The thing about reading books set heavily around music is that they get me sort of really obsessed. Like, when I read If I Stay by Gayle Forman, I totally fell for the cello. When I read Where She Went, If I Stay’s sequel, and Revolution by Jennifer Donnelly, I totally fell in love with the guitar. When I read The Day Before by Lisa Schroeder, I thought: Dude, I NEED to learn how to play the drums… And so forth.
But it’s actually really awesome, falling in love with these different instruments and learning about them. That’s why Virtuosity appealed to me from the very beginning. It focuses around Carmen, a famous teenage violinist about to enter an incredibly important violin competition that’ll determine the rest of her career. Along the way, though, she falls in love with Jeremy, her biggest competitor.
Forbidden love + classical music = I’m hooked. Totally.
So, I had a bit of a rocky start with the book. The prologue—I think that’s what it was, but more like a teaser from the book—was amazeballs and pulled me right in. The fifty pages after that…not so much.
You see, I'm not a very big fan of reading about people suffering from stage fright--it just really makes me uncomfortable. I’ve never really had to perform in front of a formidable-sized crowd myself, but I can imagine it wouldn’t go too well. That’s why it’s never fun feeling all that anxiety along with the main character Carmen, as was the case in this book. She’s also semi-addicted to these anti-anxiety pills she takes before concerts, and then becomes dependent enough that she’s taking them before doing anything she dreads, which is plenty of things, since she’s pretty wrecked.
And that’s kind of why I didn’t connect that much with her at the beginning. She was so…anxious about everything, that I felt it too. (Which is actually kind of a success for the author, when I think about it.) She’s so anxious that she’s kind of fallen out of love with the violin because of all the pressure that’s put on her.
Enter Jeremy, the enemy-competitor-arrogant arse (arse because he’s ENGLISH. Heh). He actually realllyyy annoyed me in the beginning. And that’s because he was supposed to, I’m pretty sure, since he could ruin Carmen’s career and all. But then! He turns out not to be so arrogant. And…yeah. You can guess where things go from there. What I loved about this whole turn of plot is that Jeremy is really a very 3D character. He’s swoonworthy, very much so, and he’s, yanno, English (though I wish the author has stressed his accent more often, that would have been great), but the thing I like about this the most is how he changes Carmen. How he turns her from a big ball of anxiety into someone more…easygoing. Independent. I loved that.
From thereon the violin-hating stuff turned into violin-lovin’ stuff, which, like I mentioned above, is something I’m really into. (Instrument-loving, that is.) And now, I like the violin too! Which is a victory in itself, really.
I loved the ending, mostly, but I wish it had been elaborated on just a little bit more. That would’ve been a lot more fulfilling, methinks. Although I did definitely like the setting. Not only was it well-done, it complemented the story pretty well, too! Go Chicago!
So all in all, I’m going to sum up this book into one word: INTENSE. And in the best way possible. I can’t wait to read everything else Ms. Martinez writes in the future!