I observed Lent for the first time in my life this year, and had a marvelous experience! This lovely book was part of that. Here I have saved some thoughts from the reading, intermixed with broken thoughts of my own.
“We begin this holy season by acknowledging our need for repentance and our need for the love and forgiveness shown to us in Jesus Christ. I invite you, therefore, in the name of Christ, to observe a Holy Lent, by self-examination and penitence, by prayer and fasting, by practicing works of love, and by reading and reflecting on God's Holy Word.” ("Repent, and believe in the Gospel" or
"Remember that you are dust, and to dust you shall return."—Mark 1:15, Gen 3:19)—reformed church in America
The Rev. Jarred Mercer said, “In Holy Week we seek to journey along with Jesus through the last week of his life. And on Maundy Thursday we sit in the lonely emptiness of the Garden of Gethsemane and the shame of his trial, on Good Friday with the brokenness of the cross, Holy Saturday in the despair of the grave.”
Fasts are more love offerings than disciplines, though it certainly requires discipline to maintain them. In short, I ache. I ache for my bridegroom. I ache to live every waking moment conscious of his presence.
“Christian spirituality, the contemplative life, is not about us. It is about God. The great weakness of American spirituality is that it is all about us: fulfilling our potential, getting the blessings of God, expanding our influence, finding our gifts, getting a handle on principles by which we can get an edge over the competition. The more there is of us, the less there is of God.”—Eugene Peterson
“It’s an act of reference to ask questions of the story. The Jews are confident that the story is strong enough to be tried and tested…. Questions are at secret as answers.”—Dr Leonard Sweet
The author of our faith is more than able to address the identity crisis His unexpected words and ways may trigger.
We are not necessarily doubting that God will do the best for us; we are wondering how painful the best will turn out to be.” —CS Lewis
“To endure the cross is not tragedy; it is the suffering which is the fruit of an exclusive allegiance to Jesus Christ. When it comes, it is not an accident, but a necessity.”—Deitrich Bonhoeffer
“In a world where people are afraid to fast because it may seem too difficult, inconvenient, and burdensome, the Church reminds us of the meaning of fasting: to hunger and tire to the point of physical exhaustion for the sake of uniting with our heavenly Bridegroom.”—John Paul Abdelsayed
“No matter how we rationalize, God will sometimes seem unfair from the perspective of a person trapped in time…. Not until history has ran its course. Will we understand how ‘all things work together for good.’ Faith means believing in advance what will only make sense in reverse.” —Philip Yancey
Be they plain or shrouded in mystery, God’s words are infinitely more needful. So let us post them on our minds and hide them in our hearts. Let us honor God’s words and be encouraged: our lack of understanding cannot sabotage the power or the purpose of His voice.
“When we were children most of us were good friends with mystery. The world was full of it and we loved it. Then as we grew older we slowly accepted the indoctrination that mystery exists only to be solved. For many of us, mystery became an adversary; unknowing became a weakness. The contemplative spiritual life is an ongoing reversal of this adjustment. It is a slow and sometimes painful process of becoming ‘as little children’ again, in which we first make friends with mystery and finally fall in love again with it.”—Gerald G. May
Backstories matter little once Jesus enters the room.
“It really boils down to this: that all life is interrelated. We are all caught in an inescapable network of mutuality, tied into a single garment of destiny. Whatever affects one directly, affects all indirectly. We are made to live together because of the interrelated structure of reality.” —Martin Luther King, Jr.
“To be is to inter-be. We cannot just be by ourselves alone.”
Draw a web of the people in your faith story. Intentionally nurture your God-given web of relationships.
I am not moved, my God, to love you
By the Heaven you have promised me.
Neither does he’ll, so feared, move me
To keep me from offending you.
You move me, Lord, and I am moved seeing you
Scoffed at and bailed on a cross.
I am moved seeing your body so wounded.
Your injuries and your death move me.
It is your love that moves me,
And in such a way that even tho there were no Heaven,
I would love you,
And eve tho there were no hell,
I would fear you.
You do not have to give me anything
So that I love you,
For even if o didn’t hope for what I hope,
As I now love you, so would I love you.
—John of the cross? (Spanish)
Love does not calculate. What an honor: to be remembered as one who loved lavishly. Seek an opportunity to be irrationally lavish toward someone who cannot possibly return the favor. Give because you love. Give without letting reason ration out your love in stingy portions.
Fasting is valuable to the extent that it reflects a posture of the heart.
Our deep self-protective defaults can only be exposed, examined, and abandoned through suffering.
Ask God where He is weeping in your life and in the world and join Him there. It is never weakness to grieve where God is grieving.
