"But when Otter gazed into those eyes—
those round, sweet, glistening eyes—
he knew that he had found what he had
not known he was looking for."
—from Otter and Odder: A Love Story
Wow. Absolutely incredible. This book blew me away. If you've ever read anything by James Howe, you know he is capable of the most awe-inspiring beauty one could hope to find in the pages of a book, but Otter and Odder is something else again.The story is one of such haunting and powerful resonance, I could not stop crying through most of it. I had to continually get up and go wipe my eyes just so I could see enough to continue reading. Even now, just flipping back through the pages, I'm overwhelmed with emotion at the story contained in this modest little book. The sentiments are so stunning, so purely gorgeous, it almost literally takes my breath away when I read them. Consider the description of the enchanted moment when Myrtle the fish (or Gurgle; one can use either name for her, the narrator assures) falls in love with Otter:
"All she wanted was a loosening of his grip,
a slippery escape,
a return to the safety of family and home.
But then in his eyes
she saw the sparkling river reflected
and a tender and lonely heart revealed.
And the stirrings of her own
heart—
her own tremulous
fish-not-wanting-to-be-dinner
heart—
awakened to something
new and surprising:
not only love but a future
she could never have imagined."
In all the reading I have done in my life, I have never come across a passage that moved my heart more than that one. It is so emotionally charged, it's shorting out my brain somewhat and making it difficult for me to know what to write about it. But the two lead-in sections I have quoted above introduce us to the almost impossibly unlikely pair of Otter and Gurgle, an otter and a fish who fall headlong into the depths of love's miracle when they meet one day by the river. How could an otter truly fall in love with a fish, when otter eat fish? How could there be nothing but the purity of unquestioned love between a pair bound to bring protest from the world at large, which can't begin to understand how or why two animals diametrically opposed on the food chain could resist the monotone of nature's way and instead come to love each other? If it were up to Otter and Gurgle, the all-encompassing love that has rushed in and filled the dark spaces between them, covering over their differences so those things no longer matter, would be enough to give them happiness for life: an otter and a fish together, knowing the harmonious lilt of living in a love that could never die.
"In a perfect world, it would now be written,
And they lived happily ever after.
In a perfect world, an otter could fall in love
with a fish, and a fish with an otter,
and that would be that.
But it is not a perfect world, alas,
and so that is seldom as simple as that."
Others begin murmuring about the unusual affection held by Otter and Gurgle. It isn't "The way of the otter", according to some, and such breach of natural etiquette must be confronted and straightly disallowed. Some think Otter must be losing his mind to consider loving a fish. And it is true that there are difficult issues to get past for Otter and Gurgle. Otter has to eat to survive, and otters subsist on a diet of fish; how, then, is Gurgle to accept the fact that Otter is consuming her friends and family on a daily basis, ending the lives of other fish dear to her even if he never would lay a tooth upon the love of his life? The other animals use this potential rift for all it is worth in trying to break apart Otter and Gurgle, attempting to restore a semblance of order to their way of life, when no otter ever loved a fish as anything but a sumptuous meal. But there is always a way to live a life of integrity when facing extraordinary circumstances such as Otter's dilemma over eating fish, and someone is sure to know how to find that way. As wise Beaver says to Otter, "...there is the way of the otter and there is the way of the heart. It is up to you to decide which to follow." The greatest of loves cannot be trampled down forever even by the feet of those who are strongly against it, or set asunder by even the most challenging conundrums of living at peace with warring needs and desires. The way of the heart is available for the choosing, if one has the courage to walk its pathway in pursuit of a love that can endure through all the slings and arrows aimed its way. The way of love may not always synchronize with the way of the otter, but it is there, and there are those who will find it and muster the strength required to travel its long and winding road. A long, winding road never feels half as long when you're walking it beside the one you love with all your heart.
If there have been one or two picture books I have ever read that surpass the pure power of Otter and Odder—and I'm not at all sure that is the case—there definitely are none that have ever been more personally meaningful to me. Even though I expected nothing but the best from James Howe going into the read, I found my mind blown multiple times between the covers of this book. As brief a story as it is, the sense of love between Otter and Gurgle is so vivid that it tears at one's heart when circumstances conspire to pry them apart, when it appears the differences between a carnivorous land mammal and a piscine swimmer are too much for them to overcome. The heartbreak...it's real, and one feels it on an uncomfortably personal level in Otter and Odder. Real love in jeopardy is never not a crisis of the soul, and love broken beyond repair is a death of hope and happiness that cannot be grieved for too deeply. But love is love, even if others stand against it because they can't fathom why two who seem so different on the surface could genuinely be in love. Love is a mystery, a blessing, a piece of the Divine so intrinsically true to itself that it defies questioning or analysis. It can't be refuted, no matter how diligently those in opposition may try. One of the most reverberatingly haunting moments in Otter and Odder is when Otter, troubled by issues of peer disapproval and the effect of his diet on Gurgle's friends and family, gazes at the midnight sky and can't keep his mind from returning again and again to his beloved. "Is it the way of the otter, he wondered, to be alone?" It may be the way of the otter to be alone, when the object of one's affections is as far off the beaten riverside path as a fish is from its natural predator, but there is also the way of the heart, and it is no less noble a route than the way of the otter. When you feel about each other as Otter and Gurgle do, it's the only way worth choosing.
Is Otter and Odder James Howe's best book? You know, it just may be. James Howe is one of the greats, an author as masterful as any other at expressing the limitless capacity and complexity of the human heart, and never has he done so more gracefully or beautifully than in Otter and Odder. It's becoming one of my all-time favorite books, and is almost undoubtedly my favorite picture book. I'm giving it four and a half stars for now, but if I have it rated as five by the time you read this, you'll know it's because I just couldn't talk myself out of it any longer. I will keep this story locked inside my heart for life, a reminder of love's unending value, to be fought for with all one's heart no matter where or with whom it is found.