Ugghh how can an author make me immediately love someone and then kinda hate them so quickly!? lol Davis had my heart IMMEDIATELY. *Such* an adorkable rich dude. But then…things happen and..yikes 😆
Lemme tell you.. this is a legit strangers-to-lovers-to-enemies-to-lovers situation. It’s toxic, it’s messy, it’s kinda real in an unreal way, and I loved it.
(I didn’t really hate Davis, because I knew he’s jussa hurt lil boy in there, but man.. 😳)
I spent a good portion of the book just so f*cking *sad* for both of them. They were kind of just both in sh!t situations and doing their best (or worst!) My yearning for them underneath the hate-fuelled (with all sorts of guilt and shame) dynamic just was killing me, in the best way.
Even though Davis seemingly changed from the past to the current, Rebecca masterfully tied a string between his prior self and current - we see glimpses that he’s still anxious, he still wobbles, it’s just that he has a persona now. This kept me hanging in for him, that he was in there somewhere.
Olivia isn’t without reproach either. She has had a tough life and has lived the way she felt she needed to. She’s awesome though, her ball-busting ways led to a great dynamic. I absolutely love the women Rebecca writes.
The twistiness of the book had me in a chokehold, I was barely breathing through some of it. You get to feel the hateful discomfort mixed with want. A frustrating and uncomfortable place to be, just like they both are (yes even Davis, even if he wouldn’t admit it). I really hated some of this for them, I almost wanted to cry thinking “don’t be like this!” 😅
If you like hate-f*cking and I mean real hate-f*cking and f*cking with messed up feelings, this is definitely for you. It’s a hike to get to their love and affection. You get glimpses to keep you going but it is a very bumpy ride. Deliciously so.
Absolutely enjoyed this book from top to bottom. Love how it made me *feel*. Enjoyable read, 100% recommend! I’ve really enjoyed all of Rebecca’s books so far, even when they’re different in tone they are consistent in her really great voice and writing style that I just love!
Definitely check this one out!
5/5 ⭐️