Apathy: freedom from or insensibility to passion or feeling; passionless existence. Antonyms: sympathy, sensitivity, and concern.
What then is our responsibility as non-apathetic disciples when we witness injustice? The fact that
Jesus witnessed injustice in the temple courts years before his protest affirms that timing matters.
The Lenten spring has come
The light of repentance!
I brothers, let us cleanse ourselves from all evil, crying out to the Giver of Light:
Glory to Thee, O Lover of man.
—Hymn
Jesus, evidently, finds utter fruitlessness frustrating. …The appearance of faith without the fruit of faith is, in Jesus’ words, “vain.”
Easter is our return every year to our own baptism, whereas Lent is our preparation for that return.
John 12:27 A troubled soul is something the signature of obedience-in-the-making. …And, evidently, I’m the process, it is Christlike to on occasion blurt out, “My soul is troubled!”
Process can be a troubling thing. It disrupts us and disorients us and we would much rather skip to the end. But to live true, we must allow process to run its course. Question it, weep through it, agonize over it…but, for the sake of our souls, we dare not truncate process because time alone makes its work soul-deep.
Resist tidying up when you are in the muddy middle of the process of obedience-in-the-making. Befriend undone. Name the trouble. Like Jesus, talk to yourself and your Father God. Ask Him if alternative routes exist again and again and again…until you push through resistance, pass around resentment, press past resignation, and emerge into willful (even if tearful) partnership with God.
Christ loved in continuous attention to Father’s inaudible voice.
Love needs time to grow before it has the strength to go.
Deny self or deny Jesus. Choose Jesus over self.
Jesus was victorious not because he lacked uncooperative feelings but because he affirmed and reaffirmed his commitment to honor Father’s will above his emotions.
Fasting is never engaged in as a duty. Fasting is an ascetic practice, meaning it is viewed as spiritual training, much in the same way that lifting weights or running, would be for the body.
When discouraged, we are far more vulnerable to deception.
We know that Jesus‘s presence is valuable to us, but we rarely consider the possibility that our presence is valuable to him.
“Refuse to allow discontentment brain space”. **gratitude crowds out discontent
“[Almsgiving] is to give not only our money but our time, not only what we have but what we are; it is to give a part of ourselves.” —Ibid., 19
Lent is “a time of identifying more closely with the poor. That is where almsgiving comes in.” —Fr. Lewis
Personal decrease is connected with community by making generosity an intended outcome of fasting.
“Throughout his life on earth, [Christ] resisted every impulse to work more rapidly for a lower good.”—George Macdonald
Timidity is fear-driven.
Hesitation is doubt-driven.
Restraint is obedience-inspired.
The crowds thought themselves the victors as they led their prisoner out of the garden. In truth, prisoners were escorting the Victor to a triumph that would shake the gates of hell.
Abstinence: the practice or discipline of resisting self-indulgence; self-restraint.
“Abstinence is the mother of health. A few ounces of privation will prove an excellent recipe for any ailment.” John Eudes, French missionary and priest
Rev 5:6, 8-9 LAMB
Lent is “thinning” season—as thinning carrots etc.
Sacrificial fellowship
40 bags in40 days memories on clover lane
Singing without accompaniment
Prayer and sharing, silence and fasting
Moment (minute, hour) of silencr
Stations of the cross: would we “live differently if we remembered more frequently (and more accurately) what the cross cost?”
Ritual walking Christ through His sacrifice as support and gratitude to Him
Video of crucifixion
What the rulers saw as defeat, Jesus, saw as the finish line. With his “it is finished,” Jesus entered triumphantly into death.
Joseph of Arimathea
When we offer to Jesus, that place we have reserved for our SELVES, he surprises us by filling that space with his resurrected life.
“If the enemy forces us to give up our quietness, we must not listen to him. For nothing is like quietness and abstinence from food. They combine to fight together against him. for they give keen insight to the inner eyes.” Abba Douglas
Other sheep I have which are not of this fold.
Hollands death quote on my FB page
“Labor is a craft, but perfect rest is an art.” Rabbi Abraham Joshua Heschel
“Could it be that a legitimate stage of hope is hopelessness?” —Dr A. J. Swoboda
Obedience is never a waste; it is an investment in the future we cannot see.
He is risen
“The soul must learn to love God, just for Himself in such a manner that He, and not the need to be loved, is the center of all things.”
We decrease so that Jesus can increase in and through us.
“ crown him with many crowns,” by Mathew Bridges
Dear lord, for these three things I pray:
to love the more dearly…
“The more I considered Christianity, the more I found that while it has established a rule and order, the chief end of that order was to give room for good things to run wild.” GK Chesterton.
Holy, holy, holy is the Lord God almighty (Rev 4:8).