This book was interesting, although it held no surprises regarding John's character. It was glossed over and excused.
What did surprise me is how someone could delude themself into thinking they were the love of someone's life when they weren't.
John Lennon was not a nice person. Yet Cynthia never seems to acknowledge this. He basically treated her like dirt, and she still thought he was wonderful, and seemed to make excuses for him.
I also don't believe it was all Yoko's fault. Cynthia seemed to leave an awful lot out of the book, and there were things I found hard to believe. Like when she had a meeting with John, regarding their divorce, and Yoko was with him. She seemingly has a conversation with John, while Yoko was conveniently getting a glass of water, so no way to corroborate.
The take I got on this is a woman who was married to someone famous, had to get married as she was pregnant, that's what most people did back then, got dumped and I don't believe all the early songs he wrote were for her. She quite frankly seemed delusional where John was concerned. She also made herself sound like a doormat.
She accepted £750,000 she said regarding divorce. Why? She could have taken him to the cleaners. Also, that was a lot of money back then. What did she do with it? Well, instead of using it wisely, she got mixed up with some Italian gigolo named Roberto, who liked the high life and apparently was spending all her money. She was married 4x. Says more about her than the losers she picked.
An ok read, but rather sickening on the martyr attitude. The "poor me" got tired fast, as I thought well, you held the ace card. His child. She should have taken him for a bundle. Instead she wrote a whiney book.