Chris Kelso is not shy about his gloom. He's not a downer exactly, but what I've read of his writing definitely stays pretty down. He's not moping, or wallowing, or catastrophizing. He's not here to make more problems. It's not about you. It's almost more like he's friends with darkness (or at least frenemies) - like it's a big, black, blobby, Totoro-by-way-of-Lovecraft sidekick that globs around behind him wherever he goes, and whom he just kind of keeps warily observing and chatting to and occasionally poking at with a stick (indeed, the title of his seminal Interrogating the Abyss all but says as much). And while he's had his hands in a hundred different cosmic horror cauldrons over the years (of which, admittedly, I've still got a lot to get to), V0idheads may be his most direct, concentrated distillation yet of that dour, symbiotic relationship.
In V0idheads, the void is literal - alive and swirling in Ori's basement - and it's hungry. In his institutionalized mother's absence, his house has become something of an unsupervised hang zone cum death cult for his peers - the titular "heads" - who have taken to offering up pieces of themselves to the seductive, and possibly sentient maw (though Ori himself is the only one to travel all the way through, enjoying what you might call a kind of transcendental endarkenment upon his return). The kids take turns, each going a little further than the last. Wanting something a little different. To make them stand out. To show they're unique. Around school, it's starting to seem like everyone who's anyone is an amputee or in the process of deciding the coolest way to become one (even the initially concerned teacher Mr. McNeil soon finds himself drawn to the allure of the void). It's all the rage.
Jumping deftly between multiple viewpoints - including "You," a sacrificial lamb milling about the slow slaughter - V0idheads explores the endless metaphorical nuances of self-destruction as fashion trend. There's some fetishism at play around the margins (reminiscent of Jess Hagemann's fantastic body horror cult trip Headcheese), as well as overt drug parallels (recalling B.R. Yeager's towering Negative Space) as the void itself becomes a narcotic commodity, packaged and sold by Ori and his now-headless younger brother, and sought far and wide for its "legendary low." But you could just as easily discuss V0idheads in terms of religious zealotry, or suburban economic collapse, or environmental despair, or teenage social media angst, or self-harm carried to its logical extreme. Seriously, take your pick. The book is littered with morphological illustrations of the consumptive entity in question as it squelches and congeals through a host of impenetrable permutations. Come one, come all. The 21st century is full of Hell, and the void is as wide as its ever been - it's a big black tent - and Kelso's overall implications here remain obscure enough to allow for infinite malleability. There's more than enough darkness to go around.
As with so much of his work, the real questions aren't about what the void is, or why we're drawn to it, or why it won't just leave us alone. They're about how we live with it. How we learn to be ok with it. What we give to it, and what we protect. Can you do without an ear? A hand? Your legs? Your whole head? What's the right ratio? The return on investment? Is it better to run from the darkness? To close your eyes and pretend that's different? Pretend it's somehow the light? Or could we all stand to take a cue from Chris Kelso, and start thinking of the darkness more as a bad, but reliable hang. Keeping an eye on it. Having a chat with it. Giving it a good, sharp poke once in a while. It may not always feel practical, but then again, "impracticality" is "kind of the point." The void's obviously not going anywhere. Sometimes the only way out is through.