Thank you to NetGalley for providing me with this ARC in exchange for an honest, spoiler-free review!
Themes: Growing Up, Changing
Representation: LGBT side characters
Content Warnings: Alcohol/Drugs, Toxic relationships, Death (minor)
Premise: It’s 1996 and Christine is 17. She vows to be a newer, “shiner” version of herself this year. However, things don’t go according to plan as Christine has to navigate friendship, university, and love.
Characters
Okay, I’m going to try and see if I can do a bit more of an informal review so this might end up being slightly on the shorter side. Yeah, I guess I finished my last exam of the year today (whoo!) so now I can review more books before summer school starts. (Boo physics.)
Anyways, since we’re getting off track but let’s talk about characters. Personally, I know the main character is supposed to be relatable. However, I cannot relate to her. However, this is just a me-being-"boring”-and-not-really-having-any-high-school-experiences problem since I am RARELY able to fully relate to a teenage character in a book, no offense. Also, I’m a 17-year-old 30 years into the future and not in 1996 and I’m Canadian so yeah, things are definitely different.
However, focusing more on Christine’s internal thoughts, I think it is pretty accurate to the teenage experience. I liked how her thoughts were experienced and there were moments where I was like, I felt that especially when it comes to her relationship with Landry.
My favourite thing is that even if this was supposed to be a more realistic story, you can clearly see Christine’s (albeit messy) character development. She recognies her mistakes and faults and that she deserves to pave her own path and make those changes.
In terms of other characters, I felt like they were well represented and relatable. We all know a Landry, someone whose life is messy and has been through a lot. We all know a Paul, a sweet friend. We all know someone or have heard of someone like Whit, someone who isn’t what they seem.
The only thing I wished there was more of was a bit more diving into the nuances and backstories of the other characters as well as better introduction of some side characters. However, I do understand that we are mostly limited to Chrisinte’s point of view and that if you were to write a journal/diary, you’d just refer to people by name without really giving much of a backstory.
But, overall, nice representation of the characters.
Rating: 4/5
Plot
I think I’m going to forfeit reviewing the plot for this one since there isn’t much of one. All I will say is that the journal narrative felt realistic and even though there were sometimes weird and random tidbits, everything connected to the bigger picture and character development. And as someone who keeps a journal, it felt fairly realistic to how I’d write in my journal.
Style
The style of this book is amazing! Absolutely stunning! Gorgeous!
First, let’s talk more about writing-type things which include the diction and themes and stuff.
In terms of diction, I think the writing style was realistic to what a teenager would write in their most personal diary, simple, to the point, with an emphasis on thoughts. As for themes, I thought they were well-explored. And finally, we have a smattering of pop culture references. Now, I’m not a 90s kid and I even had to Google some of them but, I felt like they were perfect for the story. Plus, I’m sure all you 90s kids will love it.
Now, let’s talk about the art which is absolutely *chef’s kiss.* Not only does the author have gorgeous, gorgeous illustrations, but she also uses a variety of styles! And she does this quite well as well which showcases her amazing talent. Like, even if you’re not the biggest fan of the story, you have to stay for the art because it is beautiful.
Finally, in terms of formatting, I loved how the author incorporated different styles of formatting in the book, including comics, writing, images, and full-scale drawings. I thought it was especially unique.
Rating: 5/5
Final Rating
Characters: 4/5
Plot: N/A
Formatting: 5/5
Final Rating: 4.5/5 (round to 5 stars)
Personal Rating: 4/5
Date Read: June 23rd, 2023
Date Reviewed: June 23rd, 2023