4.5 stars- Ahhh… this is mostly for all the memories this book brings me
I can’t believe I read this book over 15 years ago. I didn’t remember all of the details- just one smexy scene and the secret baby trope- but that was vivid enough for me to still continue to think of this book all these years later.
Daisy’s back in town, and Jack notices her. She goes to his house because she needs to talk to him, she needs to tell him something very important, and she needs to give him a letter from her deceased husband- who happened to have been Jack’s best friend when they were younger. Jack, Steven, and Daisy were all inseparable when they were teenagers. All until one day Steven and Daisy came to Jack’s house and they told him they were married. They got married because Daisy got pregnant by Jack, but because Jack‘s parents had just died, he suddenly had to become the guardian of his little brother. Daisy realized that it would be too much for him and he wouldn’t be able to handle being a father, losing his parents like he did, and being the guardian of his little brother. Steven was getting ready to go to college and told her that he would take care of her and the baby, so the best thing that they needed to do was to get married.
Since all of this happened, Jack has been bitter ever since. He keeps avoiding Daisy, keeps shutting her down, and doesn’t let her tell him whatever it is she needs to tell him. As Daisy’s trying to do all of this, she’s realizing how much she missed being back home. She’s been gone all this time, settling in her life in Seattle, away from Texas. Other things happen while she’s home, like her sister going crazy after her soon-to-be-ex-husband, her mom gossiping left and right, and the other lives around her that she’s forgotten about.
The sexual tension between Daisy and Jack is nuclear from the getgo. Yes, when she goes to his house, another woman is there, but after that, they really only see each other. Gahhh… the first time they finally kiss after all this time was the scene I could never forget- that’s how I found this book! That’s how memorable it was to me over 15 years later… because it’s so damn 🔥🥵. I kept rereading that scene over and over again- and they don’t even have smex (well, not right then and there- eventually they do the next day lol). Although there are only two full on sexy scenes, all the tension and chemistry was raw, passionate, and intense💦🔥😅🥵. Obviously, no one else has ever compared to the level of passion and visceral intensity as when they were together, and 15 years later, it’s the same for them👏🏻🤤😅🥵🔥.
I loooooved all the flashback scenes- it really shows us how connected they were when they were younger- from the random things they did as kids- like when they got in trouble, to Jack being all swoony and rescuing Daisy when she was dumped before a dance, to when she lost her v to him, to sneaking around behind Steven’s and everyone else’s backs when they were lovers, to finding out how scary life can be when you’re pregnant or when you lose your parents- all of it was beautiful and heartbreaking to watch.
When Daisy was recounting Steven’s death… I cried 😩🥺❤️. Where she left her wedding ring got me so choked up I couldn’t even breathe. It just KILLED me!!! Even remembering it right now as I write this review is bringing on the tears. #cancersucks
Why not a full 5 stars- the reasons why they never told Jack the truth all those years was not strong enough. Come on! How can you not tell the father of your child that he has a kid for THAT long 🙈. I understood the reason why she fled when she found out she was pregnant at first, but as soon as life settled and Jack improved/became responsible, they should have told him the truth. I sided with Jack here- the amount of hurt and the betrayal he felt was horrible! I felt sucker punched myself!
Overall, I’m so glad I found this book after so many years. It’s a great lesson on loss, learning to move on, living life, FORGIVENESS, and, most importantly, setting things right even if it’s many years later. Jack and Daisy were always meant to be together- it just took a while to get there.
⚠️safety squad⚠️
-no cheating
-owd- kind of? the H is with ow when the h goes to his house. At this point, they hadn’t seen each other in 15 years so it’s not a big deal really. He’s with ow at a bar and he sees the h- he gravitates towards her and kisses her- forgetting ow; the next day, H and h have sex and he tells the h that he almost went home with ow but he couldn’t stop thinking of the h
-omd- there are om that like the h. She actually goes on a few dates with om and kisses him, but she realizes she only wants the H
-death of a loved one (cancer)