all three novels, yet Banks is probably my favourite of the bunch, because he did it in less pages without sacrificing anything in intensity and social commentary.
I was too conventional altogether. I ought to have spread my wings, flexed my muscles; all that shit. I could have written different songs, I could have been more radical, more adventurous, more daring. Instead I just kept on churning out the same old stuff.
Daniel Weir is pulled in two opposite directions by his past experiences in the music world. Mostly, he is disillusioned and badly scarred emotionally by the corrosive effects of fame, expressed in the pressure to deliver a commercially successful song, followed by the stress of live performance and by the harsh lifestyle of sleepless nights, hard drugs and alcohol. He feels he has been selling his talent for cheap thrills and entertainment. He mourns the friends he has lost, the betrayals of women he loved, his own mistakes that had ultimately led to the destruction of ‘Frozen Gold’.
Product. Jeez, the buzzword of the century. Everything’s ‘product’. Music is ‘product’; product produced by producers for the industry to sell to the consumers.
If you did nothing but give people what they already like, there’d be no new sounds at all (a state it’s possible to feel we are already fast approaching if you listen to some radio stations).
On the other hand, Daniel misses the vibrant interaction with the other group members, the thrill of the creative effort of putting their ideas into music, the ultimate high of singing live to an arena filled with fans.
A sort of ecstasy, all right; a charging, pulsing sense of shared joy; a bodily delight felt as much in the brain as in the guts and skin and the beating heart.
Ah, to go on and on like that, you thought; to be at that level forever ... Well, it was impossible, of course.
Like the other novels of Iain Banks, this may not be to everybody’s taste: his weirdness is funny to me, in particular when it is delivered in the Scottish dialect and I don’t mind much the lack of clear plot progression and the meandering, leisurely trip through flashbacks that mostly show us the protagonist wallowing in self-pity.
I consider my patience rewarded by those insightful passages that spell out the theme and the whole point of the exercise in a final moment of clarity after a long journey lost in the fog.
I left the flat depressed but, as I walked down Espedair Street, back into town under a glorious sunset of red and gold, slowly a feeling of contentment, intensifying almost to elation, filled me. I couldn’t say why; it felt like more than having gone through a period of mourning and come out the other side, and more than just having reassessed my own woes and decided they were slight compared to what some people had to bear; it felt like faith, like revelation: that things went on, that life ground on regardless, and mindless, and produced pain and pleasure and hope and fear and joy and despair, and you dodged some of it and you sought some of it and sometimes you were lucky and sometimes you weren’t, and sometimes you could plan your way ahead and that would be the right thing to have done, but other times all you could do was forget about plans and just be ready to react, and sometimes the obvious was true and sometimes it wasn’t, and sometimes experience helped but not always, and it was all luck, fate, in the end; you lived, and you waited to see what happened, and you would rarely ever be sure that what you had done was really the right things or the wrong thing, because things can always be better, and things can always be worse.
I know it’s a long quote, and itself spreading all over the place in this internal monologue of Dan Weir, but I could not decide what to cut our from it without losing its flavour or its meaning. We go on, against all odds, and if we cannot escape from Espedair Street, we can at least write a song about the experience.