I discovered Taylor Caldwell as a young teen and devoured as much as I could find of hers back then. Suddenly, 50 years later, I found another, in my bookshelves. No idea how or when it got there, but what a lovely surprise.
Each time I read her, then and now, I am amazed that that I enjoy her books. The language is stilted, old-fashioned, even more so today. The narrative is more involved in introspection than action, and still it holds me, for more than 500 pages.
Quotes that caught my eye
I should never have gone to Cathay, he thought. I should never have seen of what man is capable, if he wills. If a man drinks of the flaming cup of knowledge, there is no peace henceforth for him, but only loneliness and longing, hatred and sadness. He must walk amo0ng his fellows like a leprous dog, hating and hated, yet filled with pity and madness, knowing much and knowing little, but understanding only that he can never know anything. He must see his stature dwindle to nothingness, yet be tortured with an awareness of infinity, without bounds. (18)
The voice of the flute wailed, but its wailing rose and at last it was triumphant, its thin flame assaulting and piercing the heavens, not lighting them but entering them. It entered the chaos of eternity, and burned there, not illuminating it, but apart from it, beautiful and sad and defiant. It was the soul of man, besieged and alien, lost and little and bright, assailed by all the winds of heaven and hell, seeking and fragile and living. Its trembling voice spoke of love and God and futility and pain, but always of hope, even under its despair. (18)
Long after others were asleep, he would sit on the yurt platform, his lashes brisling with ice, and watch the measureless streaming of the Northern Lights, and listen to their crackling. Ribbon by ribbon, leagues in length, they would explode and uncurl against the black sky, hurting the eye with their blazes of scarlet and blue and dazzling white. False rainbows, vivid and incredible, would arch against the lightless darkness, pulsing and flaming. Crowns, hundreds of miles in diameter, would glitter and burn, their ragged points gemmed with stars. (81)
Hunger, the great destroyer of love and friendship and tolerance, had been drowned in the flood of new milk and trampled in the cavorting of new life. (82)
I said to them: “It is true that in Cathay are many treasures, but not what ye seek. They are treasures of the mind, the jewels of philosophy, the gems of fine manners and gracious living.” But of these things they had never heard, and stared at me with scornful amazement, as men might stare at an idiot. (86)
It is wine of priceless vintage, and becometh no less intoxicating in an earthen cup than in a golden one. (115)
Temujin, for all his gloomy and angered preoccupation that night, learned his first and most significant lesson: that some men can be won with words, a few with love, many with gifts, but all with the threat of force. He learned that a strong whip in the hand of a master is greater than any philosophy, and that a stern boot is more feared than all the gods. He was het to learn that a few, if only a very few, can be won by reason, and that even less fear nothing except their own consciences. But even when he learned that, he knew that these few were insignificant in influence provided the master never lost belief in his mastery. (136)
Remember that man is not so much the slave of his fellow-men, as he is of his consciousness of his own inferiority. (138)
He was all things to all men. He was the image every man saw in his own reflection, but glorified and invincible and mighty. He deceived even Jamuga, who was passionately willing to believe. But he deceived neither Kurelen nor Kokchu. Kurelen hoped for the best Kokchu hoped only for reflected power. (180)
Toghrul Khan, now old, was a man of pleasant address, and smooth smiling face. His voice was gentile and ingratiating, and he was given to great piety. But his piety was flexible; when it pleased him, he loved Islam, and gave honour to Mohammed. Again, when it was necessary, he was full of Christian sweetness. His people had, in large part, been converted by Saints Andrew and Thomas to Christianity, and more and more, as he aged, and found it expedient, he leaned towards this religion. He was a great rascal, a liar, a hypocrite, full of craft and treachery and self-seeking, never quailing from murder, but able, at all times, to attach a Christian phrase to a monstrous deed. (181)
Once he cynically said to his son: ‘Be a man of great virtue and honour and courage; be a hero before whom all obstacles disappear. Be noble and just and brave. And all this will be as nothing to win the faith and love of others. But speak thou words of honey, argue with no man but agree with all; smile sweetly and tenderly. Be full of promises, which are not necessary to fulfil. Let thine eye dwell with affection on every man, even if thou hatest him. And I tell thee that the people, who have only souls of dogs, will hang upon they footsteps and die gladly for thee. A pliable tongue costs nothing, but it will bring treasures to its owners.’ (181)
Let a man seek virtue, and he will find wantonness. Let him seek honour among men, and he will discover himself in a den of thieves. Let him seek God in the world, and he will find nothingness. Let him search for a just man, and he will find a bloody sword, let him cry for love unto the hearts of men, and hatred will answer. Let him seek in the places of mankind for peace, and he will find himself among the dead. Let him call unto the nations for truth, and falsehood and treachery will echo him. But let him seek all goodness in himself, in humility and gentleness and faith, and he will see the face of God, and will find all the world arrayed in light and mercy. And the, at least, he will no longer fear any man. (236)
