I try to avoid going into bookshops because these days, what they actually offer, really, are hundreds and hundreds of books that I don't particularly want to read, of which I seem unable to resist taking at least two home with me, a bit like visiting the lost dogs' home saying we'll just take a look round.
This was a bit of a labradoodle.
It seemed like a good idea at the time: when going away on a holiday that requires some careful packing and weighing of suitcases rather than merely chucking everything you might possibly need into the car it's always a good idea to double up on books. Take something that both of us can enjoy. So I enter our local temple to literature, which is turning more and more into a temple to the DVD, to chocolate, calendars, moleskin notebooks, gingham lavender bags, greetings cards, wrapping paper, coffee mugs, dolls and soft toys, jigsaws, board games, so-called (non-book!) 'gifts' (stuff no-one ever knew they wanted, nor knows what to do with), magazines, pens, pencils, dog food. Dog food? Well, not so far, no, but package it right and it can only be a question of time. Anyway, I manage to find the stack of paperbacks that aren't all pink and girly or dark and grisly with the title embossed in silver, but there are still, ooh, at least twelve of them so I stand there humming an hah-ing for a bit. No helpful shop assistant within shouting distance. But my attention is drawn to an elderly lady and her daughter who are sifting through the same stacks. The elderly lady is a bit of a reader; each time her daughter suggests something she's already read it. Elderly lady is especially enthusiastic about this thrilling story set in Tel Aviv, irresistible she says, and you learn such a lot about the Palestinian conflict. Hmmm. An Algerian author who took a woman's pseudonym to avoid military censorship. I think I could sell that to The Man.
Well, let me warn you not to listen to elderly ladies in bookshops. I mean this was OK, it filled a couple of empty afternoon hours. Dr Jaafari has built for himself a safe little corner of the world where he feels that even as an Arab-Israeli he can get on with a useful life as a doctor, one that sees no political shades of skin colour on the people he treats, in a workplace that accepts him for his ability as a surgeon without regard for which side of the divide his loyalties lie. That secure world explodes, quite literally, in a horrific suicide bombing in which it would appear that the explosive device was strapped around the body of Dr Jaafari's wife.
Just like this reader, Dr Jaafari finds this hard to believe, and I don't know that either of us was much the wiser at the end. What does come galloping through is less the insight into the suicide bomber's mindset, but rather the attitude of a people under siege: if you aren't with us, then you are against us. Neutrality is not an option if you see war as a just war.
A labradoodle: a bit of a hybrid. A sort of thriller, why-dunnit, with a bit of contemporary political authenticity to give it an edge. Does the job, fills the time, but I couldn't quite see why it gave rise to such enthusiasm. Dr Jaafari remains distant, and his wife a complete enigma. The Man wasn't overly impressed either, by the way.