**Many thanks to Berkley and Sara-Jane Collins for an ARC provided via NetGalley! Now available as of 1.23!!**
"Time is the fire in which we burn." - Gene Roddenberry
Alison still can hardly believe she made it out alive. When a wildfire tore across her town, she relied on her street smarts, keeping herself safe and wrapped in a wet blanket in her bathroom. When she finally emerges into a world seemingly torn apart by ash, she finds the evidence of even more destruction at her doorstep. A red car is stranded beneath a tree in her yard...but it isn't empty. Inside is the body of a woman...a woman who is now dead. Alison is horrified...but who is this woman, and WHY did she end up practically sitting on her doorstep?
After a quick search through the woman's bag, she finds an ID that finally gives her a name for the mysterious stranger: Simone Arnold. This name means nothing to her...but another name on a slip of paper also inside the bag does...Alison King. Now that it's clear this woman was on a mission to reach her, what sort of message did Simone have to deliver? Troubled by her already complicated past with a man she's been trying desperately to forget ---and to keep away at all costs---will Alison and her detective friend be able to crack the case with this now-permanently silent player? Or will the fires return to finish what they started...and take Alison as their next victim?
This novel takes place in Australia, and even in the first few pages, Collins does an excellent job of setting the scene and building a smoky, orange post-apocalyptic setting for our MC Alison. In general, this storytelling reminded me a lot of many of the Scananavian noir-type novels I've read in the past, where a heavy dose of atmosphere is almost a character in and of itself. While the action and mystery could be entertaining without it, you truly need to allow yourself to become immersed in the world of the book in order to have a complete reading experience. In order for the fires to feel like a character, the memory has to linger not only with Alison, but with YOU as the reader, and at times I certainly felt like I could smell the acrid smoke lingering in the air.
While the fire may be the most abstract character, there are a FEW worthwhile players in this one to keep you hooked. Alison, unfortunately, is a MC who is guaranteed to frustrate many readers: she's not the best at taking advice, has a substance abuse problem of sorts, and more baggage than a steam train. All that being said, however, she is a COMPLEX character, one whose past traumas slowly unfold throughout the book (some in flashback, some in the present time) and while you won't always agree with her, the choices in front of her will become less cut and dried and the line between right and wrong will become irrevocably blurred.
And at the center of this is MY favorite aspect of this story, the will-they-won't-they tortured not-quite-romantic-but-NOT-at-all-platonic-relatonship between Alison and one of her close male friends...who also happens to be a cop. Normally, a relationship like this would be set up as a device to move the story along or to get Alison insider intel...but in this case, it was more of a character study of these two souls, each lost in their own way, and the tension (as well as the sexual tension!) added layer upon layer to this already complex narrative. Along with conversations about grief and ruminations about the past, Collins gave these characters SO much material to delve into and discuss that there was never a dull moment when these two were in the room...and never an 'easy' moment between them either.
The mystery itself is also compelling and ties back well (once you have the full story) to Alison's past...and while I suppose in some sense it is predictable, because there is enough other drama permeating the narrative, you won't get too bogged down by this fact. There are points where I felt like things slowed down a bit or were needlessly complicated, but in the end it was the complex character relationships and overall feel that took this up a notch for me, and kept me waiting with bated breath to see just how the journey would end for Allison...because with so much internal conflict, trust me when I say there are TWO ways this story can go right up until the end.
...And as Alison learns, much like flame itself...in so many ways it's up to nature (and fate) to TRULY decide who (and what) is left standing when the smoke FINALLY clears. 🔥
4 stars, rounded up from 3.5