Surely Jamuga Sechen, we can never understand such men by attempting to decipher their souls by our own code. If we do, we come upon confusion. We cannot use their own code because it is a secret one, never to be understood by us. If even vaguely guessed, we would be stunned and incredulous and believe that we are having a bad dream, where shadows have become light, and light, shadows. But do not try to comprehend, lest thou go mad. (281-82)
Jamuga hath lost the whole world, but hath finally found his soul. (283)
He was not the slow-planning man who carefully lays his plots far in advance. The plots are there, shimmering but nebulous in the distance, and he was content to approach them hourly and steadily, trusting to circumstance and fate and luck to aid him, to guide him when the moment to seize has arrived. Details were not cautiously plotted for the future. The city stood before him on a hill, the thousands of cities of his life, shining and glorious but shadowy, and it was always enough for him, and would always be enough, to ride towards it inexorably, armoured with luck and desire and relentlessness, and to wait until he was at the very gates before planning the last decisive campaign. Thus, he never spent himself in advance, and arrived at the last moment fresh and enthusiastic and irresistible. Neither was he hampered nor distracted with previously laid plans, and could proceed brilliantly, taking advantage of every new circumstance which presented itself, and which he could never have foreseen. Historians were later to say that every campaign he conducted was planned far into the future, to the last detail. But that was not true. Like every great man he vaguely saw the vast and glorious future, but was wise enough to conduct the immediate skirmish only, trusting to destiny to lead him on to the next, and then the next, closer at each hour to the ultimate goal. Thus he lived always in the element of surprise, both for himself and others. Not knowing exactly what he would do on the morrow, his enemies could never know either.
Once Kurelen had told him: ‘He who plans for tomorrow completely is a fool, he hath failed to take into his calculations the human equation, which must always frustrate and baffle him. Too, Fate is a knave to many tricks, and delighteth in nothing more than in presenting to the plotter new labyrinths and new passes, which his plotting had not dreamed existed. (284-85)
Kurelen once told us that thou mayest rob a man, betray him, worst him in any encounter, and thou mayest at some time obtain his forgiveness, and even his friendship. But if thou dost humiliate him, and laugh at him, he will never forgive thee, but will always remain thy remorseless enemy. (300)
He said again, in a voice loud and protesting: ‘If every man believed like this, there would be no kings, no generals, no rulers, no wars, no conquests!’
The bishop lifted his head, and he smiled, and it seemed to Temujin that the room was flooded with light.
‘True,’ he said, softly, ‘there would be none of these things!’
All at once Temujin was possessed by a veritable fury of impatience.
‘Thy faith would emasculate the strength of men! It would reduce the world to a maudlin host of slaves! It would rob man of his greatest joy; war and glory! It would take the beard from the face of manhood, destroy the roughness in its voice, set men to spinning and ploughing, and break down the walls of the strong cities. What could survive of joy and jubilation and courage, in such a congregation of eunuchs?’ (312)
But Temujin found the brawling throngs themselves worthy of observation. Motley, composed of many races, they moved, sweating and pushing, through the streets. Here were tall fierce Afghans, moustached and hugely turbaned, and stinking; here were Buddhist and Taoist monks, in red and yellow garments, their wide-brimmed hats throwing purple shadows on their cool ivory faces, their hands holding prayer-wheels; here were subtle, sever-lipped and burning-eyed Jews, carrying their manuscripts of prayers, and glancing about them shrewdly or austerely; here were visiting desert-dwellers in their deerskin boots and fur caps; here were dignified Chinese, Tibetans, Hindoos, Karaits, Uighurs, the Merkit, Turks, and even tall blue-eyed men from the frozen 3wastes, the reindeer people. There were Persians, also, elegantly clad and bored, feeling vastly superior to these mongrel crowds.
Now police appeared, armed with staves, and laid about them with democratic impartiality. (339)
Temujin smiled, as at a silly child. ‘Mercy is the luxury of the strong. We are not strong enough yet.’ (380)
‘History is always contemporary,’ he observed. (393)
But he was sternest with the pries5ts, who he knew were the seeds of bitterness and dissension. ‘Teach your people that god is the father of all mankind,’ he said, ‘and that he who sayeth god is only his father, and not the father of others, is a liar.’ (398-99)
‘I have lived long enough to know that nothing is so simple as the intellectual man would have us believe. I believe that the love of war doth reside, not in any king’s or priest’s artful eyes, but in the nature of man himself. The bloodless and the pale will deny this, but it is so.’
