Read in 1 sitting could not put it down. This is more like 3 half star read just the spice was too much degradation for me but the story was good.
It's Sophia story a year after the event in uprising, n she's a broken woman, through flashbacks we get a glimpse of her childhood n want she endured with Otto and it does not hold back!!!
Sofia is usually an FMC I can't stand. Weak cries ALOT n docile but you fully get she has been traumatised, she is going through severe PTSD, and the only way she heals is with Keon. By the end the fire she displays and who she becomes is glorious.
This book takes us on her healing journey, n it's not she gets with Keon n she's fixed, most of the book she doesn't recover, which is heartbreaking but also believable
Keon is a character that has me conflicted outside the bedroom I adore him, he's strong, possessive, a true touch n you die chracter everything that Roman should of been toward Rose, he puts Roman to shame, Keon killed his own men for talking about Sofia or making it unsafe for her, he did not hesitate. Which I love .......but the spice in the book made me uncomfortable Keon called himself the pleasure Dom n their idea of pleasure is not for me. It's degrading, filthy n painful, like he cuts her from rough sex n after session makes her bleed, he pleasures her while she asleep and has sex with her after she passes out from exhaustion, it just was a lot to take on board.
Roman in this book is a piece of shit, he's blissfully happy with Rose as a family delivered his revenge justice for him n rose and essentially left his sister to suffer in silence. Unforgivable !!!!! N like I said compared to Keon he is just a guy with lots of money, he doesn't lead or make power moves he abides by the law n gets beat up (deserved) he's bloody useless.
At points the spice parts were unbearable to read especially from Sofia POV, to be clear she consented n she has a pain/rape kink, but she describes the pain she feels when they have sex, and the descriptions of her crying in pain is an absolute turn off, especially when he takes her bum hole that chapter was hard, it was relentless and sounded excruciating and he still inflicted more pain after, him feeling all the cuts in her and finding blood oh his finger just gross 🤮
The jewel storyline felt a bit pointless tbh, like her recovery story was enough.
This book is very good, but it is dark n twisted, tad too long like I said unnecessary story about a jewel, and rape/pain kink is not appealing at all. Other then those points it would of been a solid 4 star ⭐️ read.