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320 pages, Pocket Book
First published November 6, 2018
Even at sixteen, Terry was no stranger to labor and didn't mind the work, but this place felt like a lost cause to him.
–and–
Staying closeted created a certain pain, but it was still an option in a place where being yourself meant risking your life.
"I need somebody to go by the house and see about my dog," Terry said.
"Not my concern," the doctor said and adjusted his stethoscope.
{Jason} kept thinking about {Terry's} small handwriting, the elegant loop in the cursive P of please. It was capitalized, a single word followed by the dark blot of a period. Words were such fragile, imprecise things, but that please explained everything.
CW: addiction, animal cruelty, homophobia, physical altercations and self-harm
He kept thinking about the small handwriting, the elegant loop in the cursive P of please. It was capitalized, a single word followed by the dark blot of a period. Words were such fragile, imprecise things, but that please explained everything.
Based solely on the premise, I thought this story could go either way.. but I'm happy to report that not only is Pallbearer one of my new favourite English words, Jordan Farmer's novel exceeded all expectations I had as well. Seriously, what a debut!
The fictional Appalachian town of Lynch, West Virginia shares its fate with a lot of other places in the Coal Country of the United States of America: Many mines have already shut down and it's forseeable that it won't take long until the last one closes its doors, leaving behind even more empty storefronts and people without any job opportunities in the midst of the opioid epidemic. The streets are framed by collapsing houses, and the ones still inhabited get robbed by addicts searching for pills or money (for pills).
Terry Blankenship is one of them. But he also tries to save some money for his dream to leave the rundown hunting cabin he lives in, to start a new life with his boyfriend in a city where they don't have to hide anymore. Unfortunately after a case of bad judgment he owes some money to Ferris Gilbert, the patriarch of a local family who is involved in pretty much all the crime activity in town. Terry has to come up with the money, kill the local sheriff instead or face the consequences himself. At the same time Gilbert pays a visit to Jason Felts, a social worker who counsels the teenage boys at The Shell, the local youth correctional facility. He tries to threaten him into smuggeling an ominous package into the jail and delivering it to his brother Huddles who is incarcerated for possesion charges.
Both Terry and Felts must make life-altering decisions. One is desperate to get out of town with a clean slate and the other one is strictly speaking dedicated to save young inmates from a life behind bars.. Do they comply with Gilbert's threats and implicate themselves in serious crimes or are they able to find other ways out of the dilemmas they're in?
The story is carried by well fleshed out characters that felt rich and three-dimensional, including the town of Lynch, West Virginia. Jordan Farmer's engaging writing shows he clearly knows the region of Appalachia. I could picture the mountains, woods and gravelly backroads without having ever been there myself.
The character of Jason Felts is also a testimony to physically disabled authors writing about characters who have physical disabilities. More often than not conditions like that are used as a gimmick to make a character or plot more interesting or special, which is never the case regarding dwarfism in this book - Felts' insightful narrative depicts his experience from childhood to adulthood, but it also goes way beyond that. The same goes for Terry Blankenship's sexuality, by the way.
Another aspect of Jordan Farmer's writing I enjoyed was, that he showed the limitations of his characters' knowledge without making them dumb. At one point Terry walks into a strip club where a woman is dancing at a pole. He doesn't recall the term of the thing she has on, so he describes it as a tight clenched satin cover over her waist he had seen noblewomen wearing in old movies. It's just really clever not to include the word Corset, simply because it isn't part of Terry's day-to-day vocabulary.
Right after I finished this book I wasn't quite sure about the epilogue because of its sudden cut. After a reread of the ending and thinking about it for a couple of days, I wouldn't want to change a thing. The cut isn't even that sudden. It's an epilogue and they usually don't pick up the story right where it ended in the last chapter, but because I sped through it the first time around, barely taking a break (I just couldn't put it down!), it appeared to be rather abrupt.
I like that the ending isn't neatly (or happily) wrapped up for all the characters, but it concludes realistically and felt true to the overall story.
Jordan Farmer is definitely an author I will keep an eye out for and I recommend this book to anyone who is interested in a character-driven story about (im)moral decisions and contemporary issues such as the poverty-stricken towns in Coal Country, the opioid epidemic, discrimination against the LGBT+ community and youth incarceration.
Thank you to NetGalley and Skyhorse Publishing for giving me the opportunity to read this in exchange for an honest review. The quotes are taken from an uncorrected Bound Galley and may be edited before publication.