My reading and review-writing life have slowed to a snail’s pace this year, but this past autumn in particular has been rather stagnant. Before the year ends, however, I hope to share some brief thoughts on at least a couple more books I’ve had the pleasure of reading. This essay by Nina MacLaughlin is one of them. I grabbed this from a wonderful bookstore in Saratoga Springs called Northshire while at a conference there in early November. I frequented the store three times during my three-day visit! With today being the winter solstice, I thought this would be an appropriate time to post this. This is actually a collection of five essays. I found all of them to be quite lovely and just what I needed - nothing too heavy but instead quite comforting, much like the caramel hot chocolate a friend recently shared with me.
The prose is lyrical and dives into the darkness of winter yet offers hope for the lightening days. I don’t know about you, but I’m most certainly trying to take a positive spin on this time of year. While this might be the shortest day, or rather daylight, of the year, it’s a great consolation to me knowing that it can only get brighter from this point forward. MacLaughlin shares myths and legends, traditions, and her own ruminations on winter. I’m going to share a passage from each essay that resonated with me. I hope you bask in her words as much as I did. Should you decide to squeeze in an extra book before year’s end, this just might be the perfect one.
“What’s death in a world of stories? In a world of stories, maybe a door exists that opens to the possibility that the ending’s not always the same. In a world of stories, maybe death is all potential, another means of moving on. And on we go, absorbed into the wet warm belly of eternity, or the roaring big black void, back here as a robin or a wren, in dusted orbit around another planet’s moon, riding on the light.” (From Inhale the Darkness)
“Stand outside at midday in this short-day time of year, you’ll see your shadow at its longest, darkness stretching out from under you over the surface of the earth, reaching for something and inviting you to follow. Our shadows achieve their great height these days; they come into their power.” (From The Shadows Below the Shadows)
“In winter, we get inside each other. The erotics of the dark, cold season differ from those of summer – not the flirty sundressed frolic, not sultry August sweat above the lip, not tan lines, or sand in shoes or the exuberant spill of peony petals. It’s a different sort of smolder now. Quilted, clutching, we wolve for one another, ice on the puddles, orange glow from windows against deepest evening blue. For rare, magnificent moments, we halt time.” (From In Winter We Get Inside Each Other)
“I know the days are short, the sunsets now seem to say, but here, this fuchsia, this gold, this flame, they’re the best I know how to make, take what consolation you can. Winter is only just beginning, the season starts today, but it carries with it in its large felt sack the return of the sun. Winter begins, and the wheel spins itself toward light.” (From Burn Something Today)
“I know the feeling in my body when I am all the way here, when I am offering what light I have to you, the most precious thing I have, my attention, which is to say, my love. And I know the feeling in my body when it is returned, when that presence is offered back, when the spark of you is right here with me, even for a moment. It is not the words that speak the presence but the glow behind the eyes, the pulse from the heart communicated between us, across a table, beside you as we walk together on the sidewalk toward the square. I’m here, you’re here. We will not always be.” (From The Timing of the Light)
MacLaughlin has a summer solstice essay collection as well. Perhaps I’ll make another trip to that bookshop in Saratoga Springs when the time comes!