"It is curious that the man who sticks to his job in illness, the sportsman who carries on in pain, the soldier who remains at his post in spite of wounds, are all subjects of admiration. None are doing brilliantly well but they are showing courage and stamina; we admire them in their hardship cheerfully borne, in their sinking of self-interest for the common good. Yet if we continue with our prayer when it is dull and arid, we are 'insincere.' If we assist at worship when we are ill, tired, and distracted, we are 'irreverent,' and when a man under intense temptation struggles, falls, confesses; struggles, falls, confesses, over and over again without despair, then he is a 'hypocrite.' Quite independent of interest or enthusiasm, work can be done efficiently, and prayer is work, vocation is the call to a job, conversion and Baptism imply not so much psychological experience as professional status."
A recommendation from my priest, and a very helpful bit of work. Its more technical points were helpful as I continue to better understand the doctrine of my Anglo-Catholic church, but I was primarily struck and encouraged by such tidbits of pragmatic wisdom as the one quoted above.
"'Supposing I leave something out by accident, or my confession seems afterwards to have been inadequate, and I do not feel forgiven?' Your feelings cannot make the remotest bit of difference to a positive act of God, nor can any mistake the priest might make. God knows all about human effort, and he does not make rash promises and fail to keep them."