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208 pages, Paperback
First published January 1, 1978
There was no timetable for the Mahar's work.It is only fitting that the title of one of the first Dalit biographies published in India should be titled Baluta - the food of shame consumed by the "untouchable" because he too must live: however miserable a life it may be.
It was slavery, for he was bound to whatever work had to be done for all twenty-four hours of the day. This was called bigar labour. We were supposed to run in front of the horse of any important person who came into the village, tend his animals, feed and water them and give them medicines. We made the proclamations announcing funerals from village to village. We dragged away the carcasses of dead animals. We chopped firewood. We played music day and night at festivals and welcomed new bridegrooms at the village borders on their wedding days.
For all this, what did we get?
Baluta, our share of the village harvest. As a child. I would always go with my mother to claim our share... Each Mahar would carry a coarse blanket. The farmers grumbled as they handed over the grain: "Low-born scum...always first in line to get your share. Do you think this is your father's grain?"
“I have tried my best to forget my past. But the past is stubborn, it will not be erased so easily. Many Dalits may see what I am doing here as someone picking through a pile of garbage. A scavenger’s account of his life. But he who does not know his past cannot direct his future.”