"She is made of the thinnest eggshell, her toughness a veneer. . ." That is the way Janusz describes his wife Silvana as he embraces her; the scene is about two-thirds through the book and seems to be the first insightful thing he thinks about her. I chose this book from the Amazon Vine program because it sounded like a wonderful, moving premise for a novel, but I was disappointed. I expected it to be sad, but I also expected to feel for and empathize with characters who have been through so much. I found I just couldn't care about Janusz and Silvana as a couple - there didn't seem to be a real bond there. When they first meet as teenagers, they are just a couple of horny kids, feeling an instant physical attraction and apparently not much else. Silvana comes from a miserable, dysfunctional peasant family and seems motivated only by the desire to escape; Janusz seems to ask her to marry him out of duty, suggesting perhaps he's gotten her pregnant. Either way, I didn't feel like I knew the characters - what were their likes, dislikes, dreams, motivations, what made them laugh? They seemed very young and unformed, which they were, but the love they shared did not feel strong enough to sustain them through six years of war and deprivation.
And apparently, it's not; Janusz seems quite amenable to camping out wherever he lands and sitting out the war - whether it's the old goose woman's cottage or Helene's parents' farm, he seems quite weak and easily lead and just goes along. Granted, his life has been totally turned upside down, but I don't get the impression he's burning to fight for his country, or to see his wife and child again, or to do much of anything, except have an affair with Helene.
Silvana has a much rougher time (women in war often do), but she seems very shallow and unformed as well, basically a hollow shell doing whatever she's told by Hanka, or Gregor, or Janusz, or Tony, or Doris . . . She and Aurek endure a much harsher deprivation in the forests of Poland, but something about that didn't ring true for me. It went on way too long and became boring, and it seemed uneven - they stay for months with one farmer, then the Germans are coming and they must move on; then they wander a day and Gregor finds them and brings them into his dubious fold; next time they're abandoned they wander for days and days and see no sign of life - but then a farmer finds them near death. A while later, Gregor comes back into the picture and I thought, how come they didn't find Gregor or this farmer while they were wandering lost in apparently the same vicinity? Are these the densest, deepest, most desolate woods ever or the forest from "Midsummer Night's Dream", with characters constantly wandering on and off stage? It just seemed inconsistent. First Silvana is tough and independent, hunting and skinning animals with Gregor, and he tells her she'd be perfect for the Resistance - but when she and Aurek are alone again, they're eating whatever they find but almost starving. She forgot how to trap and hunt? Again, it just seemed inconsistent.
I felt like I never got to know Janusz or Silvana, and I don't think they knew each other. And they were so secretive with each other; granted, if you're guilty of infidelity in wartime, you're not going to rush up to your beloved and spill your guts right away! But I couldn't help thinking real lovers/partners would eventually share and talk about what they'd endured, seen, learned about themselves; not all at once, of course, but in dribs and drabs. Janusz and Silvana live in the same house but seem to rarely speak with or to each other; Silvana's obviously suffering from what we'd call PTSD (not even a recognizable condition back then), but you'd think they'd still slowly share and talk. But no, there seems to be no REAL talking until the last five pages. I frankly didn't care by that point; I felt like the author used the "Big Misunderstanding" device to push the characters and action along - fine for a fluffy romance novel, but really annoying here. It just reinforced for me the feeling that here were two people who didn't have much in common to begin with - I couldn't help feeling sorry for Janusz for missing out on his chance with Helene! If I didn't have to write a review for the Vine program, I doubt if I would've finished the novel - I would've just jumped to the end to see if Janusz and Silvana stayed together!
I'm sure some fans of historical fiction will find this a satisfying story of survival and "primal maternal love" as the back cover says; I just couldn't care much about the characters, so it didn't work for me.