Burning Blue materialized into an intoxicating blend of romance, mystery, thriller, and the not-so-typical throes of "high school" drama. I soaked it all in and more; but what really gripped me was the powerful and impressive message behind the story. And that's why I really appreciated and enjoyed the narration from the male (Jay's) POV.
I never really bought into the whole beauty is in the eyes of the beholder, don't judge a book by its' cover, age old, clichéd proverbs when I was in high school. I used to think, only extremely ugly people would agree with that. But I was so young then, impressionable, and shallow. Now I know though, just how wrong I was.
Of course, to a certain extent, looks matter. It certainly is a big deal in our society today, but I also realize that how females AND males define "beauty" are constructed through social norms/pressures, the male gaze, popular media, and so forth. Key word being: constructed. And whether or not you conform or rebel against this 'normalized' standard of beauty, doesn't matter; you're either beautiful by societal standards, or you're not. But we all know, beauty is skin deep. It’s so much more than how big your boobs are, how flat your tummy is, or how long and tanned your slender legs are. And as cliché as it sounds, it's true; so it's important to send this message to young girls, teens, and women. And that’s why the male perspective packed such a powerful punch, for me anyway.
Because we see Nicole through Jay's eyes. All her physical (and other) imperfections and flaws, in contrast to her previous "perfectly beautiful" self. Yet Jay doesn't fall in love with the latter version of Nicole. It's the imperfect, flawed, scarred version of Nicole he sees, and comes to love.
Likewise, Nicole doesn't judge Jay on the basis of his long, stringy, greasy hair, and loner status. Would she have seen him differently if she didn't get acid thrown on her face? If she didn't all of a sudden become disfigured? I'm not sure. Maybe, maybe not. But who in real life is perfect after all? Who isn't broken in some way?
This sends the right kind of message to both males and females. And the whole notion of beauty being subjective is reaffirmed, which I truly appreciated.
Neither Jay nor Nicole were perfect; and the closer you think you get to solving the mystery, you're sucked into a deeper, darker kind of madness. And when it finally hits you, it's totally unexpected and revolting. It's quite disturbing, actually. But within all the chaos, madness, pain, and brokenness, you see that sliver of hope - of recovery, love, and beauty. And that's what will stick with you.
Overall, it's a really dark book: often times depressing, mainly frustrating, sometimes scary, but the end result was worth it. Hope was worth it. Real love, not the lust-love, or the honey-moon stage love, or the fantasy love- but the real thing, when you wholly accept a person, love their guts inside and out, the ugly and the uglier -- was worth it. And beauty, true, inner beauty that girls and women should aspire to (not the constructed, objectified version of beauty plastered on billboards and popular media) - was worth it.
I say, take a chance & read it. NOW. And not just for the mystery, or the romance, because as well fleshed out as those aspects were, the message of the book was what made Burning Blue so special. And unique.
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"I didn't feel sorry for Nicole Castro. I felt hope for her. She wasn't a victim or a snob, a pageant queen or an athlete, a scholar or a saint or any of the other things I'd labeled her over the past few months. She was Nicole, and she was beautiful." -Jay
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Thanks again, Rachmi, for another great recommendation! This one's going in my 'favorites' shelf. ;-)