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766 pages, Kindle Edition
First published March 24, 2023
I spent so long trying to push her away that when I stopped, it was so easy. Being with her was like breathing. I didn’t know I needed the air, but I knew that I would die without it.
There’s so much I want to say to you. So much I want to apologize for. I know that writing this down looks like I’m taking the coward’s way out, and you’re absolutely right. I am a coward, but then again, I’ve always been weak when it came to you. But I’m not doing it anymore. I’m not taking you down another day. I refuse to. Besides, I’ve done enough of that shit to last a lifetime.

Giving him a pass and turning a blind eye to things that I knew were wrong. Things that I knew could destroy him. Because the fear I had of losing him was too great.

I understood that Shannon was in a bad way, Nanny had told me that she had a collapsed lung, but Joey was hurt, too, dammit.
He had a fractured skull for fuck’s sake!
“No, I can’t,” Joey replied slowly. “Sunday is my only day off and I’m spending it with my girlfriend.”
Ha-ha-ha-ha! Giving her a sweetly smug fuck-you smile, I leaned up on my tip-toes, and pressed a kiss to her son’s cheek.
“Don’t worry,” he was quick to placate. “I handled it. Shannon’s grand.”
“I wasn’t worried.” About her, at least.

“Hey, stud.”
“Hey, queen.”

“Because in this version of forever, we get the happy ending, Molloy.”
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“Ride or die, Joe.”
“Ride or die, Molloy.”
He exhaled and whispered, “I’m really fucking drowning here, Aoife.” “Don’t worry, Joe. I won’t let that happen,” I replied, nuzzling his nose with mine. “I won’t let your head go under.” “Promise?” I leaned in and pressed a kiss to his lips. “I promise.”
“Please just… please keep loving me.” “Always, Joe,” she breathed against my lips. “Always.”
“What if I can’t get better, Aoife?” he choked out, holding onto my body for dear life. “What if this is who I am?” “Then you’ll still be stuck with me,” I told him. “Because I love you, stud. In all your shapes and forms.”
“I’ll never leave you on your own again,” he vowed, wrapping both of his arms around me. “I will never fail you again.” I could hear the sincerity in his voice, and I needed so badly for him to be right about this. For him to stay. “It’s my turn, Molloy.” He kissed my hair. “To look after you.”
“Every part of me loved every part of her. The good, the bad, and the ugly.”
“I’m not your boy.” “And I already told you that we’re keeping you.” She chuckled. “Finders keepers, Joey love. You’re mine now.”
“It was her. It always had been. It always would be. The girl from the wall.”
“Still?”
“Then. Still. Always.”
’Because in this version of forever, we get the happy ending, Molloy.’
•┈••✦ 𝒑𝒍𝒐𝒕 ✦••┈•:
•┈••✦ 𝒑𝒂𝒄𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒘𝒓𝒊𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈✦••┈•:
•┈••✦ 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒔 ✦••┈•:
'The worst shit gets in my life, the louder the voice gets, louder and louder and louder, until it's literally screaming in my head, and I can't focus on anything other than doing the one thing that I know that will quiet it down'
•┈••✦ 𝒓𝒐𝒎𝒂𝒏𝒄𝒆 ✦•••:
•┈••✦ 𝒔𝒑𝒐𝒊𝒍𝒆𝒓 𝒇𝒓𝒆𝒆 𝒒𝒖𝒐𝒕𝒆𝒔 ✦••┈•:
•┈••✦ 𝑺𝑷𝑶𝑰𝑳𝑬𝑹𝑺 𝑨𝑯𝑬𝑨𝑫 ✦••┈•:
ˋ°•*⁀➷ Aoife Molloy:
“no, no, no, I would never hurt you”
“you hurt yourself and that’s the same thing, because when
you hurt, I hurt. when you burn, I go down in flames with you.
We’re entwined, Joe. we’re mirrors. don’t you get that by now?”
ˋ°•*⁀➷ joey Lynch:
“I’m sick and I’m tired too, I can admit, I am not fireproof.
I feel it burning me, I feel it burning you.
I hope I don’t murder me, I hope I don’t burden you”
ˋ°•*⁀➷ Joey and Aoife:
↝ “We want to keep you!” his wife blurted out, causing John to drop his head in his hands and groan. “All five of you,” she continued, hurrying over to the island and catching ahold of my hand. “Especially you.” She smiled down at me. “I think I want you the most.”
↝“you can’t tell me what to do, Joe, you don’t own me.”
“well that’s bad fucking luck on my account, because you sure as shit own me!”
“why would you say that to me?”
“because its the truth”
“since when?”
“since I was twelve.”
AHHHHHHH I AM SCREAMINGG…..
↝ “hey, stud”
“hey, queen”
“nice shirt”
“nice legs”
this lines is funny yes so heart warming for me…
↝ “Is he single?”
“You’re not his type.”
“What’s his type?”
“His girlfriend.”
SHANNON LIKE THE RIVER, YOU ARE SUCH A QUEEN…
↝Because time in therapy had helped me to come to terms with the fact that I couldn’t do this on my own.
That it was okay to ask for help
.More importantly, it was okay to accept it.
We wanted from the start of the book to read this heart MELTED words of emotions. And finally they are here.
I know, deep down, that I’ll never forget them, because Joey and Aoife didn’t just tell a story. They lived one that felt real.
౨ৎ ⋮ "Ride or die, Joe."
"Ride or die, Molloy."
౨ৎ ⋮ Because I'm only doing life for you.
౨ৎ ⋮ I spent so long trying to push her away that when I stopped, it was so easy. Being with her was like breathing. I didn't know I needed the air, but I knew that I would die without it.
౨ৎ ⋮ "All flowers bloom, Joe, even the late ones." I told him. "And sometimes, it's the late blooming flower that makes the biggest impact."
౨ৎ ⋮ "Because in this version of forever, we get the happy
ending, Molloy."
