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200 pages, Kindle Edition
First published March 25, 2012

Dan thought of Jeff's long, artistic fingers and smiled to himself. A canvas. That was what Evan had let himself become. A way for Dan and Jeff to express themselves: their desire, their love, their playfulness…everything they were. Dan let his mind drift, let himself remember the dazed, disconnected look on Evan's face as Dan had eased into him, the soft, breathy sounds he'd made. And Jeff had been right with them,his hands roaming all over both of their bodies, his lips warm and firm…


"I was on my way, anyhow. I thought I might go for a ride, clear some cobwebs out before I started a new project." He felt like a sap, but he leaned over anyway and pressed a kiss to the spot just below Dan's ear. "I missed you."
(…)
"It's…it's a weird situation. But we'll sort it out, right?" His voice was mostly confident. Mostly sure that his partners would be there for him. But, as always, there was that tiny trace of insecurity that threatened to break Jeff's heart.
"Absolutely," Jeff said firmly. He shuffled back and to the side, not far, just enough so that he could wrap his arms around Dan's warm shoulders. "We'll sort it out."
Evan nuzzled his chin into the crook of Dan's neck, finding the spot that always made Dan squirm and laugh. "I love you, Danny."
"You get so fucking sappy after I let you top," Dan responded, but he didn't move away. "We should stick a spigot in you, drain it out, and boil up some syrup."
"If you stick your spigot in me, I wouldn't be the one topping anymore."
"Nice. You freak."
"You were the one who wanted to make syrup out of my sappiness," Evan protested, and he started to ease his body away.
"Jesus, Evan. Don't let Dan hear you talking that way." Jeff wasn't sure if he wanted to hear Evan talking that way.
Evan just rolled his eyes. "I'm not stupid, Jeff. Dan's…he's a romantic. An idealist. I know that. And I like that about him. I have no idea how he ended up that way, after everything he's been through, but I like it." He smiled at Jeff, calm and confident and powerful. "But I'm not. I'm the practical one. I'm the one who makes things happen. I'm the one who makes the world work for people like Dan."
"We always do this. We're really good about communication when we have nothing important to talk about, but when something comes up, we get busy and lose track of each other. When we should be talking the most, we talk the least."

Dan was sweeter in the studio, less concerned about control. It was like he'd bend himself to Jeff's will while he posed, and then didn't shake the attitude off for a while.

This wasn't the first time Jeff had asked Dan to strip for him, and every time, Jeff thought maybe he should give up the painting and become a filmmaker. It seemed wasteful, almost sacrilegious to hoard all this beauty for himself. Then he thought about letting anyone else see the film and realized that he would never be able to stand it. He could barely manage to let go of his portraits of Dan.

"They've got me wrapped around their little fingers because I'm in love with them. Crazy, stupid, head-over-f@cking-heels in love. I know it's tough, sometimes, but the reason I get in the middle of their fights is because that's right where I want to be. No matter what they're doing, no matter how f@cking immature and infuriating they are, I want to be with them. In the middle of it all. Always." --Jeff <3 <3 <3

["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>["br"]>“He was Jeff’s, and he was Evan’s, and whatever was happening, he just needed to remember that.”





. I've really enjoyed it, and can only once again thank my lovely Tina for the rec.
!!). Evan, being Evan (yes, absolutely loaded but quite naïve in some ways) strikes a bargain with her but doesn't tell Dan...cos he knows Danny won't approve of the baby being 'sold', and yes, I'm wagging my finger at Evan as I write this
. As you can imagine, that causes huge ructions in the house, and as usual Jeff, poor Jeff, is stuck in the middle of the two of them trying to be peacemaker
. Add the stress from that to the 'chest pains' he is already suffering from but has done nothing about and you have a recipe for a potential disaster, and no I'm not giving any spoilers. As anyone who has read these books will know, Evan is absolutely paranoid about Tat's safety with just cause....yes, there is the 'big brother' act, but he does carry things too far sometimes...and again that happens in this book BUT towards the end of the story something does happen to Tat which involves everyone, and two people end up in hospital....is this review finished here, yes it is!! This one was well worth reading, loved it.