Arggh! I hate the heroine! I detest her to the extent that I have to put the book down occasionally and calm myself down. How did the author manage to create an as moronic character as Nel is? I mean if the author chose divorced or widowed women over forty (as if forty is an old age!) who didn't have sex for the last ten years and think themselves as way past their prime as her target audience, and is trying to convince them otherwise, she is not doing a very good job of it. It goes like, but I am over forty and I am a size 14, and I am over forty, who would possibly think me attractive, and did I mention I am over forty, and I need a man for odd repair jobs around the house, so I should settle for a man who I absolutely have no feelings for but, you know, he is the only one available. SO irritating! I mean, I know, even before I am half way through, she will realize at the end she is making a big mistake and end up with the handsome, young solicitor and they will live happily ever after. Yet, such an insecure woman so much so that she sounds completely deluded about her arguments to self depreciate, does not deserve her own book. Now, I will just hang in there and finish the book cause I kind of liked the plot.