A well-made edition by the good folks at Cooper Dillon Books. This 25 page poem/prayer by Jill Alexander Essbaum wrestles with love/lust, desire and loss and the possibilities of redemption, or perhaps the impossibility of self-redemption. One couplet reads:
I've been my sins. I'll be them again.
Christ, the bottle's empty. Turn this water into gin.
And toward the beginning of the poem, these wonderful, playful 4 lines:
Years younger, it is a different cross I'm nailed to.
All my charms, all my conniving.
My doings and my don'ts.
Impossible paths. Impassable boths.
Essbaum paces out this long poem perfectly and it is easily read in one, brief sitting...but promises rewards for frequent re-reading. She's just so much damn fun to read. As her author bio states:
"She believes most firmly that wit trumps irony, clever beats disaffected, and, in all things, sincerity is key."
But part of what makes Essbaum so engaging, I think, is that she writes so well about insincerity and the capacity for self-deception as well, laying it all bare on the page in language both charming and unflinching.