THANK YOU TO OLIVE J. KELLEY FOR THE ARC!
Sci-fi has never really been my genre, but oh my god, this book. I loved the space setting and how everything was described. In previous sci-fi books, I found the descriptions of the tech and the planets boring, but this time I was really hooked. I loved reading about Castors life on the Gemini, and how everything worked on the different planets they visited. Besides the descriptions, I really enjoyed the writing style and pace. The language was nice, and easy to read. Hearing Castors inner dialogue and their denial about their feelings for Juno was really nice. I especially loved how their autism wasn't a big deal, but just a part of who they are, and how it affects their day to day life. The pacing for me was just nice. It never felt like it dragged on, but it also never felt like we were just breezing through. The plot was also just extremely easy to follow. Oh and the characters! They all had dimension and was really loveable. More reasons for why I was engaged throughout the entire book. I didn't want to put it down.
This book dealt with topics that really reminded me of the real world: A really messed up government trying to hurt LGBTQ+ people, ESPECIALLY trans people, and a few mentions of banning of abortions. Weirdly enough, I found slight comfort in it. Normally you read books to escape the hellhole that is real life, but this was nice. It almost filled me with hope. Hope that we can through all the messed up things happening around the world, especially in america. We can get through this with not only people like Juno who's actively speaking out and being very active on the battlefield, but also with people like Castor who's willing to change and learn and join the fight. The queer/trans rage was just SO GOOD, and I loved seeing them stand up to the government and demanded justice.
The book was set far into the future after humanity killed earth, and sometimes it sounded like it was killed by something similar to the willow project, which was quite interesting. It made me think about whether that's actually what our future might end up like, if we keep doing what we do. That we might end up having to live on other plates and adapt to outer space.
Castor and Juno are such cool characters, and I loved seeing them develop as the story progresses. Castor, starting out very apathetic and closed up, but eventually becoming open and trusting towards Juno and the other characters.
Juno, starting out very determined about her cause, and not understanding why people WOULDN'T want to join in, eventually becoming way more understanding towards Castor.
I loved seeing them interact, and reading their banter. The love they have for each other after they get together was really sweat. Especially the fact that Juno didn't love Castor despite, but partially because of their autism. It's just a part of who they are. There's a quote that illustrates this really nicely. Juno goes “You're autistic, and smart, and extremely charming, just in a way a lot of people don't understand,”.
The representation in this book was so nice. Castor was both Non-binary, a lesbian, autistic, disabled and had gotten top-surgery. Juno was a trans lesbian, and we were told multiple times that she took estrogen and had gotten face feminisation surgery. (the book did use the word 'lesbian' multiple times, which was nice, contrary to a lot of other lesbian books almost being afraid to use the word). Besides them, all the more important characters were either queer, trans and/or disabled. A character was deaf and used sign language, there were a lot of trans women, and there were even a single mention of someone using Xe/Xem pronouns. Everything surrounding autism, queerness and being trans was so casual, and I genuinely feel like we need that in books. Everything doesn't always have to be a big deal, sometimes it's nice to read about queer people existing in their queerness. This book really delivered that.
Also the tropes?
Hesitant allies to lovers
only one bunk/forced proximity
pessimist X optimist
Yes please!
Every book comes with content warnings, and this was no exception, so here they are (taken directly from the book itself)
- Transphobia, including misgendering, systemic transphobic violence, and censored deadnaming
- Police brutality
- Sexual assault (mentioned only)
- Gun violence & an attempted mass shooting
- Character death
- Child death (past)
- Sexual content
- Ableism, including internalized ableism by a disabled character
This book was nothing less than a 5 star read for me, and i highly suggest reading it when it comes out in june!