Personally, I am at a stage in my life where I am learning to choose what makes me happy, not what could make me happy in the eyes of others and in the perception of expectation. It is a Hell of a time to do so, since 2020 has proven to be a year quite like no other, but why the Hell not start in this time of halting and reflection of what 'normal' used to be?
During my last trip to my boyfriend's house before the cases of COVID-19 grew to the point where it might be my last trip for a while he offered me Scott Shaw's "Ki Process: Korean Secrets for Cultivating Dynamic Energy" to read and practice in the times when the lock down feels overwhelming or restless. Although the book is short, sweet, to the point, and basic in terms of practice, it is a plethora of optimism when realigning oneself with the energy around them. Some might think the book's dated-ness makes it outdated, but that is far from the truth. This introduction is ideal for any time, and any place.
The Four Phase Breath (77) is something that my boyfriend introduced me weeks before lending me the book. During a time where a waterfall of emotion came roaring out of me, due to physical, mental, and emotional exhaustion he lead me through the exercise and it lightened my load, and freed my thoughts and feelings. It is something I practice now, and will continue to do so, even when the moment is tranquil.
Two quotes that stood out to me most from the book are associated with the reasoning for practicing consciousness of your energy and the energy around you. The author is reassuring to the reader with these words, as to say it is never too late to move forward from a previous state of living:
"No longer should you simply witness life happening to you and return home tired, injured, discouraged, or disabled from the experience. By consciously embracing and interacting with life, the body and mind will be allowed to maintain a continual state of harmony." (64)
"Instead of blaming yourself, view this as an opportunity to make a conscious change for the betterment of your body and to move into a healthier and fully functional temple of your soul." (69)
What I enjoyed about these quotes is that they can be applied to any area of one's life and health, interests or hobbies. By being conscious and forgiving of the past, we can boldly enter our future.
I hope you can find this book during the lock downs, and consider how it's message can help you during and on the other side of the worldwide pause we are experiencing. I wish you nothing but peace and a joyful and ever conscious life now, and ahead!