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468 pages, Mass Market Paperback
First published July 1, 1991
"His face had one of those magnificent expressions he could make, smiling and frowning at once: a man in love with fun who was not so unself-conscious as to miss, or not mind, what an idiot this could make of him at times."
She was suspended for a moment in that balletic position of raised arms. As if music had stopped for a count of three.
If felt like that many heartbeats for the man watching from the window. Graham leaned closer, fascinated, transfixed. The woman's open arms seemed to remove status, station, even in some way her female gender. She seemed to shed everything in those moments, everything and anything limiting or superfluous to simply being human. The hint of a perfect, unselfconscious candor affected Graham, the way great beauty suddenly moves something in one's chest; the way profoud horror quakes the soul. He couldn't decide if he was enormously attracted or almost squeamishly repelled.
At last. He rather weltered in this feeling for her. He sat there, flexing it, turning it over and over in his mind, like the rediscovery of sensation in a numb limb. He wasn't going to analyze it for its quality, or, God knew, try and use it. He was only glad it was there, that he might feel something for someone besides himself.
As he traveled through this, somehow the muddle of his life dissolved. He began to feel almost transparent; as if, from the dome of the sky to the roots of the trees, the countryside were traveling through him, not he though it.
He felt as if he had squashed something in her. Something nice, yet inchoate. It was nothing he could put his finger on so easily as her being a budding poet, which he felt perhaps she was not. But he sensed a struggle in her, not unlike a birth. A desperate effort at trying to draw breath as a separate being.