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156 pages, Paperback
First published January 1, 1999
...Now, it seems to me some fine things
Have been laid upon your table
But you only want the ones that you can't get.
Desperado, oh, you ain't gettin' no younger
Your pain and your hunger, they're drivin' you home.
And freedom, oh freedom, well that's just some people talkin'
Your prison is walking through this world all alone.
Don't your feet get cold in the winter time?
The sky won't snow and the sun won't shine
It's hard to tell the night time from the day
You're losin' all your highs and lows
Ain't it funny how the feeling goes away?
Desperado, why don't you come to your senses?
Come down from your fences, open the gate
It may be rainin', but there's a rainbow above you
You better let somebody love you
Let somebody love you
You better let somebody love you
Before it's too late
"Passions [vices] of the soul are by far the most stubborn and pursue the human being until his death; those of the body, on the contrary, withdraw more quickly."
Patience: a crushing of despondency.
So that, through patience, your reward may rain down upon you more abundantly, your patience must make war through all manly virtues, for with the help of each evil, despondency also fights against you and tries you, in that it observes all your efforts. And the one whom it does not find nailed down through patience; it weighs down with itself and keeps him down. [Eul. 8]
We have already seen that acedia, when it becomes an enduring condition, is not harmless. In an extreme case, it can drive its victim to suicide. Even if it does not get that far, spiritual death still threatens. In the text that follows, Evagrius describes a condition which he calls "hard-heartedness" or "total unconcern" (anaisthesia. He describes it as a "prolonged result of vainglory", and he writes, in addition: if that time had not been shortened, no human being would have survived.". This spiritual death, and expression of a complete victory of the demons and of their passions over the soul, easily turns into acedia as we shall see.
In the face of the intensity with which acedia attacks its victim and, as it were, "seizes him by the throat", the first and most powerful remedy therefore sheer endurance. In spite of the apparently overpowering temptation to flee, it is necessary to remain "as nailed down". For the anchorite--and not only for him--it means first of all that one holds out until the attack is over.
Today, particularly in the West, one frequently laments that there are no more spiritual fathers, but one forgets that in the domain of grace it is not the father who makes the son, but, on the contrary, the son makes the father. What is missing in modern western human beings is the spirit of "filiation," from which all spiritual fatherhood comes into being. A description of the spiritual father from the mouth of a famous contemporary Coptic desert father, Father Matta al-Maskin, teaches us why this is so. In a personal letter of the monks of the Macarius monastery it is said about their life:
The spiritual father is above all a human being who has allowed himself to be led by the Spirit and who has become a docile tool in God's hands. Therefore he will not attempt to call the disciple to be an imitator of him, for all of us are disciples of Christ, who himself is the sole master. Never will he stand at his side, escorting him, since he is but a human being and not an angel. Rather he follows him humbly, like a servant, in order to be helpful, when needed, to the one who, like himself driven by the Spirit, follows in the footsteps of Christ. This requires that he, even more attentively than the disciple himself, listen to what the Spirit of God wants for his spiritual son and he thereby entirely disregards what may appear to him as personally advisable. The disciples will hear from his mouth only the word of God, not mere human wisdom.
From such self-effacing service, one always knows how to distinguish a real spiritual father in the Christian sense from any type of self-styled "guru," of which sort of person there is truly no lack today. A real spiritual father will never found a "school". What outlives his own "spirit" is only that share of the Spirit of God, which was awarded to him....
He that dwelleth in the help of the Most High shall abide in the shelter of the God of heaven. He shall say unto the Lord: Thou art my helper and my refuge. He is my God, and I will hope in Him. For He shall deliver thee from the snare of the hunters and from every troubling word. With His shoulders shall He overshadow thee, and under His wings shalt thou have hope. With a shield will His truth encompass thee; thou shalt not be afraid for the terror by night, nor for the arrow that flieth by day. Nor for the thing that walketh in darkness, nor for the mishap and demon of noonday. A thousand shall fall at thy side, and ten thousands at thy right hand, but unto thee shall it not come nigh....
...Only with thine eyes shalt thou behold, and thou shalt see the reward of sinners. For Thou, O Lord, art my hope. Thou madest the Most High thy refuge; No evils shall come nigh unto thee, and no scourge shall draw nigh unto thy dwelling. For He shall give His angels charge over thee, to keep thee in all thy ways. On their hands shall they bear thee up, lest at any time thou dash thy foot against a stone. Upon the asp and basilisk shalt thou tread, and thou shalt trample upon the lion and dragon. For he hath set his hope on Me, and I will deliver him; I will shelter him because he hath known my name. He shall cry unto me, and I will hearken unto him. I am with him in affliction, and I will rescue him and glorify him. With length of days will I satisfy him, and I will show him My salvation.