‘Thou dost believe men would prefer blood and death and torture and hatred, to peace and security and friendship?’ asked Jamuga, incredulously.
Kurelen nodded, slowly. ‘Yes, because peace and security are monotonous and maddening. They insist that strength devour itself behind safe walls, like a chained animal. But the steel and blood and death of war doth answer to the adventurous and virile spirit of man, and to his mystic urge for self-sacrifice and self-abnegation. And so he doth feel a greater security than peace can bring, the security of being part of one enormous purpose and universal urge, and of having served something greater than himself.’
He smiled at Jamuga’s pale and repudiating face.
‘The problem of the ages, if there is ever to be peace, is to make that peace, not drab and monotonous and stagnating, an affront to the rebellious and active spirit of man, but adventurous and exciting, calling forth all the self-sacrifice and virility of his nature. And, Jamuga, this will not be found in books or in philosophies, which are dry dust settling on dead faces.’
He laughed. ‘Our learning doth belittle men. War doth exalt them. It is we who are dying, not they. We discourse, and they live!’
But Jamuga was silent. He was watching something else, with a sad intentness. Then he said suddenly:
‘Observe the faces of the women. They are not gay nor jubilant, but only wretched and full of grief and fear.’
Kurelen looked at the women. And then he answered in a low voice: ‘It is part of our decadence, Jamuga Sechen, that we consider women.’ (402-403)
I distrust Kasar, for all his simplicity. Simple men are always dangerous, for they get a single idea and act on it stubbornly, like a mule. (404)
The plough, thought Jamuga, with a sudden sense of refreshment, is the weapon of the civilized against the uncivilized, the first stone in the wall raised against barbarism. For the man who ploughed the earth, and tended it, had no desire to heap it with corpses. The first step towards chaos, too, was the huge paved city, which removed its people from the earth, and filled them with the restless and rapacious spirit of the nomads. Between the barbarism of the city hordes, and the barbarism of the desert hordes, there was no difference. Ferocity and brutality sprang from homelessness, whether it be on barren or city street. The barbarian urbanite and the barbarian desert-dweller were blood brothers, having nothing to lose but their miserable lives, and having everything to gain by murder and cruelty and rapacity.
Peace cometh from the earth, Jamuga had read. He had read it, but had not understood. But now, looking at the yellow heads of the grain, watching them ripple like a golden sea in the wind, he understood. The man who raised bread was the man of peace, but the homeless man who hated and sharpened his sword was the enemy of all other men. Wars and oppressions would end on the day when every man had a plot of earth to call his own. Who could watch the sun rising and setting on his own soil, and the lust to go forth and subjugate and destroy others? (423)
It is no secret…. Peace and justice and mercy and reason are simple things. Here, they are not a theory; they are a way of life. (434)
In that yurt, in that tent upon the empty and limitless barrens, the fate of a whole world was decided, and history, standing, waiting, lifted her pen and began to write. She marvelled to herself that these barbarians could so decide the destiny of millions of men, and then she recalled to herself that it was only the same old story, the same old bloody tale. (465)
The frail and sickly man, the dwindled eunuch, is always the exponent of cruelty and ruthlessness. It is he who doth create tyrants and murderers. It is the man without loins who doth loudly sing of the virile. It is the man without courage who doth put a sword in the hand of the merciless. (469-70)
It was said that Temujin was everywhere. He was striking at the unconquered Merkit and Karait and Uighur and Naiman, in a hundred different places at the identical time, hundreds of miles apart. It was whispered that he rode on the whirlwind. Complete frenzy and demoralization flew over the Gobi. At the last, it was not the hordes of Temujin that defeated the enemy. It was his very name, terrible and mystic. (504)
Cathayan scholars had said that liberty was dearest and nearest to the heart of all men. This was proved to be a bitter lie. For Temujin knew that above liberty, men loved a whip, above freedom, they worshipped a sword, above an elected leader, they adored a tyrant, who discounted their ability to think, and commanded instead of consulted. He knew that men voluptuously revel in complete surrender, as women secretly revel in rape. In surrender, men experience a sensual orgasm. And as he conquered, and saw the grovelling and adoration of the people, his hatred and contempt for all mankind grew.
He said to himself: ‘These are soulless beasts. If they were not, they would prefer death and endless struggle to servitude.’ But this was a counsel he kept to himself. He preferred to tell the conquered that they were heroes. That he subjugated them only to add to their own strength, and set them as kings upon the earth. More and more he de3spised and loathed the priests, who persuaded the people to give up their liberties and their independence. Buddhist and Christian, Shaman and Mohammadan, Confucian and Taoist, he could depend upon the priests to deliver the people into his hands, bound and helpless. And so, to the end of his life, he believed that priests were the enemies of all men, and was careful to guard himself against them as against serpents. (506-507)