This is a collection of essays written during the end of Alan Watt's life (1960s). Some material is subjective to that time, but as a whole I rate this 5 stars. Some essays I was less fond of , but in particular the essays titles "Money and Wealth", "Psychedelics and the Religious Experience" and the short essay "Planting Seed and Gathering Fruit" were enjoyable and relatable for me.
This is my first encounter reading Alan Watts, and I'm inclined to read more, especially more of his work talking about Zen Buddhism and Taoism.
Below are my notes, inadequately depicting some things I learned from reading these essays.
Money and Wealth
“All too easily we confuse the world as we symbolise it with the world as it is.”
The concept of things often gets in the way of the actual experience of life. This essay talks about how we need to experience beyond labels and concepts. To get back to the visceral living experience of our senses. That we should not confuse money with wealth. A great example is talking about profit. Profit should be a tangible thing that we experience in the world. Not purely an abstract amount in a bank account. Watts says “No one should be expected to do business without the incentive of profit. The actual trouble is that profit is identified entirely with money, as distinct from the real profit of living with dignity and elegance in beautiful surroundings.” We need to start viewing the concepts of what is profitable, what is desirable, what is worth pursuing based on the real effect on our lives - not some ideal. How much does having 6 fancy cars really affect how we feel with our senses, versus how much does it feed the ego and status - things that are concepts that have little real impact on our experience.
Watts explains the problem very well. Our ideals have been shifted from reality to concepts. And this is causing vast amount of harm in the world - and is not sustainable. Watt’s solution is not to campaign, but rather to experience life fully. Lead by example. The change that can be sustained can happen through people getting in touch with themselves - not by force. This concept that we are part of nature and not here to rule nature is the core of this transformation.
““Man and world are a single natural process, but we are behaving as if we were invaders and plunderers in a foreign territory. For when the individual is defined and felt as the separate personality or ego, he rains unaware that his actual body is a dancing pattern of energy that simple does not happen by itself. It happens only in concert with myriads of other patterns - called animals, plants, insects, bacteria, minerals, liquids, and gases. “
Death in the Kitchen
Lots of rambling about how the kitchen is a place of beauty, quality and art with real ingredients and real foods. Taking the time to eat well. He talks about how murder is inevitable in this life. The cycle of life and death is how this world operates. So instead of trying to pretend this isn’t true, to do with with intention and care. For example, not eating meat from factory farms etc.
One aspect of the essay I really enjoyed was when he stopped talked about the kitchen and was talking about how the present moment is important.
““As a people, our ideal is to have a future, and as long as this is so we shall never have a present. But only those who have a present, and who can relate to it materially and imminently, have any use for making plans for the future, for when their plans mature they will enjoy the results.”
This essay was decent but not really life changing. It made me want to cook good food for good people. Taking the time in the kitchen is a way of being present.
Clothes - On and Off
This essay basically talks about how uncomfortable and useless modern (at the time) clothes are. Especially focusing on mens suits and all the props that go with them. He suggest both men and women wear more loose and flowing clothing - to be confident enough with this ‘character’ you put on. He talks a bit about the philosophy that all clothes are a way for the god in us to put on some type of character or form. This essay encourages my current trend of wearing loose and flowing clothes, and allows me a bit more freedom to dress how I want.
The Spirit of Violence and the Matter of Peace
This is an essay talking mainly about the separation between ego and body and how this can affect our lives and our environment. People who are following the ego are trying to put the complications and intricacies of the universe into linear concepts such as words, concepts and ideas. We need to incorporate the sense of self to include our environment, and not purely the ego mind. With this in mind, we should not try to force change, as this is trusting of the ego’s mind. Rather we need to live in accordance with the totality of our ‘self’ which includes our universe that we live in - and cannot live without.
Psychedelics and the Religious Experience
Watts first talks about the difference in category of ‘mind altering’ substances. Things like alcohol and opioids diminish the thinking capabilities of humans, and are categorically different from the psychedelic experience which is in Watts words are ‘ mind manifesting’. I find this distinction very important. That all drugs are not the same and how we experience them is different. He then talks about how the language used for describing both religious experiences and psychedelics is inadequate AND there is a lot of overlap in a true mystic spiritual/religious experience and that of one on psychedelics.
The four dominant characteristics of psychedelics from Watts experience:
1. A concentration in the present - We are truly focused intently on the magic of what is happening right now. We notice the vibrations of music different, and the textures of clothing and the patterns of water.
“Only those who have cultivated the art of living completely in the present have any use of making plans for the future, for when the plans mature they will be able to enjoy the results.”
2. Awareness of Polarity - Things that we call opposite are actually interconnected and need the opposite in order to be defined. Therefore we are polarised with the external world - the world outside of us helps to define who we are. On psychedelics we feel closer connected with the universe in the sense that we sometimes don’t know which one is pulling, which one is being pulled.
3. Awareness of Relativity - There is an immeasurably small world, and big world , and we are somewhere in between. We are just like the fly who is experiencing a world they are in, a smaller world, and a larger world beyond them that they cannot comprehend.
4. Awareness of Eternal Energy - All existence is a single energy and the cycles of life and death are like waves against a shore with the ebbing and flowing of this energy. This alleviates some of the pressure of being alive - we are just experience this flow of energy.
The next part of the essay talks about why religious (especially in the west) are typically against psychedelics. The God of Christianity is experienced a lot these days like a ruling monarch. It is an independent ‘self’ that rules over things. This view of ego translates to humans viewing themselves as a self as well. The nature of psychedelics is contrasting this view.
He talks about 2 main reasons people say not to do psychedelics:
1. They are dangerous - Watts responds with most things worth doing involve a little bit of danger. We don’t need Police men and Laws - we need guidance and advice.
2. They are escapes from reality - The response is that the experience isn’t always great and amazing, and we learn from these journeys about the wholeness of our complete reality.
7 short essays: ( only notes about ones I really liked)
Planting Seeds and Gathering Fruit
I want to read this again and again.
The concept is that we should not be caught up in the pursuit of right over wrong. These journeys to ‘better’ ourselves is futile. It is better to plant seeds and gather fruit. To live in accordance with nature means we understand that life is full of necessary polarity, and this is the way of the Tao. We can choose to live in according with this, accepting all as it is. BUT we still have the choices to plant seeds and gather fruit. It doesn’t mean we become fatalistic, but rather we make decisions on what is natural, instead of trying to find out meanings and concepts of truths that cannot be put into words. We plant seeds, and gather fruit.
Art with a Capital A
Recently, art as a means to create art is new. Previously we did things with care and to create beauty. Our everyday items were built with art and creativity. Some artists these days create art with lots of space - allowing us to pause and listen to the beautiful of the art of the silences, the stillness, the emptiness.