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384 pages, Paperback
First published January 5, 1791
When grief for fiction's idle words
More real than human life appears,
Reflect that life itself's a dream
And do not mock the reader's tears.
"But both households must now look to me for their daily sustenance, and how can I hope to support them all? This latest revelation of Lian’s is another grievous blow; not only have we no reserves, we are seriously in debt. We have evidently been living under false pretences for years! And I have only my own stupidity to blame! How can I have been so blind? If only my eldest son were still alive! In Zhu I might at least have had some support. But Bao-yu, for all he is my son, and now a grown man, can offer my no help whatsoever."
To all of them the best course of action in the circumstances seemed to be to speed him on his way and get the thing over with.
'They're waiting for you outside. No more dilly-dallying now, or you'll be late.'
Bao-yu raised his head and laughed.
'Off I go! Enough of this foolery! It's over!'
'Well -- off you go then!' they all cried, laughing nervously. Only Lady Wang and Bao-chai were sobbing inconsolably, as if they were parting from him forever.
I'm still mad about how horribly they treated Xi-feng, who will forever be my favorite.