Thanks to NetGalley and Michael Joseph for the advanced copy of this title in return for an honest review.
Everyone I turned, someone was reading this book and all I could see were positive reviews as far as the eye could see. This made me a bit dubious. No book is universally loved, of course it isn't. But this one seems to be. So I went in cautiously, as very often, the big books everyone raves about fall a bit flat for me. But I needn't have worried. This is as brilliant as everyone says.
I have never read anything like it. It chips away at you, at the surface, slowly, bit by bit, but very effectively. It wasn't anything like I imagined. I thought it was a thriller, and to begin with, I thought I'd made a mistake, thinking it was more of a literary piece. I thought it would be this straightforward thriller with some sort of crime that someone was trying to escape from. But it's simpler and more complex than that. It is such a brutal study of the human psyche, and is just so powerful. It is a thriller, and a horror, a literary piece, a forensic analysis, a contemporary fiction, a psychological thriller, a romance - it's just got everything thrown in, and boy does it work!
Adam isn't a particularly likeable character for me. I found him too arrogant and too...I wanted to say "hoity toity" but wasn't sure if anyone else would know what I meant. Like, because he's a method actor, his talent is worth more than others. But the other part of me feels sorry for him because there's obviously been some trauma in his life that still haunts him and it's hard to go day-to-day with that kind of paranoia. So I was conflicted. In the end, whilst I still felt he was a bit above his station, by learning about what things he went through when he was a child and in education, I could see many different sides to him and on the whole, he is a wonderfully created character.
Of course there are a lot of other characters, in his past and present. I won't name them all as we'll be here for hours. But I suppose you've got Nina, his best friend from drama school who has equally gone through some things, and is trying to be friends with Adam the person, as well as Adam the actor, and it's the latter that is causing all the problems. And then Jonathan, his sort of mentor at school. He continues through into the present scenes, and he is just a dream of a character. That's not to say I liked him, because I didn't - I won't go into the whys and whatfores - but he is so juicy, I could imagine he would be the perfect character for an actor to actually get into and explore, as there's so much more underneath the surface with him.
The main narrative is linear and in the present, leading up to that year's Oscars (where Adam is nominated), and just after. But unsurprisingly, it's not as simple as that, and chaos ensues. Every other chapter is a flashback of when Adam was at drama school. I thought the present scenes were psychologically brutal enough, but the flashbacks are even....I was going to say 'worse', but that makes it sound bad, which this definitely isn't. But it's harder in the flashback scenes, the characters, the action, the emotions, everything is very fierce. I felt this format was a great way of showing how the past, present and future are all interlinked, and how you can use your memories to impact your current actions, for better or for worse.
It is a slow burn, a slow thriller. The very definition of a psychological thriller, which I love. It feels good and enjoyable and you're having fun reading it, but when you think deeply about it, you can feel it really getting under your skin and it becomes this really powerful story to read. It becomes more than a page with some words, those words hold a strength of their own that you're battling with.
As well as its main thriller elements, it is a real discovery of human nature, of love, grief, dreams, the extremes you will go to reach them, and what you're willing to sacrifice.
It's not the easiest book to read by any stretch of the imagination. It's raw and harsh and sad and powerful and angry, but it has this...it has this aura about it. It's a book where you forget you're reading a book and instead you're living with these people and feeling what they're feeling. It has a power over the reader that you want to escape from but stay in. It's a really beautifully written piece.
How to really give justice to this book? I think you get the most out of it by reading it yourself. It's the kind of book that'll grab you, and mean something different to every reader. So I've said my bit, it's now time for you to meet The Actor.