A Perfect Work: But only perfect in its depiction of an ultimately barely tolerable (to the eyes of youth) postmodern celebration of the Beyond, as in Mallarme's verse:
Une dentelle s'abolit
En doute du jeu supreme -
A l'entr'ouvrir comme une blaspheme
Sur l'absence eternel d'un lit.
"I doubt, therefore I am NOT." The absurd reversal of Cartesian faith. What on earth did the author have in mind in writing this short work? Is our youthful Black and White Common Sense ultimately NONsense? Maybe.
Let's see...
Quite simply, this book is a Rhapsody dedicated to that Terra Incognita that follows Old Age - a Paean to our eventual terminus within a "dream-crossed twilight where three dreams cross," as Eliot poetically puts it.
The narrator, presumably an ageless old man with no illusions, probes the inner landscapes of his waking dreams, and shows us he "will not cease from exploration," as his end draws near.
His inner conversations are sublimely akin to Pablo Casals playing Bach, suggesting amblings through dimly lit landscapes devoid of anyone's humanity save his own - in an otherwise mad driven marketplace of faceless desire. Yet he has hope for a final surcease of this vanity.
What do any of us know of our end?
Little or nothing...
It seems such a brutal exit for us, so we bury it with our dreams. But our dreams are the very stuff of this procession of images upon which our lives are founded in essence and wherein we all thrive in our closing years, as are the hopes of the unnamed narrator.
For our dreams in our elderly years beckon to us to follow... They are, after all, more human than this world is.
And we old folks who've lived full but painful lives wilfully comply, "for youth is cruel, and suffers no remorse, and smiles at situations that it cannot see."
We, on the other hand, have seen youth's unpleasant eventualities in all their monstrous banality, and now bravely tolerate those vainly flitting fantasies.
But the fantasies of old age encompass the worst and the best of those years. And we are not afraid to revisit the worst of them at our end, for they have served us well -
For they winnow the uncouth dreams of youth with the pounding pestle of hard-won wisdom -
And usher in the beginingless beginning, and endless end, of the Higher Dream. “I’ll go on. I can’t go on…
“I’ll go on!”